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"God I Love Taking Fentanyl."

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2 weeks went by and Leon was super fuckin tired he didn't know exactly what he wanted to do so he decided to just drive around all day. So that's exactly what he did.
Maddy had ran into him 2 days after the party and they have been hanging out ever since.

Maddy had grew to have a an attraction towards Leon, she couldn't necessarily call it a crush well because she's Maddy, but she had grown to have a slight feeling for him. And it wasn't anything like Nate, because she didn't feel like she had to look a curtain way for Leon, act a curtain way and she could rant freely to Leon and he would listen. He had also taken Maddy on Deliveries so she found out what he did and he made pretty good money. Leon also took her out to eat a couple time during those 2 weeks, pick her up from school, take her home and even introduced himself to Maddy's parents after her mom saw him drop off Maddy one day.

The bad thing about all of this was that Nate was still in Maddy's picture she knew he wasn't good for her and that they were toxic but sometimes Nate brought out the best in her.So she had a slight conflict in her head. Leon or Nate?

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As he drove through the rainy streets of California he listened to some music. Moments like these he cherished it was nice and quiet with the small rain droplets falling on the cars tinted windows as music played in the background and absolutely no interruptions. That was till Rue called.

"He-"

"Can you come pick me up and take me to Fez?"

"Why?"

"I need some socks so please?"

"Okay where are you?"

"The cornfields.."

"I'll be there in a moment."

Leon hung up and drove to pick up Rue, as he got closer he noticed Rue looked soaking wet. When he stopped Rue got in the car and pulled money out her pocket.

"Here."

"What's this?"

"Gas money for when you need it." Rue says.

"Rue I was just kidding you know that."

"I know but I feel like I use you too much instead of being your friend so take the money as my appreciation to you Lee." Rue says sincerely, Leon look at that room for a couple minutes before he burst it out laughing.

"Damn your funny Rue, you are funny put the money on the cup holder." Leon drives over to Fez house and glances and Rue for a second. "You want my jacket it in the back."

"Thanks man." Rue quickly gets the jacket and puts in on. "So you gonna buy something form Fez?"

"I'm out of shit and I sold all the drugs so yeah practically have too." Leon says. He pulls into a driving space and both he and Rue get out. They quickly run to the door and bang on it. When they look up to see the camera they flip it off as they continue to bang on the door.

"Tell them to come back later." They here Fez say.

"To late Bitch." Rue says jokingly. Leon daps up Fez before going into the Hallway where the bathroom is to take a piss.

"Hold On, hold on. You can't be in here right now." Leon Hears Fez say. He does his business and quickly washes his hands before walking out and heading to Fez's room.

"I see you cash money." Rue jokes as she follows Leon.

"Nah, nah."

"Leon needs more stuff and I need some OC's and some socks." Rue says.

"Well I can't help you guys right now. You gotta go." Fez says seriously.

"Fez I don't need a restock quickly but I do need some drugs so please don't be a dick and we'll get off your back." Leon says with a smile patting Fez's shoulder.

"Leo I fuckin told you I don't have nothing you and Rue need to get your asses out of here." Fez shuts him down getting more upset. "Leo, Rue for real I ain't fuckin playing. Come on. Y'all can't be in here."

"Look Fez, I'm fuckin drenched. Lee drove us all the way here. Okay? And uh..we're out a drugs so don't be a dick." Rue reasons putting on socks. Leon looks at Fez again to see that Fez was getting more upset by the minute maybe coming at this moment wasn't the best. But at the same time he needed drugs so he didn't exactly wanna leave without them.

"Oh my god. That not my fuckin problem. Y'all gotta get up out my house right now before these motherfuckers come through." Fez raises his voice at the two teens standing there not listening.

"Look man all I need is some OC's and some Xannies." Leon tells Fez sitting on the bed and pulling out his phone. "That all I need don't know what the fuck Rue needs and we'll both be gone, that's fuckin simple."

"Leo fuckin listen man, I'm trying to tell you I don't got shit right now. Like come back in a few hours I got you, whatever you need. But right now you gotta get the fuck up otta my house." Fez explains. Rue doesn't buy it and pushes further.

"I know you have something, Fez." Rue say. Leon gets up with Rue following as they walk to the living room with Fez still talking.

"I'm just telling you, I don't got shit for you, man, come on. I need y'all out the house right now. My guys about to come through and I don't want you guys here you understand." Fez semi yells when both Teens sit on the coach and don't move.

"Give us drugs." Rue says.

"This is dead serious, yo Leon Tell Rue that y'all have t-" Fez was cut off by some buzzing form his phone. Leon and Rue look at each other before looking at the phone. Fez stares at the dead and says. "I could fuckin kill you guys right now." He pulls out a walkie-talkie "yo, ash they're here." He puts money in a drown bag before going over to the couch making Leon and Rue move as they see Fez pull out a gun. Fez looks at Leon before shaking his head. "Leon you should've fuckin listened to me you work in this shit too." He looks at both of them. "Look I'm serious, just stay right there keep your mouths shut and be cool. These guys ain't fuckin around."

Now I'm not gonna lie. That's when I started to get a little scared. I looked at Leon and saw that he didn't look scared he just looked unfazed and calm I think that's why he never brought me on more serious business because both he and Fez could actually handle it. I mean I'm all good with drugs until guns start coming out.

Leon hadn't felt so stupid till this moment. He should have listened,Fez's suppliers were here and Fez was trying to tell them it wasn't a good time to be here.

Leon sat there as he wrapped his arm protectively around Rue who got a bit closer due to how scared she was getting. 2 guys came in, one with a lot of face tats and another was a white boy. The dude with tattoos comes up and faces Rue.

"So this your little bitch?" He asks.

"Nah, bruh that's like my little sister." Fez responds. The guy looks at Leon for a second before talking with a smirk.

"And this pretty boy?" He asks. Leon looked up at Him calmly holding Rue.

"That's my family." Fez states. Mouse sticks out his hand towards Leon.

"Hello family I'm mouse." Mouse introduces himself, Leon shakes his hand firmly and gives him a slight nod. Mouse then looks at Rue and he kneels down. "Well, hello there little sis." He sticks out his hand and goes in to kiss Rue's.

Now when Fez said His dudes were coming over, I didn't think his dude would be this dude.

"My name is mouse. It's a pleasure to meet you both."

But you know that's what happens when you hang out with drug dealers.

"You Custer toss me that bag. All right check it. I got a 100 OP-OC 80s 500 Xanny bars, 500 20s of Addy. I'm low on vikes so if you wanna cop some vikes, you better cop 'em today cause I got like 50 left. I got a quap of that Cali medicinal and an ounce of Molly." Mouse tells Fez, Rue and Leon looked at the drugs for a good few moments before looking at each other with a shocked and amused face.

Now no matter the amount of drugs we get, Leon and I get super shocked when we see a shit amount of drugs only one drug addict can dream.

"Custer what's the math on that?"

Custer began to mumble before saying the total. "7,750" Fez pulls out the brown bag with money and throws it at mouse who throws it to Custer.

"Sure you don't want no Fentanyl?" Mouse asks, Leon quickly perks up and he looks over at Fez, Rue watches Leon with curious eyes before she looks at Fez.

"Nah man I'm cool off that shit. There's too many OD's and I don't want the heat." Fez denies calmly. Mouse looks over at Leon.

"How bout you fam ever try Fentanyl?" Mouse asks.

"Yeah I have." Leon responds. Mouse looks at him with an impressive look.

"You wanna buy some then?" Mouse questions, Leon looks at Fez who shakes his head, he then looks at Rue who looks at him with a blank stare, his gut was telling him not to do it, but whatever his gut tells him not to do, he does it anyway knowing that it's gonna give him the best feeling.

"Sure." Leon responds leaning back.

"Custer get the Fentanyl." Custer gets the Fentanyl strips before he hands them to Mouse who hands it To Leon. Leon takes out money and hands it to Mouse. "Pleasure Doing Business wit you Fam." Mouse smirks before looking over at Rue. "You lil sis? You ever try Fentanyl?"

"No." Rue says not looking at anything but the floor.

"No, she's good bruh." Fez answers after her.

"Gonna let big brother talk for you?" Mouse asks, touching her hair.

"I don't know." Rue responds looking at Fez.

"Don't look at him look at me." Mouse softly demands. "You ever try it?"

"Yo, for real bruh. I don't want her fuckin with that shit." Fez seriously says looking at Mouse with an intense stare. Mouse ignores him once again and turns to Leon.

"You know that feeling when you come so hard that you can't feel or hear shit?" Leon had to hold back his disgusted face. "You like that feeling?"

"Yeah." Leon responds not sure where this conversation was going.

"Well Tell little sis here that if she loves that feeling she's gonna love this." Mouse pulls out a strip of Fentanyl and puts a small tab on a pocket Knife he hold it up To Rue's face who looked visibly uncomfortable and scared.

"I'm- im good actually." She responds leaning her body toward Leon's.

"What you don't trust me?" Mouse leans forward.

"Yo for real man she's good."

"Shut the fuck up bitch ain't nobody takin to you." Mouse snaps. "Tell your big brother I'm not talking to him right now. Tell him to "shut the fuck up" come on don't be scared I'm not gonna bite you."

"With all do respect Mouse, if she says she's good don't pressure her." Leon states. Mouse lets out a little chuckle before looking at Him.

"So is she your bitch?" Mouse asks finally noticing how close the two were. Rue looked at Leon with a pleading face.

"No she's not my bitch." He pauses making Rue hold in a breath. "But She's my girl though and I would appreciate it if you didn't press on her so much." He says running his hands through his hair.

"I appreciate you respecting me and not talking to me like this little bitch over here." Mouse nods his head towards Fez. "So imma give little sis the opportunity of reassurance."

"How?"

"Your gonna take it first." Mouse states. Both Fez and Rue's head shoot up at Leon.
"Come on it's free that's another thing imma give you fam, all you gotta do is show yo girl that this shit is fuckin amazing." He puts the blade towards Leon's mouth.

Don't do it Lee it's not worth it.

Leon contemplates And again that gut feeling came this time stronger. He looks at Rue and then puts his mouth where the drop of Fentanyl is and takes it. He takes his mouth out the blade and leans, back for the first five seconds he felt nothing.

"All right Sis your turn." Mouse puts in another drop and then puts the blade up to Rue's mouth.

Dear God, I know I've been a cunt for, like a lot of my life, and I was mean to my family and I am so, so, so, sorry but just please god I'm begging you do not let me die tonight.

Rue does the same thing Leon did and and takes the Fentanyl, Leon readjusted himself on the couch and then felt the drug hit quick. He smiled softly as he felt the feeling Weed and coke couldn't give him...the feeling of slowly drifting away.

Rue slowly laid on Leon's chest and began to curl up to his body. Mouse looks at the with a smirk while Fez looked worried. "It hit quick." He looks at Fez. "Y'all like the way it feels?"

"Yeah." Both mumbled softly.

"You want a couple of patches girl?"

"Uh Okay." She mumbles. She felt her shorts pull up slightly as mouse puts in some patches.

"It's gonna cost you 300. Come on pay up little sis."

"I only have two dollars."

"I said 300."

"Where are my pants?" She mumbles. "I'll just- I'll just give it back." She says.

" I got a strict no return policy."

" yo mouse. Let me pay for it, man" Leon here's Fez say faintly.

"I thought you was too good for Fentanyl. What is it? Everyone's changing their motherfucking mind on me?she's gonna have to find another way of paying me." Mouse claims. "Straight up." He smugly smiles looking at Leon.

"Okay." Rue slurs.

"Yo, man just let me pay for it. I got the money right here."

"Damn big brother must love you. It's gonna cost you 600 now man."

"Damn you gonna do me like that bruh?"

"Yeah imma do you like that. Straight up. It's always a pleasure doing business with you." Mouse gets up and goes to Leon who was completely zoned out. He leans down and puts something in Leon's jacket. "I hope to be seeing you later fam." And walks away.

Leon felt like he was outside his body, he felt his soul crush up at the feeling of him being affected by the drug, and man did he love that feeling. It made him finally find peace within how much of a fuck up he is and will probably always be.

Fez had put a blanket on them as they laid there. He had already called Jules and was planning on have Leon to stay the night before he got a call till...

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Maddy had gotten back from her Date with Nate and hadn't talked to Leon all day because he wasn't answering her texts and the few missed calls. She decided to call him one more time and watched as the phone was picked up at the 3 ring.

"Leo I've been calling and texting you for the whole day where are you?" Maddy asks.

"Yo it's not Leo it Fez."

"Where's Leon?"

"Look I don't know what kinda shit you guys have together but I really need help with Leo could you maybe come like ASAP." Fez asks. Maddy began to worry.

"What happened, I'll be there what's the address?"

"I send it."

"Okay. Is he okay."

"I'm not sure." Fez answers before hanging up. Maddy quickly got off her bed and walked quickly out her house as it still was Raining she quickly got in her car and began to drive to the location Fez sent to her. Many thoughts ran in her head and the closer she got the Fez house the more anxious she grew. She pulls up to an apartment to see Fez standing outside soaking wet. She quickly exits her car.

"Is he in there?"

"Follow me." Fez leads her inside the house they pass the kitchen and when Maddy gets lead to the couch she began to grow a bit more worried. "He's a little fucked up right now."

"Well what happened?"

"I can't say to much but he took something that can make you overdose."

"Is he like dying or something?"

"No but from what I've been told this isn't his first time, that don't really Matter right now I need to take him home and I need your help."

"God I Love Taking Fentanyl." They hear Leon say. Maddy lowers towards him with tears in her eyes, she was fearing for her life at the moment looking at the state Leon was in. What he said to her at the party, "you haven't seen me high." That stuck in her head and now she sees how he looks like.

"Oh my God Leon what did you do?" Maddy mumbles sadly. Leon heads her voice.

"Maddy are you here?"

"Yeah. I'm here are you okay?"

"Maddy I'm more than okay, I feel so fuckin amazing I feel like an second now I'm gonna fly away." Leon states with a small smile.

"Look Rue told me he doesn't have the best record or intentions with drugs did you like know about that shit?" Fez asks lifting Leon. Maddy wipes a tear.

"No I didn't. But that doesn't I'm not worried." Maddy quickly grabs Leon's legs. Both carry Leon outside. Leon feels droplets of Rain on his face as he began to shed a couple tears.

"I'm so happy..."

Maddy and Fez Get him to Maddy's car and carefully place him in the back. "You want me to come with you?" Fez asks.

"No he's pretty light I think I can manage." Maddy jokes trying to smile through her tears.

"Hey he's gonna be good, he's used to this shit and don't be mad at him or anything." Fez says looking at the fuckin High teen. "Leo hope you do better man."

Leon doesn't respond as he felt his chest began to hurt. He softly pictured himself in a room with Maddy.

"Your really beautiful Maddy you know that?" Leon says caressing her face softly. "I like the way your so confident and I like they way you dress, especially when your in sweats and a t shirt, I really like the way you smile, but most importantly I like the way for the past 2 weeks I've had the most fun with a girl in a long time that isn't Rue."

What made things Crazier was that Maddy had heard the whole thing and felt her heart race and she smiled sadly lookin at him through the mirror. "Don't worry Leon you'll be okay..." she whispers softly.

The last thing Leon pictured was him in a pool underwater kissing the girl that has made him feel nothing but Euphoric, Maddy Perez