"Mika?" You call out gently. You stare at the back of your boyfriends head as he desperately clutches his shirt as he lets out ragged breaths. "Mika?" You asked as you slowly sit down beside him. He glanced at you before he placed his hand on your shoulder and pushed you away.

"Just..." He let out a raspy breath "Just let me be alone for a second" You looked at him with concern as you reached over and gripped his shoulder.

"Mika are you.... are you getting cravings again?" You asked and you watched as he visably flinched. You bit your lip as you stared at him. "Mika if... if it will help you can..." You took in a deep breath "You can bite me. Or drink my blood or whatever."  He looked at you with confusion, and fear.

"(Name)! I am not going to-to bite you!" He growled. "I'm not going to be like those disgusting monsters!" He yelled and abruptly stood up. You frowned and stood up standing across from him.

"Mika. If you can't controll your urges then you may attack someone. At least with me I can kind of help you?" You say as you scratch the back of you neck. "I love you and seeing you go through this... It scares me. I just want to make sure you're okay" You say looking up at him. He looks at you and sighs.

"I know (Name)... I just don't want to hurt you." He said. You smiled and pulled the collar of your shirt down so he had more access to your neck. 

"Don't make this anything like Twilight and we'll be good" You joked as you tilted your head to the side. He chewed on his lip as he reluctantly reached out and held onto your waist. He pulled you close and as gently as he could bit into your neck. He heard you take a sharp intake of breath but when he felt you petit hands holding onto his shirt he continued his motion. His fangs tug deeper into your skin and continued to suck on your neck. It wasn't until he felt a weak push from you did he quickly pull away. 

"(Name)!" He cried out as you leaned into his chest for support. "(name) I'm so sorry are you okay?" He asked hurridly as he gently some of your hair away from your face. You let out a weak laugh and smiled.

"I'm fine. How are you feeling?" You asked looking up at him. 

"I'm okay." He held you close "Thank you" He said. You hummed a reply and closed your eyes. "Come on. I'll get you to bed" He said as he lifted you up and carried you to your shared bed. 

As he laid you down and laid down beside you he gently caressed you cheek. You placed your hand on top of his and kissed it.

"I love you Mika" You said and he gently smiled and gently kissed you as he pulled the covers up over the two of you.

"I love you too (Name)"