Cherish

"What's going on between you two?" Jake asks a bit pissed off seeing that you are extremely calm by this situation.


Stepping back you wrap your arms around yourself comforting yourself. Looking up at the ceiling you swallow the ball in your throat. "My creator."


Jake watches you lift your shirt up as he sees the metal like tattoos on your back. "And I will protect him no matter what happens. Even if it means killing you."


Jake slides your shirt back down holding you by your shoulders. "You do not have to be what they want. Be yourself. Be free. But you do not also have to kiss ass the person who made you. You are yourself no matter who claims to give birth or create you. It is you who builds the personality the choices are all made by you. Whatever happened in the past is what made you who you are. Not him not no one."


Looking into his eyes you come to realization that he is right. No one should claim anyone just for creating them. They brought you but they did not lead you to who you are. "Take this time to escape." Stepping back he inputs the code numbers as the glass slides down to the floor. "I'll hold him back. I'll hold them all back. Be free."


Shaking your head you transform running out of the room on all fours as Jake ran the opposite direction.


Running through the woods a giant blast makes you stop as you look at the fire burning the night sky.


Regret pours through your blood as you blame yourself for letting Jake die in it. Walking away you keep your head down.


"Agony. Is Wesker dead?"


"No. He will come for us. Search for us. We belong to him. I shall protect you as much as I can but you must let go what you have for him."


Growling softly you roam the night sky once more alone, confused, crushed and insecure about the future.


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After months of bloodshed the sudden feeling of someone close to you awakens you as you see a little girl smiling. You remain silent as she makes her way to your naked body as half is inside the stream of water and you rest on a rock. This is where you passed out before turning back to human.


"Good morning!" The little girl says with a wide smile as you look up at her empty. "Do you want to meet my new family?" She asks cheerfully and you look into her sweet innocent eyes. This is the same girl who you have met and seen in every small town. Same girl whose brought you to her new family.


But you could swear. The memories of always reaching out to her in your monster form as she cried in her hands. You silenced her. Ended her.


"Come on!" The girl pulls on your arm and you pull yourself up onto the rock letting her bring you to her new family. Agony covers your body in black.


As usual she introduces you to a mindless family who accepts you. 4 days pass and she holds onto your hand while exploring the Forest. "Why do you haunt me?" You ask the little girl pulling your hand away from her and she stands in front of you. "I don't. You come where I live and then kill everyone. But daddy always finds someone to take care of me. But mommy always takes away from me. Does mommy hate me?" The little girl kicks the ground with her hands behind her back pouting.


"I am not your mommy. Never in my life would I have a child. Not now or ever." You say so coldly that she sniffs crying.


"That's why daddy always has people adopting me. Daddy doesn't love me either. And mommy doesn't love me. No one loves me. No one makes me happy."


You listen to the little girl still not feeling anything for her. "Life is cruel. Welcome to reality I was raised in it and so will you." Reaching out you wrap your hands around her neck lifting her up from her feet choking her as she squirms kicking. "Why won't you just die?" You say putting more pressure finding pleasure in choking her.


Agony covers your face as the little girl's eyes grow as you open your jaw to devour her. "Mommy. I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. But daddy says you're my mommy. I love mommy no matter what she does to me." Stopping you snap your mouth shut growling at the little girl before letting her go. Coughing she looks up at you as you stand there looking up at the night sky.


Looking down at her your mask dissolves and you sit against a tree looking at her blankly. She's not human. She can't die. She can't be your daughter either. You have killed her and whatever place she lived in so many times. "Agony. Is she my blood?"


Since agony is the one who devours everyone and has had the taste of her blood it should know. "Yes.. she is of ours and Wesker's DNA."


The little girl leaves you sniffing as you sit their not sure how to feel. Everything has happened so quickly. No breaks or anything. So hollow. Returning she hands you a flower before sitting in front of you. "Please let me be your friend mommy."


Taking the flower you flick it to the side. "Go away kid. You're an accident that your father made. You are a problem not a human. I am a monster your father designed the cause not the fault. How many times have you died?"


With the cutest laugh and sweetest smile she responds pridefully. "7 times mommy."


She sits down on your lap tracing your face and you stiffen in shock. It was unexpected to have her close.


"Mommy is so pretty." The little girl traces your face with her fingers remembering every inch. She knows you'll kill her but she wishes to at least enjoy every second she has with you. The mother who will never love her.

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