Bloodshot eyes, droopy eye lid, dark eye bags, I was a hair away from fainting on the spot. I sat on the edge of the bed and stared at no where in particular. Just looking dead. I was on the verge of giving up, maybe even thinking about killing myself.

Dabi sat there quietly, staring at me with a distasteful look on his face. Not the one that was filled with disgust but the one that held worry. He decided to walk over and sit next to me, bringing his arms to snake around my neck before dragging me back onto the bed with him.

"What are you doing?" I mumbled, not having enough energy to yell at him.

"Just shut up and close your eyes."

My eyebrows furrowed together and my face soured, "I never told you to do this."

He grumbled, dragging the sheets over himself and me. Then placing his hands around me, securing me and blocking any attempts to escape. But his hold was light, comfortably light. I didn't argue and allowed him to hold me in his arms. Missing the times when we fell asleep in each other hold with smiles on our faces. The childhood that I could experience once again. Laying in the comfort of my brother's arms. Both of us blocking off reality but most importantly comforting each other from each other's anxiety.

Before I knew it, I drifted off to a deep slumber. Getting comfortable within his hold.

Getting up from a nap is the worst feeling ever. My head felt dizzy and I noticed how Dabi was gone. No longer in the bed with me. Stretching, I thought about how proud I was to have a brother like him. But also thinking about all the memories we failed to make when he disappeared out of no where. I couldn't blame him though, I would too if I were in his position.

It was around seven o'clock at night. So I basically slept through the whole day. Stumbling out of the bed, I went to take a cold shower so it'll wake me up from these dizzy spells.

Thinking about how I have been working as an assistant for a week now. It was such a busy week that it went by in a flash. But being burden with work wasn't as fun as you'll think. Though, being stuck in the same room with a certain pro hero made it tolerable. He was unexpectedly funny and moment with him never falters.

I yawned and went into my closet, pulling out a random outfit from the closet. As I didn't have work for today, I decided to choose something along the comfy side. Grabbing a black hoodie and a pair of grey sweatpants, quickly changing and then stepping out.

"Oh, Touya."

"Awake now?"

"Yeah, thanks for that."

He nodded in satisfactory, "Don't mention it. Let's head out, Shigaraki wants an update."

I followed him out the room into the main area. Everyone was already there, they were making light conversations before the meeting starts. I sat down next to Twice and Toga on the coach. They didn't mind, stopping their conversation to welcome me.

"Gald to see you refreshed!"

"[Y/N], you should spend more time with me!" Toga complained, hugging me tightly, "You're always away doing something!"

Before I could respond, ashy face looked over at us with a bored face.

"Are you guys done?"

"Deadass, you sound like you swallowed three bags of flour." I acted scared, "Is that why there's white powder coming from your mouth?!"

Even Compress had to hold back his laughter at my remarks.

"Whatever, did you get any information?"  Shigararki questioned, shutting everyone up.

"No, he's just a normal human being, nothing suspicious. Doesn't seem like he'll betray us. But, I only been with him for a week."

And a week is enough for me, he's quite annoying.

I thought about the times when I caught him trying to get more people to join the organization, he looked happy. And he did nothing a traitor would try to do, overall he seemed trustable. But of course everything I had to spy on him, I went through hell and back trying to stay hidden. All because of his stupid feathers, they were making my job harder.

Shigaraki just nodded at the information and left me alone for now. Shrugging I stood up and headed for the door, Dabi looked at me with uncertainty. Asking me with his eyes on where I was heading to.

"To the mall, nothing spectacular."

He hummed, waving bye to me.

It been months since I left the my sibling back home. Not going to lie, I do miss them. Actually I missed them a lot, but never found a chance to visit them. But it wasn't like I can. In their minds I  probably looked like a loser, running away from all my problems and leaving them behind. I couldn't bear thinking about how they felt the moment they realized I left without a trace.

Though, the responsibility of being their older sibling never wavered. I knew deep down I'll never hate them. Luckily for me, I remembered how they would all head to the mall around this time at night with father. As this was their 'bonding' time, or whatever pathetic excuse that being had made.

The doors of the mall opened and I walked in. Without searching for them I had already spotted two their white hair from the mountain of people surrounding them. I could only laugh Natsou's face, knowing that it was father that brought all the people to surround them. Also understanding how he hats crowds, but it's not like he could escape.

This time the crowd was unusually big, which left me to wonder why. But I wouldn't let curiosity get to me. I did what I planned to do: checking if my siblings were alright. They looked fine, calming down my nerves. I strolled away from the large crowd, planning to walk away after confirming their safety.

"Oh, love-"

I halted, freezing in placing, knowing exactly who had called for me. The stupid nickname that's been stuck with me since day one. I also pieced everything together, now knowing how the crowd was so big now. I turned my head slowly, peering over my shoulder to look at him and then at Endeavor, because Hawks had caught his attention too.

Looking up and down at me, he ignored me and looked back at hawks, "Who's this?"

"She's my assistant. You know the one I mentioned about last week?" He introduced me, wrapping this arms around my waist, "Isn't she pretty?" He cooed.

Endeavor didn't respond and went back to what he was doing.

"Hey Hawks, who's that?"

Natsou looked at me with this expression I couldn't really describe. I was afraid that a look of recognization would flash past his face.

"Oh, this is-"

"[N/N], my name is [N/N]."

I cut Hawks off and watched as  Natsou carefully observed my appearance. Holding his jaw, losing himself in his thoughts. Hawks just cocked a brow, tightening his hold on me. I shot him a light glare, which he caught and just stuck his tongue out at me.

"There, there Natsou. She's mines."

"You're such a flirt." I deadpanned, ignoring how my heart skipped for a moment. I looked at my younger brother that still looked like he was trying to solve the hardest question in the world. "Hawk's joking."

"Am no-" I slapped my hands over Hawk's mouth, successfully shutting the man up. Which also snapped Natsou out of his thoughts, bringing his hands up and defended himself.

"Oh, no Hawks. I didn't mean to . . . she just reminds me of someone."

Natsou's POV:

Fuyumi came out with our coffee, and handed me one. "Let's catch up with dad, it looks like he's talking to Hawks and someone else." She smiled.

I looked over my shoulder and saw that he is talking to someone else with Hawks.

I hope those two are not bothering her.

I slowly approach them and walked passed the old man.

"Hey Hawks, Who's that?" I asked while holding my coffee.

"Oh, this is-"

"[N/N], my name is [N/N]."

Whatever they said after went through one ear and out the other. I couldn't focus much at the conversation at hand. It was unsettling how she looks so much alike my sister. It was creepy. I studied the way she talked, how she dressed, everything pointed to my sister. But it was like she wasn't there.

It's confusing.

I watched as Hawks, my father and the woman started walking ahead, taking the lead. My head felt heavy and the thoughts wouldn't go away. There was definitely something weird. She looked out of place.

"Why are you staring at her?" Shoot asked, tugging my sleeves.

"She looks familiar. That's all." He debated about telling him, but he knew it'll only bring harm if it was who he thought it was. "She has nice black hair."

"But black hair is normal in Japan?" Shoto said confusingly.

[Y/N] POV:

This marked the third hour of us randomly strolling through the mall. I can't deny that it felt amazing seeing how Shoto wanted everything he saw through the shop windows. Even making Endeavor pay for makeup, saying that he's getting it for friends to cover up his master plan of trying to make his father go broke. The other sibling also joined in immediately after figuring gout what their youngest was trying to do.

Now Endeavor was tasked with the job of carrying bags on bags as we entered a restaurant. Of course it has to be fired chicken. I guess they didn't want to argue with the pro hero after he accompanied  them the whole way. His presence also made the atmosphere more calming.

"I'm heading out."

"What?!" Hawks whined, the big idiot wrapped his arms around me again, fake crying into my shoulders. "It's only been 3 hours!"

"Hawks it's literally 11." I  flicked his arms off me, "Do you want me to die?"

Deflating like a ballon he let me go, but without making it clear that he was upset that I would leave him the early. He huffed, turning around so I was facing his back. I yelp, his wings almost slapped me in the face.

Throughout the week I had to learn how to get adapt to his attitude. As a pro hero he was better fit to be a toddler with the amount of whining he does. No wonder why he was assistant-less for so longer. But he was kind of cute like this.

"I'll see you tomorrow big guy." I ruffled his blonde hair, "You'll be fine for 8 hours without me."

"BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!"

He really sounded like a toddler right now, "How about I buy you chicken tomorrow."

He sniffed and wiped away his crocodile tears as he turned to look at me, "Really?" I nodded watching his mood do a 360. "Alright! I'll miss you love!" He pressed a sloppy kiss on my forehead.

"Okay, Im heading out now." I bid goodbye to the siblings and unfortunately Endeavor, "I'll see you tomorrow Hawks."

I was really to hit the bed again, walking around for three hours wasn't what I wanted to do on my day off. I yawned, the tiredness hit me in waves and I was getting drowsy again. But of course I had the worst luck and had set sleeping to the side.

Being slammed against the wall. I gritted my teeth and looked at him with fury.

"How about saying 'Hello" next time?"

Word: 2022
Rewritten: 07/20/2023

HOW AM IM STILL ON CHAPTER 5!?

I was thinking about changing the story line a little or just like make the events slower cause this book is moving a bit too fast to my likings. But on the other hand, it's okay and I'm a little lazy to change things around.

What do you guys think?