Cisco P.O.V.
Dick Grayson caught Caitlin after she fainted. "The power generator in the opposite side of the building."
"What's happening?"
"I don't know. It must be the new Cell for Reverse Flash maybe it needed more power."
"Oh god the other Metahumans. Do you think--"
"No." Grayson said, but he was unsure, " each cell has in individual electricity boxes. So the blackout couldn't effect them."
"Still" I argued "it doesn't hurt to check."
"What about Caitlin?" I asked.
"Go to the Medical Room, Put her on a bed and lock the door behind you. Then meet me at The Accelerator Door." He stood up and took out his gun, "I'll go to the Accelerator first." He planned
"Are you crazy?" I put Caitlin's arm on my shoulders, "Whose gonna protect Caitlin?"
"The Medical Room is the safest room of all S.T.A.R Labs. You have to leave Caitlin alone. Trust me." he started to walk away from us.
I nodded. I mean he's a spy a good spy and he knows that Caitlin's gonna be all right. Right? So he knows what he's doing. Great. I stood with Caitlin. and dragged her.
I'm not that strong Okay! I put Caitlin on the bed and attach a heart monitor. Her Heart was racing, and her temperature was lower than usual. "You're really cold." I stared at her. "Why do you have to be so beautiful?" I shifted her hair from face, and kissed her cheek.

Okay.

I love Caitlin Snow. There.

I admit it.
And I know how she looks at Barry. Who wouldn't? I mean he's The Flash! He's hot and the Ideal guy. I see how Barry looks at Caitlin.
They love each other.
I started to walk away and walked out the door and locked it. I stared at her, sleeping there. Looking dead. I ran out toward the hallway and Barry was in front of me, he grabbed my arms and shook me, "Why? Why did you let her die?"
"What?" I asked "Who?" Barry looked behind me, and he just ran away.
"Hello Cisco." I turned around, and Wells was there "In a way you shown me what is like---"
"No-- No NO!" I started to run, then he was in front of me. "Ahhh!" I screamed" Wells started to vibrate his hand, and stabbed my heart. I felt this huge pain in my heart. "NO!" All of the sudden he was gone. No Wells, no blood. I was still alive.
"Cisco!" I knew that voice. "Come on." Ronnie ran in front of me. "Its going to explode!"
"No Ronnie!" Don't go in there!" I yelled to him, as he ran into the Accelerator door.
"Ahhh!!" I heard his scream of his burning flesh ripped away from him. "Ronnie!" Then a huge red light hurt my eyes and now I was staring at the Elevator door. Tears started to fall. "Ronnie" I said weakly
"Why Cisco?" I turned around slowly, Caitlin was standing in front of me, her flesh was blue like from hypothermia. "Why did you let him die? Ronnie was everything to me and you took that from me!"
"Caitlin please!" I was tears were like rivers
"How could I ever love you!" Instantly I felt a knife through my stomach.
I hesitated and looked down and I felt warm blood flowing down. I closed my eyes and then the knife and the blood were gone. "What's happening to me? Grayson!" I called out.
Barry in his costume, ran in front of me. "This way Cisco." he walked and I felt we got slower and slower, as if time was stopping. Then everything around us turned started to fade. "You made a weapon Cisco." he turned to me "Your a killer."
"No!"
"Yes!" he rapidly yelled in my face. "You are!" he was holding Cold's gun "And now I'm gonna make you feel how people feel when you kill them."
"No!" I ran as fast as I can, I was trying to reach the hallway. I saw a glimpse of Barry in front of me A bright blue light blinded me. I fell and I felt like I was in the Arctic. My eyes saw the ground of the hallway, and I saw my hands blue and broken icy flesh. "Ahhh!" I ran backward and hit myself on the wall. I slid down, and pulled my knees up toward my chest.
"You Killed us Cisco."
I looked up and saw myself looked down at me with disgust.
"Leave me alone." I stood up and started to walk away.
"What are you Afraid of Cisco?"
I didn't say anything, because I already knew what I was afraid of.
Myself.
That I turning myself into a killer. I still blame myself for Ronnie, for the Cold Gun.
I turned quickly and I saw a small girl, around 14. I started to run. "Shit! Shit!" Ace.
"Dick!" I yelled. then I saw Ace again "How dare you! Stop it!" I yelled at Ace. "Stop. It. NOW!"
I started to run toward Particle Accelerator, I walked through Reverse Flash. I saw Grayson laying on the ground. "Dick! Wake up! Dick!"
"Please Tell me you're the real Cisco."
"I'm real."
"That's good."
"So what's damaged?" I asked
"Only Ace's Cell."
"Damn. She the most complicated cell I built."
I built Ace's cell. Ace is this girl, who was requited by Waller to served in The Suicide Squad. She's the most powerful metahuman we ever come to defeat. I ran inside the Accelerator, and her Cell was dark. "Damn you Ace." Ace's limbs were cuffed like a starfish in a shoe box. I used the same helmet that Barry used for Grodd, but reversed the capabities. so her telepathy doesn't affect other people.
"So Cisco," a weak voice said. "What are you really afraid of?" she laughed. I went behind her cell,
"Grayson hand me my equipment." I said ignoring her question.
He walked toward me, with two tool boxes. One with different kinds of wires and the other with tools. I replaced the damaged wire that connect to the helmet to regulate her brainwaves so her telepathy won't work. To a new one. The cell lit up.
I looked at her, and she was laughing. And I just closed the door. In front of her.
"Come on I have to fix the electricity." I said walking toward the electricity grid, outside. I had to replace the burnt out box.
"You know whatever she put in your head is a lie." Grayson saw my face, handing me tools.
"What if it's not?"
"What did she tell you?" Dick asked.
I smiled, holding back everything, "Done. It's Nothing too important. We have check on Caitlin."
"Right." He was going with the flow. "Let's go."
We walked toward the Medical Room. And Caitlin was Up. Dick told her to take it slow.
My phone rang. Laurel.
"Hello?"
"Hey Cisco. The Canary Cry is Kind of... Umm..."
"Yeah?"
"Broken."
"Okay I'll be right over."
"You're coming to Starling?"
"Why not?" I asked. Why not? I asked myself. I need some space, From Barry, and from Caitlin. Especially from Caitlin.
"I have to go to Starling." They both looked at me.
"Canary needs my help." Dick looked at me with curious eyes. And figured out everything.
"Okay."
"I need Dick to come with me."
"Umm Okay" Caitlin said. "When will you be back?
"A week maybe two."
"Okay I'll tell Barry."
"Bye Caitlin." I kissed her cheek.
"Bye Cisco." She smiled. Her smile is the kind of smile that I never forget.