Gamzee X Reader (Homestuck)

You're surprised to see Gamzee on the floor of his room. His sheets were thrown everywhere and his room is in a mess. He's holding his head as if he's trying to grasp his last remaining sanity. You stand there grabbing the doorframe. You were scared to try and comfort him. The last time you saw him looking this serious he was on a murderous rampage. 


"G-Gamzee?" You call out nervously. He stops what he's doing and looks up at you. "Gamzee are you okay?" You ask and you take note of the purple tears that have stained his grey face. 


"I had a dream," He says. You flinch at how serious he sounds. Usually, he sounds drunk and giddy. "I  fuck... I killed everyone... And then there you were. Just fucking staring at me. You were terrified of me" He says slowly removing his hands from his head. "Then I fucking killed you. I did it with no fucking regret (Name)" He  says and then he turns into a sobbing mess.


"Hey..." You whisper gently as you slowly make your way towards him. "Hey... You're a very kind and gentle person" You say as you sit beside him. He leans his head onto your shoulder and continues to cry into your shoulder. You wrap your arms around him and place your chin on the crown of his head and gently stroke his back. You sit there like that for a while as you continue to gently rub his back. You start to hum a small tune and soon enough he's stopped crying. He's not his usual happy self but he's stopped crying. 


"I'm sorry (Name). I'm so fucking sorry" He whispers and you pat his back.


"It was just a nightmare. I know you wouldn't do anything to hurt me. Come on let's jump in your bed and get back to sleep. You're still tired aren't you?" You say and he nods and slowly removes himself from you. You get up and grab his blankets and take them to the bed where he's sitting. Once you place the sheets on him he grabs the end of your sweater's sleeve.


"Will you stay with me? Please?" He asks and you smile at the boy in front of you.


"Of course," You say and jump in beside him. You open your arms and he snuggles into your embrace. He wraps his arms around you as he buries his nose into your neck. "Good night Gamzee... Sleep well" You whisper.


"Goodnight (Name)" He sleepily murmurs as he falls asleep in your arms.


Now you love Gamzee with all your heart. You truly do! However... after the dream he had you don't trust him and you know... that you definatly won't be sleeping at all tonight.

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