Rotxo's Pov:

Kiri took my hand leading me over to the ilu. "Where are we going?" I asked and she looked back at me smiling. "It's a surprise" she smirked getting on her ilu.

I got on mine and she beckoned me to follow her.

Our ilu's swam, chasing after each other as we laughed.

Once we had reached the place I look at Kiri confused. We we're at the hot spring cave's. "Come on" Kiri smiled, getting off her ilu and hoisting herself up the cliff to the entrance of the cave.

I followed her confused not knowing what she wanted to show me.

She lowered herself into the cave and I followed her, almost slipping on the wet rock as she laughed at me. "Be careful" she smiled, taking my hand and I could feel my face heat up.

"Why'd you bring me here?" I asked, looking down at our locked hands.

"I just thought it was really pretty" Kiri smiled, guiding me down into the hot spring water with her.

"So why did you bring me here?" I asked nervously as she began to swim closer to me. "Because I like you" Kiri simply said and I felt my face go red.

"R-really..?" I asked, breaking eye contact with her.

"Need me to prove it?" She asked and when I looked back over at her she was closer, a smirk on her face.

I opened my mouth a couple of times but nothing came out. "Uh..."

I felt a huge weight on my chest and my eyes instantly shot open as I shot up. That was the most realest Dream I have ever fucking had.

I felt my mouth hanging open and I heard a small giggle making me look down. "Morning sleepyhead" the small na'vi child, giiwedin (using my own native language because I don't want to Google) greeted me

"What are you doing here?" I laughed, watching giiwedin roll over before standing up. "I want you to play with me" she whined, tugging on my hand.

I rolled my eyes playfully. "You come barging into my den just to ask to play?" I chuckled and giiwedin nodded.

"Fine" I instantly caved in, seeing giiwedin's hopeful smile.

She bounced around me as I got up, stretching. "I want to show you the new dolls my mummy made me!" She said excitedly tugging my hand again.

"Okay, okay!" I laughed following her.

She dragged me all the way to her den before making me wait outside while she went and got the dolls.

Once she had arrived she hid the two dolls behind her back. But she was bad at hiding so I had to pretend like I couldn't see them.

She brought me down to the beach before we both sat down and she revealed them.

"Wow!" I smiled, taking one of the dolls. "These are beautiful and well made!" I complimented her and giiwedin smiled proudly. "I helped my mummy make them!" She declared.

"They are very pretty dolls" I told her seeing her smile brighten more.

"Will you play dolls with me?" She asked excitedly, setting up the doll she was holding on the sand.

"I don't know giiwedin" I muttered seeing her instantly frown. "But no one else plays with me besides you!" She pouted.

"I'm sure that's not true!" I tried to muster.

"It is!" Giiwedin defended. "The other girls are mean and the boys break my toys!" She pouted and I could see the tears starting to form in her eyes.

"Okay" I sighed. "I will try my best" I told her and she instantly brightened.

I knew all to well what it was like to be in giiwedin's place. When I was younger too the boys said I was to soft and nice, they called me a girl but to the girls I was weird and strange. And they still do.

So me and giiwedin sat on the beach playing dolls for a while.

"Aww, look at the little girls" I heard a voice sneer and I felt my ears lower. Just my luck.

I didn't bother to turn around but I could see giiwedin's frown as they threw sand at my back.

"What's your Dolly's name rotxo?" One of the boys sneered, coming around so I would be forced to look at him.

"Leave us alone!" Giiwedin hissed and the three boy's laughed.

"Or what you gonna cry to your Mommy" one of the boys booed at us. "Oh right" another sneered. "Rotxo can't do that" and the group broke out into a laugh.

I took giiwedin's hand walking around the three boys. "Come on, let's go home now" I told her but a hand grabbed my arm.

"Aww did we hurt the baby's feelings?" One of the boys fake pouted but the other one shushed him.

"Hey rotxo I've always wondered" the 'leader' of the group smirked looking back at the others. "Are you some kind of f@g?" The boy sneered and I winced at the name.

"Or, are you some kind of tr@nny?" The group burst out laughing as the boy tried to reach for my loincloth and I shoved him away as giiwedin hissed.

"Stop!" I snapped at them and they burst out laughing even more.

"Come on rotxo that's the only way to prove your a guy" the boy said and I felt like crying.

"Leave us alone!" Giiwedin snarled. "You guys are nasty!"

I grabbed giiwedin's wrist, turning around walking away with her. This time the group didn't follow or grab us. They just chanted those mean words again.

I couldn't stop the tears from falling once we we're far away.

"Don't cry rotxo!" Giiwedin said sadly. "Your still a guy no matter what they say!" Giiwedin frowned. "And even if you weren't I don't care!" She declared, hugging my leg.

"Rotxo?" I heard a voice call and I instantly tried to hide my face realizing it was aonung's voice.

"Dude you good?" I heard another voice ask, knowing it belonged to neteyam.

"Uh... Y-yeah, just..." I wiped my watery eyes before looking at the group Infront of me, seeing it was aonung, neteyam, and Kiri.

"Just something in my eye" I sniffled. "Yeah probably sand" giiwedin quickly covered for me.

But the group didn't look like they believed that. "Anyways!" I said, clapping my hands and swaying a bit. "Me and giiwedin are gonna go now" I said and with instinct giiwedin took my hand.

"Oh... Um okay?" Aonung said awkwardly. "See you later rotxo" Kiri smiled, waving but I couldn't bring myself to look at her.

Not after that dream. Or what I've been feeling.

Because it's wrong.

Sweet baby rotxo needs a hug 😭
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