Ella's point of view:
I wasn't in the mood for those days...I thought about Ash 24/7.
I wanted to apologize for ruining his day and for Mike getting kicked out, but I didn't trust it.
But what should I do? Lying on the bed hoping he texts me?
No!
I go to him now and apologize for everything!

On the way to Ash I was worried what if he kicks me out or won't forgive me?

I knocked on Fezco's door, having a hard time saying anything.

"Ayo Ella was going?"

"Hey Fez can I talk to ash?"

"Well, of course he's in his room."
He said and i went upstairs
I knocked on ashtray room door and he opened it.
His looks were indescribable.
Ash eyed me up and down like he always does.
I swear I missed being around him.

"Hey Ash can talk to you too?"

,,Yes"
We sit on his bed and I started to apologise.

"Ashtray, I'm sorry, I didn't want to ruin your day! Please forgive m-"
His hands travel to my face and he looks into my eyes.
He came closer and closer so that they touched our foreheads.

,,May I?"
he asked and I nodded.
After that I feel his lips on mine and it was a soft kiss.
It was my first kiss so I didn't know what to do.

We part and he looks me in the eye again.

"It's fine, you don't need to apologize"
I smiled and there were thousands of butterflies in my stomach!
Thank god everything went well!
I talked to him about all the days and weeks I spent.
I was really glad that we got along.

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After ages I came home and waited for me to sleep.
This day was really great! I'm just so glad Ash forgave me and that everything is fine!
Bella can sit next to me and we lock in.

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I got up in the morning and it was finally the weekend.
Maddy and I wrote a lot and I wanted to change!
I was a fucking cry baby and it doesn't have to be!

(Ella and maddy's chat)