12: Conflicted

"Amber." A voice says from outside my door.


Leave me alone." I groan into my couch pillow.


"It's James, Carlos and Logan." Each of them say.


I huff and open the door and see each of them holding a gift.


"What do you guys want?" I say, as I feel the mascara running down my face.


"To bring you some gifts and keep you company?" James cringes.


"I just wanna be alone right now." I say in a low voice, sniffling.


"Look, we're really sorry about what happened between Kendall and Jackson. He was just trying to protect you." Logan says in a sad tone.


"So, since we know girls feel multiple emotions at once, I got you a big teddy bear to snuggle or hit." Carlos grins, handing it to me.


"I got you a dart board with Kendall's face on it." James says, handing it to me.


"And I got you tissues and frozen yogurt." Logan grins and I take it from him.


"You guys are too sweet." I chuckle, setting the gifts down on the couch.


"We know where Kendall is, if you'd like to see him." Carlos says.


"No, I don't. I told him to stay away from me. I seriously don't know why he lashed out like that." I huff, putting a hand on my temple.


"Yeah, we don't know either." The boys say in unison with nervous laughs.


"Guys, do you know something I don't?" I ask, crossing my arms as I raise an eyebrow at them.


"What?! No." James scoffs, waving his hand.


"Guys, truth, now." I state.


"Fine. Ever since Kendall met you, he's changed. In a good way though." James says.


"What do you mean?"


"He stopped hitting on every pretty girl he saw, his temper was getting better and he even started being a little nicer to us. I've never seen him that happy since Jo left." Carlos says.


"What else did he tell you?"


"Why don't you go and talk to him? It's not our place to tell you and Kendall should be the one to say it." Logan states.


"You know what? I don't care anymore. Look, I'm glad you guys got to see him happy, but I forgave him too many times. I told him to stay away from me and I meant it."


"Please Amber, he really was trying to protect you. He cares about you a lot." James pleads.


"I have a lot to think about. I'm really tired guys, I'll see you guys tomorrow." I huff and they frown as I shut the door.


I sigh and grab the huge teddy bear Carlos got me and I snuggle up to it on the couch, closing my eyes.


Now I'm conflicted.


Fucking great.

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