Hey everyone so if anyone read my hazbin hotel oneshot I wrote on one of the pages of my depression so in this page I'm explaining on how I became depressed. I'll be writing more stories of what happended on other days. (Also this is in 2020 when the  Covid-19 was still ddangerous).

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It was during summer in the middle of July, I was in my brother's room with my siblings.

Me: *watching my brother play Fortnite* that was awesome event.

Younger brother: I know *continues playing*

Older Brother: *on phone not paying attention*

Younger Sister: *on tablet*

While we were hanging out in my brother's room we heard screaming. I thought they were laughing at first until we got terrible news.

Me: *looks away from t.v.* did you guys hear that?

Younger Brother: There probably watching a game or something *looks back to tv*

Aunt: *comes in room crying* GRANDPA DIED *cries harder*

The rest of my siblings started to cry from the terrible new. I didn't believe her tho I thought she was until when we went out the room I saw the rest of my family crying. I started to cry when I realized that she wasn't lying.

Me: *hugs Aunt* NOOO!! THIS CAN'T BE TRUE!!! *cries harder*

Aunt: *hugs me back*  I know but he's somewhere safer.

When I looked around the room I saw my uncle leave the house, and one of my cousins went to check on him.

Older cousin: My dad's crying outside, none of us shouldn't bother him *comes from outside*

I ran to my bathroom and slammed the door and locked. I leaned against sink and cried harder. I looked at my self and saw my face all red and puffy from crying.

Yesterday my grandpa was at the hospital cause he couldn't stand and had high fever. When the ambulance came to get, but he wanted one of us to be with him. The fucking dumbasses in the ambulance wouldn't let any of us go with him.

The next when we found out he died. it turned out that he had covid and in the ambulance he kept taking off the wires that they put on him. He wouldn't take his medicine at all.

I was pissed at the hospital and my parents knew, and I started to act different when summer ended.

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Me: this is how I got depression, because of family loss. *wipes lubricates from optics*

Bee: Moon i'm sorry for you loss *hugs me and behind*

Sideswipe: yeah you shouldn't of went through that *crying a bit*

Me: it's fine you guys really, it was in the past. *turns around and hugs bee*

Me: *hides helm in bee's neck* I'm just glad he's in a better place.

Grimlock: *crying hard*

Me: *smiles a bit* Strongarm can you calm Grim for me?

Strongarm: of course anything for the femme who's there for me *goes to Grim*

Me: Anyways *stops hugging bee* everyone this is how I got depressed I hope I didn't make any of you cry, but I promise that I'll fight through it. I'll be making another oneshot soon.

Bee: actually I think you should take should take a break. *places servo on side of my helm* you've been thinking too much and you been losing sleep

Sideswipe: yeah i don't want to lose my best friend

Me: *leans against bee's servo* I guess your right. *blushes*

Bee: *blushes and smile*

Sideswipe: oooohhh~~

Strongarm: SIDESWIPE!!!!

Me: *moves away from bee* guys should I take a break from writing or no? But anyways, i'll see you guys in the next oneshot.