'Made You Look'

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"How Bad Is Your Addiction Leon?"

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Maddy stayed the night with Leon making sure she kept an eye on him. She had been close to bawling her eyes out so many times thinking that he OD but would quickly shut down when she heard his heartbeat. To say the least Maddy was scared to leave his side.

Leon woke up pretty early and saw Maddy lay on the bed with a far distance between them. Good thing his bed was huge. He quickly misses the feeling of Fentanyl in his system but when he checks his pockets he sees a couple of patches he purchased from Mouse and then when he looked in his other pocket he found another baggy he examines it before getting up from the bed and hiding them in his drawer.

He makes his way to his bathroom and showers quickly. "Fuck..." he mumbles. One of the weird and stupidest after maths of doing drugs if he's always wants to sleep. He didn't have any drugs to sell but a bunch of bottles he just wasn't in the mood to do anything today.

He puts on a new pairs of boxers and leaves the bathroom and heads down stairs. He saw that his cousins car wasn't there and neither was his. He sighs deeply before sitting on the couch he sat there with his knees almost touching his chest his bracelets spread on his arms. He wanted to know how Maddy got there and if she saw him so fucked up he looked down and didn't Here the footsteps.

Maddy walks down stairs and sees Leon on the couch. "How you feeling?" She asks softly. Leon doesn't look at her.

"I'm okay." He says in a whisper tone which Maddy almost didn't hear.

"Are you hungry? When was the last time you ate?" Maddy asks mentally slapping herself for asking such a stupid question.

"I don't know but I'm not really hungry." Leon replies.

"Leo you really scared me you know, you looked....dead and that scared me to death." Maddy admits sitting on the coffee table in front of Leon. "Are you really Okay?" The question kinda took Leon off guard. Was he actually okay? No. But was he gonna tell Maddy that? No.

"I don't know Maddy I just...." Leon stops at that and avoids looking any where near Maddy.

"You don't have to answer that but can you Maybe answer this?"

"What's your question?"

"How Bad Is Your Addiction Leon?"

Leon finally looks at Maddy as she looks at him with concerned eyes. He finally took a good look at Maddy and saw that she didn't look okay, tear stained eyes with a glint of tiredness in them, she was wearing his clothes, her hair was a bit messy and she looked like she was ready to sleep for the whole week.

"How Bad is my addiction?" Leon repeats.

"Yeah."

Leon laughs a bit before looking at Maddy. "I don't know who told you that but it's not true-"

"Fez told me, because Rue told him. Lee it's fine I won't judge I was really fuckin worried and I still am I just wanna know how bad it is." Maddy says leaning a little closer to Leon.

Leon looks at her for a moment before showing his forearm. Maddy looks at it and gasps grabbing his arm and looking at the purple and red spots on his skin. "Um Rue and Fez don't know about that part. I've learn to hide it pretty well." He says pulling his arm back.

"So are you like addicted to heroin?"

"Crystal Meth actually heroin is something I barely take." Leon explains before he snorts. "I guess you can say I'm a junkie."

"Lee how long have you been an addict?" Maddy asked pushing in a little more.

"I'm not gonna answer that Maddy, I'm sorry. Maybe us meeting was a bad idea." Leon gets up from the couch and heads up to his room.

"Why would you say that?" She follows him as her voice trembles.

"Maddy I'm not a good influence, I'm just an addict, who makes a living off of selling bottles and not to mention I'm a drop out."

"I don't care about that Leon I wanna help you to make sure you don't kill yourself."

"We barely know each other." Leon states.

"But I can't deny the fact that I care about you." She grabs his arms and makes him sit on the bed. "Look I'm not an addict or anything but I know that this stuff isn't good for you-"

"That precisely why I take it Maddy." He interrupted.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing, it means nothing I appreciate what you did and happy that you care about me but I can't just quit drugs, I won't either." Leon gets up and and puts on some clothes before he heads downstairs again.

"Where are you going?"

"My car it has shit and I can't get caught with it." He walks further before Maddy can ask if she could give him a ride. Maddy looks at his figure walk further she walks inside his house to get her stuff before she leaves and gets in her car.

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Leon found his car right where he left it and he quickly gets in it trying to avoid Fez. He knew Fez was probably upset that he took the Fentanyl which caused Rue to take it. He had his phone in his pocket as he got a text from someone.

Jules: Hey Leo wanna hangout with Rue and I?

Leon: sure I be there in like 10 minutes.

He drives to Jules house in silence as he thinks about Maddy. He felt bad that he just shut her down and walked away after she helped him but he knew that he couldn't make a promise he knows he can't keep, it was hard to commit to shit when all you do is fuck up. That's why he hasn't made a promise since the day he woke up from the coma. He really liked Maddy she was beautiful and funny and caring he just wished that at some point they could get to know each other more but for now it didn't look to good.

Leon had finally pulled up to Jules house and knocked on the door. A man answers the door and looks at Leon confused. "Hello sir I'm Leon I'm here to see Jules." Leon sticks out his hand as Jules' dad shakes it. Before he can open his mouth to say anything Jules and Rue make their way towards them.

"Lee!" Rue says walking towards him and giving him a side hug.

"Hey Rue." Leon responds quickly hugging her back. They pull apart as Jules goes in to hug him. "Hey Jules."

"Hi Leo. Dad we're gonna go upstairs if that's okay?"

"Yeah. Just no funny business." Her dad warns. Jules glares at him as they walk upstairs.

"It was Nice to meet you sir." Leon says. Jules dad smiles at him before walking off. The three walk into Jules' room, Leon quickly colapses on the bed and sighs deeply. "I'm so fuckin bored."

"Well Leo your in luck because I need you help along with Rue's to help me take some pictures and send them to Tyler." Jules says jumping on her bed.

"Who's Tyler?" Leon sits up looking at both girls.

"Some guy Jules' claims to be in love with." Rue states.

"I'm not in love. I really like him but not in love. Anyways he asked if I could send him nudes and I took some in the bathroom stall but I need you guys to help me, Rue takes some effortlessly soft core pics, and you can help with the more slutty but still innocent ones cool?" Jules asks.

"Yeah okay." Leon responds getting up. "Anything In specific you want?"

"To make it look like I took them." Jules requests.

"Okay Rue you go first."

For the next hour they spent together they helped Jules take some nice nudes, and hyped her up as they took them. Leon played some music and the girls dance and laughed as he watched them with a small smile. He had felt really comfortable hanging out with Rue and Jules they were cool, and fun. Rue had told him she was getting clean and made him promise he wouldn't feed her addiction while she try's to stay clean. He was thrilled to say the least, he was hoping Rue had finally opened up her eyes and say how amazing she could become if she got clean.

They talked about random shit till the topic of Maddy came. "So you and Maddy how's the hanging out going Lee?" Rue asks with a smug grin. Leon wasn't exactly thrilled to answer the question so he tried the best of his ability to make it seem like he didn't fuck up.

"It's good, I guess. I mean we're hanging out- getting to know each other, we're really good friends..." He stammers looking at His hands.

"Lee are you sure? You seem like you lying, wait scratch that why are you lying?" Jules asks putting on a shirt.

"It's nothing really." He states looking at them. They both give him a look which makes him give in. "Uh...we have been hanging around and it's been great but I feel like I'm not a good influence or a good person for her to be around with. I told her that too."

"Why do you think that?" Jules began to Pry.

"I don't know Jules, I just feel like Maddy doesn't have to spend her time hanging around with a fuck up like me." He lays on the bed and recalls the words he said to Maddy. He felt bad, like really felt bad but he couldn't Exactly go there and just eat his words and apologize.

"You what I think you should do?" Rue speaks up, Leon hums in response. "I think you should go down to her house and tell her that you didn't mean what you said and apologize for whatever wrong it is you think your doing." Leon looks at Rue.

"Are you Crazy she maybe hates me."

"Why would she hate you?" Rue asks.