"Your freckles look like stars," siyeon spoke
up as she holds the girls's cheek in her
hand, slowly caressing it. "They do?" minji asked
and smiled at her.

siyeon was laying down with her head placed
on her lap as they both were relaxing in the
garden of the hospital.

Kim minji  looked beautiful no matter what.
Even in her hospital gown and tubes going
into her nose. Everything was beautiful about
her and that was the sad part about losing
her.

How can someone bare with losing someone
so beautiful, calm yet so strong and brave?
"I am glad that I am the one person from all
of the people on the Earth to win your heart,"
she whispered and placed a soft kiss on siyeon's
forehead. At the touch of her soft lips, she
closed her eyes, enjoying the warm feeling
filling her up.

minji made siyeon feel like on the day when they
confessed. The warm hear-clutching feeling
that felt so good after hearing the words of
one and only Kim minji that accepted her feelings
and in a split of second kissed her gently touch,
if siyeon was a doll that could break in a slight

The feeling that she found someone who
loves her dearly without worrying if they're
cheating or not because relationships are
about trust and not even a second she
thought about minji cheating on her.

they trusted each other with their lives
which are made more painful to leave. To
forget.

we were still young to understand what it
means to lose. What it means to lose the loved
ones in a painful way.

"How much time...?" siyeon asked and she
swears that minji saw a tear sparkle in the
corner of my eye. The light was still there, but
it wasn't strong enough to make her believe
that it will be all alright.

"I don't know... but not much," miinji replied
and played with siyeon's hair. At the sound of her
reply, siyeon frowned and tried to push back the
tears that were wanting to go out. she spent
every single day with her, not wanting to go.

she was scared that minji would go without
saying goodbye.

"Looks like the Sun is greeting us today too,"
minji said and looked up to the sky to
watch the warm sun that was shining. they
were sitting on the bench beside the tree that
was protecting them from the sun.

"Yeah, it's pretty warm today," siyeon stood up as
she watched her walking to the flowers.

"minji.." she called out and turned to face
her with a flower in her hands.

"Do you think that we all will have a good
ending?" siyeon suddenly asked a question that
got minji's thinking. What was her point?

she slowly stood up as siyeon walked up to
her, handing her the flower that caught her
attention.

"Do you think that we don't have to suffer in
the end?" siyeon asked minji again. She didn't cry,
neither did minji.

They were both stuck in the world that they
created. In their own bubble of thoughts.

"If there's going to be a good ending. you'll
have the best one," minji said and flicked
her forehead lightly. "So build a future that
can make you reach your happy end before
it's going to be late" minji smiled at her and
kissed her cheek, nose, and then forehead.

"We are still too young to understand all of
this. Don't think about it too much now or
you'l overwork your mind," they both shared
a tight hug as if it was the last one.

"Thank you for everything minji.." she
mumbled into her chest letting out her tears.

"Thank you for everything too singnie,
Thank you for showing me how to love." she
whispered with a tear slipping down her face.

They were taking a small walk again.
Minji's condition got worse. Siyeon was
pushing her wheelchair forward as they were
looking at the beautiful flowers around.

minji got weaker and weaker by each day and it
was really heartbreaking to watch your loved
one suffering so much.

With a smile on their lips, they were chatting
about life, family, and other things to keep up
the good mood. But even the hard work didn't
keep their mood positive.

" singnie I have something for you," minji
suddenly said and turned to look at her
confused face. "Something for me?" she
asked.

"It's a letter. Don't open it now though.
There's a date written so open " she pointed
at the numbers that were telling
her which day should she open it.
on that day,

"Thank you minji.." she thanked her and
she gave her a heart-warming eye-closed
smile.

"Anything for you, " minji said and siyeon
couldn't resist. She leaned down and shared a
love-full kiss with her.

But not only love was shown but pain also.
They were suffering in a lovely way.

On the day of minji's funeral, she didn't cry.
minji didn't want her to cry. That what was
written in the letter. In the letter that had the
date of his death written on it. she knew when
she's going to die.

Dear love of my life singnie,

if youre reading this, I am probably dead
already. I am so sorry to leave you in this cruel
world. Youre not alone, don't forget that. I
have always loved you and I always will I
will always be with you. How do you ask? Ill
become your Guardian Angel. Don't cry too
much, please. You know that it breaks my
heart. This is how it's meant to be. I am glad
that I got to spend my last moments with you.
You showed what it feels like to love someone.
I am so grateful to have someone like you.
Don't cry at my funeral, love. I want to see your
smile. Don't cry because we didn't get to do a
lot of things together as we dreamed, smile for
what we did get to do.
Thank you for everything. We'll meet in
another life then!

Goodbye, my love... I love you so much'

she cried all her tears on the day minji died. She
smiled on the day of minji's funeral. she wanted
her to smile. she wanted her to look on the
bright side.

siyeon understood what minji wanted. And as she wished, siyeon did. siyeon stayed by the side of her lover till the end with a smile and cried only
on the day of his death.

Everyone was slowly walking back home,
their faces covered in tears and sobbing from
her family and friends was heard.

The only person left was siyeon, She stood
there for a long time until she decided to
get closer to the framed picture of Minji
smiling with her angelic smile that always got
her weak.

Gently brushing her fingers across the
picture, she smiled at it for the last time and
whispered her last words towards her lover.

"Have a beautiful journey to heaven," and
with that, she left the place with a gentle
smile on her lips, happy with the thought
that she was finally free from the pain that the
illness caused.

They were too young to understand and
suffer.

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&. @blauvery

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