The cold water hit his bare back back while he rested his arms against the wall, his mind was somewhere else completely to the point he forgot to wash his hair or body.
Just standing and overthinking, ignoring the fact that his mother was calling him.

Ten minutes later,  Jungkook exited the bathroom and wore an all black outfit then headed toward the dinning room where his parents were waiting for him to join them for their meal.

"Been a long while since you visited us Kookie." his mother said while smiling and handing him a plate.
"How is it with my future daughter in law Miyong?"
Jungkook didn't answer,  he didn't even feel like eating so he pushed the plate aside and stood up.
"Am sorry,  I got to leave now before i am late."
"I asked a question Jungkook. You better not act like the failure you are and screw up with this girl."

It's always like that with his father,  always seeking success and money.  Jungkook didn't even want to study business,  he wanted to be an artist only for his dreams to be crashed by his father. One of the main reason he moved out of the house.

"Seokjin is-" he stopped midway then shook his head.  "I mean Miyong is alright."

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"Congratulations Seokjinssi. You're one month pregnant."
The doctor said with a delicate smile and Jin forced a similar one not show his actual feeling.
"We still need two more months to determinate the fetus' gender. Until then you need to rest and eat well."  his doctor continued still scanning his tests.
Jin felt too weak to get up and walk so he closed his eyes for a few seconds.
"If you can't get up Seokjin it's alright. Rest a little, no one else is coming to the clinic today."
"Thank you." he murmured tiredly while looking up at the ceiling still thinking of what he got himself into the day he gave himself Jeon Jungkook.
"Here you go." the doctor offered some water and before he could take it he felt that his stomach had flipped and managed to get up before running to the bathroom.

"Doctor...I think it's better for me to have an abortion."

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"Minsoo stay by my side while I talk to this mister.  Okay?"
The mother told her six years old son whom was holding a ball.  The boy nodded and stood by her side.
He accidentally dropped the item he was holding letting it roll on the empty street.

  Seeing that his mother was too busy in the conversation,  Minsoo ran after the ball not noticing the car that was driving in a crazy speed and about to hit him.
His mother screamed in horror once she saw the car.

But miracles happens.

Especially when Seokjin whom just returned from the clinic saw the whole thing and ran to the boy pushing himself and Minsoo off the road in the last minute.

The moter ran to the two,  even the driver whom was about to hit them stopped. The male couldn't register much as he fainted from exhaustion.

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"Son!Son wake up!" with that Jin fully opened his eyes only to find himself on a white hospital bed with the doctor by his side,  holding his arm.
"What happened?"
"You were shouting my son in your sleep that's why I was forced to wake you up."
"Doctor my ba-"
"The fetus is alright no need to worry."
Jin cheeks became wet with tears as he was whispering "thank god."
He couldn't believe that he wanted abortion.
He didn't want to.
He can't kill an innocent child and he won't.
Not after what happened.
If he did it,  he will be no different from that car who almost hit the kid.

"Someone wants to see you." the young doctor said before leaving letting the person in.

It was someone Jin never expected to meet in person in his whole life.

Miyong.

"H-hey." she said in a quivering voice while taking a seat next to his bed.

"Hey." Jin said back feeling that his heart was racing inside and crashing against his ribcage. 

"I was driving the car." she said while looking down,  tears already escaping her eyes. "I almost killed you both..I am really sorry..I got a call in the morning and I was-" she was about to burst in tears before Jin pat her back.
"It's okay noona...We're all safe. I hope you didn't hurt yourself."
"I didn't. Thank you."

Seokjin was comforting her but in the same time his heart was going to stop, his mind quickly drifted to his former lover.. jungkook..Miyong said that she got a call... what if something bad happened to his kookie..what if..

"Are you alright?" Miyong asked and there Jin noticed that he as well was tearing.
"I am..it's just that pregnancy makes me emotional." he replied while sniffling.

"My name is Miyong. Choi Miyong."
"I know."
"Kim Seokjin."
"Jinssi,  how can I repay you what you did?"
"Thank you but I don't need anything."

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Jin laid down on the couch while hugging a pillow,  his eyes were focused on his tummy.
He's really holding a baby. He can't believe it.
The door suddenly opened on his own and the small male felt his blood freezing. Is it a thief...
But instead of a scary looking thief,  Jungkook,  in his flesh and blood was making his way inside.

Their eyes met for a few seconds before the Jeon break the contact first.

"I can't believe you did this Jin." he started,  sounding a bit angry while Jin was still in his place.
"You kicked me out,  without leaving me some time to think.. You didn't even listen to what I have to say! What did you expect Jin,  huh? You all of a sudden tell me that you're a carrier and the next second you kick me out? Fuck."  Jungkook rested a hand on his forehead and started rubbing it.
"I am pregnant Jungkook. There. You can leave now." Jin said calmly.
"I will leave this time."
"Okay."
"But not without you with me. They can screw themselves for all I know,  I want you."
"W-what do you mean?"

Jungkook sighed before walking to him and pulling his small body to his lap,  finally feeling the warmth and familiar scent he missed and died for.

"I called Miyong this morning. I told her I can't be with her and i don't want anything and I am going to quit working in this company. I told my dad.."
Jin finally hugged Jk's head very tightly while the other rubbed his face against his neck.
"What did he say?"
"Just kicked me out and said I was never his son."
"S-sorry kookie."
"Don't be...now that everything is solved,  go get your stuff baby,  we're going to my apartment."
"But-"
"No buts Jin. I promise this time I will take care of you...sorry for being an asshole."
"You're forgiven you idiot."

After a whole tem minutes of just being in each other's arm,  Jk looked at him with a teasing smirk.

"So Jin is carrying my baby huh?"
"Shut up."
"You're going to get chubby."
"Jungkook shut it before I puke on you."

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"Jk *yawn* your turn." Jin muttered in his sleep upon hearing their baby's cry. 
Jungkook yawned as well before opening his eyes then stretched his arms and reached for small boy and started rocking him gently.
"I'll warm him some milk." Jin whispered while getting up and heading toward the kitchen.
"Jinah!"
"Hnn?"
"He wants another thing."
"Other than milk?" a confused Jin asked while rubbing his eyes cutely.
"Another sibling."
"Jeon Jungkook I swear God!" he groaned with a blush on his cheeks before leaving and Jk chuckled.

"See baby that how I tease my Jeon Seokjin ." he whispered to his baby while nuzzling his nose in his small tummy making him giggle a bit.

End :3