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ELLA'S POV:

My phone rang all night under control so i turned my .
When I woke up tomorrow I turned my phone off. In the next Morning when i turned my phone on i  saw 12 notifications from my mom💀.
Fuck what am I doing now?!
My mom said I should sleep at home...fuckk.
ashtray was still next to me and I completely forgot about it.

"Hey"
He said with his voice that was tired and a little deeper than usual.

"Hey :)"
He got up and went to the closet, in the closet he got a hoodie and matching pants, when he was in the bathroom I got up and got a little dizzy so everything was black before my eyes.

"Woah"
I mumbled.
It can feel like you've taken drugs.

,,It's all okay?"

"Mhhh yes yes everything is fine"

"Okay, I'm going downstairs"
Ash gave me some clothes and left.

When ash went down, ella was very worried about her mother, what if her mother is worried?... well she will definitely be.
Ella had to brush her teeth with her fingers because she didn't have a toothbrush, but that actually went quite well.
Then she brushed her hair.
She grabbed her little bag and pulled out her mascara to make herself pretty.

Ella didn't put on makeup that much, she just didn't do anything else with her eyelashes.
Then she went downstairs wearily to the kitchen.

Fez: "Tomorrow Ella"

Me: "Morning guys :)"
I said with a smile and ash put my food on the table for me.

"Um thanks"
Ash just looks at me and started eating.
Why didn't he talk to me anymore?
Yesterday he say that he loev me and now he won't talk to me??
Annoyed, I started to eat.
As always, Faye bent down so that you can see her non-existent ass🙄.
But we kept eating.

-
After eating I was supposed to go home, so I changed my clothes again and said goodbye to everyone.
On the way home I had a really bad feeling!
What if  I will be grounded💀.

Ella opened the front door and Bella jumped on top of her.
But when Ella's mom came she was very...very angry!

"Umm hi mom :)"

,,Where have you been?!"

"I was at J U L E S house!"

"But you shouldn't stay with her!"
Samantha discussed with ella for a very long time and in the end Ella was grounded but that's not bad for ella because she can climbed out of the window and no one can hear this.
Samantha drove to work and ella was alone.
Bella barked and jumped around the living room while Ella doing her homework .

She was mad.
Ella was not only mad at her mother but also at ash.
When ash ignored her she was really sad because what if it's ella's fault?
Tears flowed down and her heart bled at pain.

"Is this all my fault?"
-

After 2 hours Ella woke up from her sleep and looked at the clock.
It was getting late so ella went to her room and took a shower.

ON MONDAY

It was very hot this morning and the weather was really nice. Ella got ready as usual and put on a short skirt that went down to her ass and a pastel green crop top.
Maddy was supposed to pick her up so she hurried because time flies.
Samantha and Ella had a normal relationship, her mom apologized for being so mean and she will be a good mom again.
Ella was happy that everything was the way it used to be, so her mood was very good.

...

Maddy: "hiiiii"

Me:,,hiiii Maddy,BB and Kat :)"

BB & Kat: "Hiiiii"

I get in the car and we drove off.
The whole drive Maddy told us how she wanted to end nate.

...

At school, all eyes were on Ella because she dressed too revealingly today, but she didn't care because she wears what she wants.
Self-confident Ella ran to the locker but before she was at the locker she saw a person she knew very well from before...it was her ex.
Immediately her ex looked her in the eyes and ella would wish to die because she hated her ex named Carl.
He hurt her and she was 12 when Carl was 14, for some it's not a big age difference but for Ella it is.

She went nervously to her locker, Ella had to go the the locker because her books are there for her class.
Maddy and the others were at the teacher's for a short time, so Ella had to take care of everything on her own.
Carl was a bit further away from Ella, she quietly and carefully opened her locker and took out her books and she put the books in her backpack .
Suddenly someone pulled ella away and pushed her into a corner where nobody was, so nobody noticed or anything.

"did you miss me?"
I recognized the voice immediately and I was really afraid that Carl would hurt me again.

"Carl, stop chasing me! I broke up with you and now you should leave me alone!"

,,You belong to Me!"

"I'm not an object!"
He pulled my hand towards him and I pulled it back and gave him a very strong hit on the cheek.
Carl's whole cheek was red and I saw his anger grow more and more.
Please....please don't let it escalate!

At that moment Ella didn't know if she should stay because what if he had spanked her like last time... yes he hurt Ella several times and she didn't tell anyone, not even her mother.
When Ella bruised, she said that she was at the park with her friends and fell very often, although Carl regularly hit her.
In the beginning she was only allowed to wear what Carl wanted and if she put on something revealing she walked away with bruises and bruises... it was very hard for her.
Ella was really in a toxic love, but she was so blind to this fucking love that she didn't realize that Carl cheated on her regularly and he just needed her to show his friends what a beautiful body she has.
Ella had a beautiful body and she was one of the prettiest girls in her old class at the old school.
Everyone really wanted something with her, but she wasn't ready for it yet.
But when she saw Carl, she fell in love with him at first sight.
Many of her friends said it was a bad move, but she didn't care.

"Have you forgotten what I say to you?! You shouldn't dress so revealingly!"

,,Leave me alone!"

"No, let's talk now!"

Suddenly another person started speaking and as expected it was Ashtray who intervened.

"Now I'm going to talk to that bitch!"

,,What do you mean?"
asked Carl with a questioning look.

"That's a bitch who need gave me Money if you know what I mean, and now let her come with me!"

Carl nodded and Ash take my hand.
He took me to a girls bathroom and I buried my face in my hands.

"Who was that?!"
He sat down on a small counter next to the faucet.

"Why do you care?!and you di you say that im a bitch?!"
I wanted to leave but he pulled me towards him so we were very close.
His eyes met mine and I saw how angry he was.

"I only did this to get you off that asshole!"
I slowly pulled my arm away and took a few steps back.

,,Thanks"

Random girl: "WTF BOYS SHOULD NOT GO TO THE GIRLS BATHROOM!"

Ash: "I'm going in where I want you ugly whore, so shut the fuck up!"

The girl left the girls' bathroom without a word.