My POV:

Ever since I told Trinity and Dave a week ago I lost my baby I've been debating on telling Dwayne or not. Everytime I decide to tell him I always back out and then I regret it because I think he deserves to know. I'll probably won't end up telling him since he probably won't care like when I told him I was pregnant we got into a fight. Maybe he'll figure it out sooner or later.

I've been hanging out with Trinity and Jon lately because I don't want to be up in my hotel room with my mom and Dwayne all the time since it's awkward as hell. I haven't talked to my mom since I found out she was fucking with Dwayne also. This isn't the first time she's been interested in guys I like. Aden for an example; back in high school I introduced him to my mom and they seemed pretty cool with each other. I didn't know that he was having sex with my mother while we were just hanging out. They dated for a while then they broke up after a few months. I should of expected this shit to happen again. My mom knew I was fucking with Dwayne because I told her but that didn't stop her. But anyways, I've been hanging out with Trinity and her man lately, I don't think he minds since he's a friend of mine. I've noticed every day that I've hung out with them a guy that looks like Jon with similar tattoos, but with lighter skin and greyish blue eyes.

I've never actually seen him around wwe but from what Trinity told me he is a wwe superstar and he's also related to Jon, his brother, and Dwayne. She introduced me to him and he seems really cool. Joe aka Roman Reigns doesn't really talk to me much, I don't really expect anything to come out of this meeting officially for the first time. Joe is pretty attractive not gonna lie, I couldn't help but think if I could get with Joe just so Dwayne knows how I felt when he was also with my mom on them side. I don't want to Joe to think I'm just gonna use him to get Dwayne back which probably will never happen since my mom and Dwayne are always up each others asses 24/7 7 days a week.

Next week: Monday night raw

It was so awkward in the car ride over here. Dave was driving while I sat in the passenger seat, with my mom and Dwayne in the back making out like usual. They're that clingy "couple" that can't do shit without each other, People like that make me sick. Trinity and I met up along with Jon, Joe and Dave came along since he probably didn't want to see my mom and Dwayne make out for the fifth time today.

" We are planning on going out to dinner after the show. You should come along Kassie."

My head was laying down on the table because I was kept up most friday night, had a few live shows on Saturday, got a break for a few hours before I got on a plane Saturday night to come here.

" I don't know. I'm so tired from Friday and this weekend it's ridiculous. My mom and Dwayne kept me up after smackdown when I went back to the hotel and went to sleep. They were having sex pretty much the whole night. I'll probably go out but not for long."

We went out to dinner to this nice restaurant in the area. Trinity and Jon sat at a table together, Dave invited Sarah so they sat together and Joe and I sat at a table together at different areas in the restaurant. We were in the middle of eating the first course of the meal when Joe asked me a question.

" I don't know much about you but you have really good ring skills. And that you were interested in my cousin Dwayne. What made you come to the wwe?."

" My mom is a model and she kept pressuring me to get into modeling like she is. But I didn't want to. I've watched wwe for a few years now and I just wanted to know how it felt to be in the ring. I love making people smile and the fans happy."

" You're a really beautiful girl, I wouldn't be surprised if you were a model. And I heard about your miscarriage along with how my cousin kind of just used you then getting with your mom. I apologize.."

" Joe it's not--."

" I know it's not my fault but he won't apologize for anything he's done and that's an asshole move. He would always talk about how amazing your were around the men's locker room.."

A tear rolled down my cheek, I wiped it away with the napkin.

" I didn't mean to make you upset. I just wanted to tell you this since my cousin is being a dick to you. I shouldn't be apologizing for his doings."

" It's okay Joe, I'm fine. It was obvious that I wasn't enough for him so he found what I was lacking in my mother."

" Don't cry over him. He's family and all and I love him to death but fuck him and your mom no offense. They deserve each other, you deserve to be happy."

" Thanks Joe, you didn't have to say anything."

" Your Welcome. I felt I had to since you looked a little down. Does your dad ever come and watch you wrestle?."

" I don't know who my father is. I never met him. I wish I knew who he would, sometimes I need a guy to talk to."

" You can talk to me if you'd like."

" I don't want to bother you with my problems."

" It's alright. I'm willing to listen to whatever you have to say. Ask me anything."

" Why are some guys the way they are towards girls?."

" Hmmm, that's a good question. Well when a guy meets a girl probably the first thing they want to do is get in her pants. Us guys are just horny fuckers that thinks with our dicks and not our heads.Someone will come along that will fall madly in love with you."

We kept talking and eating food all night before we wanted to leave. Talking to Joe made me feel a lot better about things I had on my mind. He's a really caring person, I see why a lot of people go crazy over him.