A/N: Having some bad days, so uhm, yeah... Sorry..

Katsuki was sitting in his class, completely zoned out. Aizawa was talking about..something, he wasn't really paying attention. The blond had another things on his mind and didn't exactly stick with his teacher most of the lesson. Close to the end of it, Aizawa seemed to notice his off-ness and said something. "Bakugou, are you paying attention?" No response. The class of students stared at the loud blond, who was unusually quiet.

He didn't want to tell anyone but, his thoughts were going dark lately. What if I just ask for help? No..I'll be weak..no. He said that doesn't make you weak, but she said- the boy was cut off by a book hitting his desk. Looking up, he saw a worried teacher, looking around, he saw a confused and worried class. Aizawa kneeled down and put his hands on Katsuki's arms.

"Hey, don't do that." He muttered loud enough for the boy to hear. The blond looked down and saw that he was scratching at his arms, harsh.

"Shit..sorry..." He mumbled to the man. Aizawa nodded to the boy and walked him to the door.

"Go to Recovery Girl and take off for today, alright?" The raven haired male spoke. Katsuki wanted to shake his head ‘no’ and say that he fine but, Aizawa is stubborn.

So, he nodded and started to walk to the old woman's office. What kills you faster? No, what's a way to do it without it hurting? He shook the thoughts from his head and knocked on the door. A soft, “Come in.” Came from the other side of the door, he opened it and saw the old woman dealing with..Monoma? He tilted his head lightly but shrugged it off as he got into a fight with someone.

"So, what's the problem dear?"

"I uhm.." He shifted his feet, face turning red. This is embarrassing...He sighed. "I kinda didn't notice but, I started to uh, scratch my arm and made it bleed..Aizawa said to come here and get bandaged up." The old woman nodded and had him sit on one of the beds while she went for the bandages.

"How do you accidentally not notice that you're scratching like a mad man?" Katsuki turned his head and smiled lightly, Monoma seemed to be barley awake and his voice was rough, did he get into a fight?? "If you're wondering, yes. I got into a fight." He said looking at the spinning white ceiling. "Be surprised, it was with my own boyfriend's dad."

"Aizawa??" Monoma shook his head.

"Nah, he actually kinda sorta likes me." He turned his head to the other boy and smiled weakly. "It was Mic..he doesn't like me, what a dad." The boy let out a dry laugh while Katsuki frowned. Is Recovery Girl gonna heal him or let him suffer? A little while later Recovery Girl came back with a thing of bandages, she looked over at Monoma and shook her head as she sat down in her chair.

"Mic is on in-school suspension because those two got into a fight." Katsuki muffled a laugh. She smiled lightly, finishing up the wrapping. Once she was done she looked at the boy and smiled. "Alrighty, you're all good to go." He nodded and thanked her, as he left he looked back at the sleeping blond of the bed and sighed.

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Did Kirishima seriously just yell at me..? The boy put his hands on his face. When school ended Katsuki and Denki both started to fight, apparently Katsuki was in the wrong because he was in automatic trouble by..everyone. Everyone started yelling at him but he rolled his eyes, but then, Eijirou grabbed him and yelled in his face.

He got scared but didn't show it, he ran off to his room and locked the door. Now, he's sitting down on his bed, thoughts not stopping. Tears started to stream down his face, he didn't really notice it. Why? Why am I in the wrong?! No..why do I do this? A dry laugh left his throat as he layed back on the bed and stared at the ceiling.

Tears still streaming as his mind goes blank, well, aside from the repeating words that circled in his mind.

Give up.
Quite.
Stop talking.
You're not wanted.
You cause problems.
They think there is something wrong with you.

The blond covered his head, a silent sob escaping his mouth. He cried for, All Might knows how long, before a knock came to his door. He covered his mouth and squeezed his eyes shut. If I stay quiet, they'll go away.

Another knock, “Bakugou, it's me, Arakan, are you ok? Shoto is here as well, we wanna check on you. Can we come in?” Thinking about it, Katsuki finally decided on letting them in. He wiped all of his tears away and took a few breaths. “Bakugou?” He rolled his eyes.

"Yeah yeah." With that said, he unlocked the door and opened it to..not two people. It was his classmates. He was confused, everyone was looking down with faces full of guilt, well, everyone expect for Shoto and Midoriya. Katsuki looked at Midoriya for an answer. The green haired boy sighed.

"They thought it was ok to yell at you, I got onto them and I want you to tell them, now." Midoriya's voice was firm. He started to get more strict about things since he found out Katsuki had been lying to him, for almost eight years, about what was going on with him. Since then, he's started to cuss, check in on Katsuki and put his classmates into place.

Mineta has even been found in the trash a few times.

Katsuki hated it. He hated talking about what happened, what's happening. He hated it all. He sighed, "Fine..just, gimme a sec..ok?" The boy nodded and Katsuki closed his door. The blond walked over to his desk and sat down, tears silently ran down his face, little did he know, a certain bi-colored boy walked into his room.

He felt a weight on his back, making him look up quickly and the breath in his throat get caught. "Calm down.." was whispered into his ear. He relaxed, realizing it was Shoto. "Listen," the boy started. "I know, I know it's hard but you need to know that we're here for you, understand? No matter the time, the place, we're here. Tell us what you're feeling, what you're thinking, what you want; we're here." Katsuki was turned around and littered with butterfly kisses from the other.

“Can You Smile For Me?”

Hello everyone!!

Hmmm, we're getting a lot of sad Baku (cuz I can relate to him), what about some sad Todo?

Thanks for reading!❤

Remember! Stay safe!🌸♥