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That night was really uncomfortable, I slept on the edge of the bed and had to be careful not to fall off.

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I slowly opened my eyes and felt weird.
Looking back I saw Ashtray, I was in his arms!

I tried to free myself from his hands but it didn't work so I went back to sleep.

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When I woke up twice, Ash was gone, I looked around in panic but he wasn't in the room.

I got ready and walked into the living room.

"Ash?"
Ash was in the living room with Fez and Faye, they were eating and fez called me over to him.

"Hey kid, how did you sleep?"

,,not bad:)"
I smiled at him and he handed me a sandwich.

Faye got up and got her box of heroin inside.
She gave me a dirty grin.

"Would you like too?"

Ash: "No, she won't take heroin, drugs, cigarettes!"
Wait...since when does he say what I can and can't do?
I looked at him confused and continued eating.

"Fez?"

,,Yes what do you want?"

,,What are you doing today?"

"Lexi come here and you all will be quiet!"

"Well, I wanted to go out with Maddy today, so I'm gone."

"I'm going to a party."
said ash and looked into my soul.
When I finished eating, I got ready for Maddy.
Rue wasn't there and no idea when she's coming.

I brush my teeth in the bathroom, take a shower and put on some makeup.

I put this on and told Fezco that I was going.
"Ayoo Ella, Ashtray will drive you to Maddy."
Why will he drive me?

"um okay?"

I went out and saw him in the car.

"Finally come now"

I sit down in front and he drove off.
Neither of us spoke for the entire drive.
I texted with a boy from snap, this guy was 17 but he was cute!:)

,,Who are you texting to?"

"Why do you care so much?"

"I want to know who you're texting with, bitch!"

,,With a boy!"

"I'm telling you that you're a bitch."
The tears in my eyes flowed down so I looked out the window.

Ash occasionally looks at me and smiles dirty, how can you be such a jerk?!

He parked and waited for a thank you.

,,You're welcome"
He said and as I said he is waiting for my "thank you"

,,Asshole!"
I said angrily and got out of the car.
Maddy was standing right in front of the car, giving us both a funny look.

"You and ash too?"

"W what?"

Ash glares at us and then drives away.

,,Do you have a boyfriend?!"
She asked happily, does she think now that I'm with that ASSHOLE?

"I don't have a boyfriend, come on."

"Shall we go to Nate's party today?"

"um okay."
They knew that I didn't like nate, but I still want to go there because it's fun to be at his party, because there are great songs, lots of people you can talk to.

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Maddy wanted to take me to McDonalds, when we were at McDonalds they all gave us weird stares like they had never seen people before.
Well Maddy grabbed a burger and a coke just like me
Maddy wanted to watch a movie about love with me at her house.
They turned on their TV and we sat on their bed.
There was a sweet spot and I got tears in my eyes.

Maddy:"I've never found that kind of Love"

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We're getting ready for the party and we had about 40 minutes.
Maddy straightened my hair and put on my make-up so that my eyelids had a light gray shimmer with white pearls around them, that was really pretty!

I pulled this over here and we went to Nate's party.


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Jules:,,OMGG HIII, HOW CAN YOU LOOK THAT PRETTY?!😩"
Jules was a very nice and sweet person.
She always gave good compliments :)

Maddy:,, bitch? You are beautiful and your dress!".

We walked in and I saw Nate.
Well he hates me as much as he hates him but we're keeping our distance.
I sat down at a table with maddy, jules, Kat, BB and had a drink.
I looked around it was beautiful here until my eyes met Ash...
He looked me up and down and walked away.
I was actually sad and mad at him for saying I'm a bitch.

-Maddy and the others were dancing and having fun, I wanted a drink so I went into the kitchen where Nate was.
He gives me a dirty look and laughs.

"Ouuu Ella?"
I ignored that, Nate is drunk and I don't feel like him.

As I grabbed a glass, Nate pushed me against a cabinet by the counter and my glass fell, breaking it.
My arm bled and bled.
The thing was that, A lot of people were there just watching.

I slowly closed my eyes and begged him to stop.

"You're only 14 and you drink alcohol?! What if I tell your mom

"Nate please stop, please!"
I whispered.
I'm really scared in these situations.

"You're a bitch, can't you see that? Didn't anyone tell you?"

It wasn't nice to hear that.
Even when I closed my eyes, I felt tears welling up in my eyes.

,,please!"

His hand went to my hair and he pulled my head back.

"Squeaky bitch!"

"Please Nate stop!"
I started crying now because I was very scared.

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