When my alarm clock rang today I didn't feel like it anymore, I hate school and it will always stay that way.

Mom: "Morning Ella, get ready for school food is already ready :)"

"mhh okay"
I said tiredly. It was just 6:30 and my first class starts at 9:00 so I have plenty of time.
I got up tired and unmotivated, made my bed and went to the bathroom tired.
In the bathroom I first had to get in the shower.

When Ella was done with everything she got dressed and ran into the kitchen where her mother was already waiting for her.
Her mother was very nice and she could wear whatever she wanted, and Ella liked that.
She quickly ate her food and took her backpack for school.

My mom puts on a song and they ask me if I'm nervous or something, eh alright?

"Why are you nervous?"

"Mom, I'm afraid nobody will like me!"

"Oh nonsense! You are a great and nice pretty girl! Everyone will like you believe me! :)"
I smiled at her because she was the person who always cheered me up no matter what.

My father left my mother when he found out she was pregnant and from then on she had to do everything on her own.
For a while they didn't want to tell me who my father was and why he left us.
When I found out the truth I was really sad because it all happened because of me.
Once he tried to reach me or something like that Mom said but he didn't make it and never will - I don't feel like an asshole like that and that would be a waste of time.
As I was driving the car, I somehow realized that I'd been here before...weird.
My mom parked and kissed my forehead.

"Have a nice day princess!"

"I'll definitely have it"
I said ironically and we laugh a bit.

She drove away and now I was alone, there were so many people here and I was so afraid that some would not accept me or would bully me.

I went in and it was actually really nice! :)
A woman picked me up and wanted information from me, which I found very strange, after that she wanted to show me my locker so I could put my things in there and so on, shit.

"Here's your key for your spin, see you :)"

"mhh thanks"

I quickly put a few things in that I don't need. After that I closed my locker and when I looked at the front in surprise I wanted to, fuck that's Rue!
She noticed me and smiled at me.
I couldn't take it anymore so I ran to her and hugged her hard, she did the same to me.

"Fuck Ella Rolly what are you doing here?!"
You could tell from her voice that she was very happy to see me.

"I live here now!:)"

"Shit yeah!"

Rue and Ella spent all the breaks together and laughed a lot until rue expected.

"Do you want to come to Fez today?"

"Huh?"

"Fez, Fezco is my best friend and he also has..." She started to whisper softly,,Drugs you might like ;)"

"Hahaha rue I don't take drugs, but if it's okay I'll come with you today I don't have anything to do :)"

"You've changed so damn!"

,,How come?"

"Y-You look so hot man! Your style, hair, face everything has changed! You're just BOOOMM!"

"ahahaha, but you too!"

After school I told my mom that rues mom would pick me up.

You are now wondering how Ella knows Rue, they knew each other when they were little because their parents are best friends.
Rue's mom loves Ella and always thinks ella is a good example for Rue.
Smantha also loves Rue very much, even though she is addicted to drugs.

"Ohh heyy, long time no see Ella! You've really changed!:) How are you and your mom?"

"Hahaha Hi, I'm fine and so is my mom :)"

,,I'm pleased! Then go home"

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"What should I wear Rue?!"
We were at my house now and I was fucking nervous and aggressive because I couldn't find anything to wear.
After all, I have to look pretty.

"Put this on"
Rue took some clothes and combined them.

"Hell yeah!"

I know it's nothing special but I love it! :)

Rue smiled at me and we went down to my mom's.

"Well then beauties have fun! :)"

,,Thank you, too"
We said together and Rue drove me to Fez.

The whole ride, rue told me who her friends are and that they will like me, but I'm not so sure.