LEXI'S POV

Jake's been gone for three weeks and school starts in two days.

We've talked on the phone a lot since he's been gone. More than texting and I like that because I can actually hear his voice.

I'm not looking forward to school, I mean obviously it's school. But it's my senior year and I want to enjoy it.

No drama this year. I've had enough of it for a life time.

"Hello, earth to Lexi." Morgan says waving her hand in front of my face.

"Yeah, what?" I ask coming back from blanking out.

"Ugh. What are we going to wear tomorrow?" He asks flopping down on her bed.

It's a tradition that we've been doing since freshman year that we wear matching outfits on the first day.

"Well shorts and a shirt obviously, I'm surprised it's this nice out still."

"Okay let's get shorts first so we can match the top to it."

We go through her clothes and my clothes that we've put in a pile that are matching.

We pick out dark ripped jean shorts from Hollister and a black shirt from cheerleading.

We're picking it out now because there's a party tonight the last one of the summer and we'll be to lazy to tomorrow.

We start getting ready since its 8:30pm and we need to get there sometime around 9.

I straighten my hair and put on some jean shorts with a tshirt while Morgan curled her hair and has on jean shorts with a tanktop.

We leave around 9:20 and I drive us to the party. I'm supposed to be the sober driver tonight well at least sober enough to drive.

The only bad part about the party is Dylan is hosting it. Yes Dylan as in my ex-boyfriend.

Hopefully there will be enough people I won't even have to see him.

Morgan and I go inside and there's a lot of people mostly seniors and juniors but there's a couple sophomores.

Everyone will some type of alcoholic drink in there hand.

I don't even like drinking that much I don't think I'm going to. Especially ever since the accident last time I was drinking and driving. Nope not happening again.

I go and smoke a little weed but that's it. I walk around pushing through people until I get outside in the back yard.

I bump into someone and go to say sorry but I see its Dylan so I don't say sorry but I keep walking.

"Hey," he shouts so I stop walking and he comes up to me.

He gets a little to close for comfort so I back up and he just gets closer.

He's buzzed I'd say because he's not sober but he isn't quite drunk.

"I've heard some stuff about you. Aren't doing to well are you?"

"I'm doing just fine. What do you want?" I ask leaning against the wall wanting to be done talking to him already.

Before I can even tell what he's doing his lips are pressed against mine and his hands are on either side of me.

I push him and stumbles a little bit but he's still hovering over me. He laughs and looks at me smirking.

"You aren't going to go yell rape now are you? Or are you going to yell abuse? Like any of that even happened. We all know you just made all that up for attention." He scoffs.

"Are you fucking kidding me? Made all that up? I wish I made that up! But no it happened and I have to live with it everyday." I yell at him before pushing past him and going to the front yard.

I text Morgan that she'll have to find a ride home because I leave the party and go to my house.

I get home and I change into sweatpants instead of shorts and then I leave. I get ready for the two drive because I need to see Jake so I start driving to his campus.

I hope he's still in his dorm. He said its to little so he's getting an apartment but I don't know where'd that'd be.

The two hour drive seem'd to take forever but I get there and I park in the visitor parking before grabbing my purse and going to his dorm section.

I probably should've texted him but I didn't and when I open the door to his dorm and all I see is a guys back above a girl I nearly break down.

I shut the door and turn around and bump into someone.

"Sorry." I say without looking to see who it is.

"Lexi?" And the voice of the person I bumped into is the voice I've been dying to hear.

I look up and it's Jake.

"Jake!" I almost yell and wrap my arms around hid neck.

He wraps his arms around my waist and I don't ever want to leave his side. Just being around him is comforting enough.

"What are you doing here it's midnight?" He asks while we're still in the hallway.

"I needed to see you I miss you to much."

"Let me put my stuff down and grab what I need then we can go to my apartment."

"No! I mean like your roommate has company over don't wanna open the door." I say.

"Seriously again? Did this last time too. Wow I'm happy I have my own apartment now. Helps my dad owns the apartment building so I don't got to pay."

"When do you officially move out of the dorm?"

"In a week so I still have time to get all my stuff besides most of its already at my apartment."

We start walking to his car to go to his apartment.

His apartment isn't to far away just like a ten minute drive.

It's really nice especially that it's just for him.

Just one bedroom but two bathrooms and a nice big kitchen and living room. But I wouldn't expect anything less.

"Do you have classes tomorrow?" I ask sitting down on his couch.

"Nope just you and me." He answers sitting down next to me so I lean up against him.

After a while of just sitting there Jake speaks.

"What was it? What pushed you over to make you come now at midnight?"

"What do you mean?" I ask wondering how he knows.

"It's been three weeks and you come tonight at midnight? Something happen?"

"You know everything don't you?" I ask.

"Yes I do. What happened?" He asks wrapping his arms around me.

"Nothing really like you know the end of summer parties well I was there and people just get under my skin so I left."

"Get under your skin? What happened?"

I sigh, "This year it was at Dylan's and he kissed me." I say.

I feel him tense up so I put my hand over his.

"I didn't kiss him back! I pushed him away and he was all like 'are you gonna yell rape now or abuse everyone knows you made that up for attention' and yeah I wanted to come see you I miss you already and it's only been 3 weeks."

Jake doesn't even speak but I sure can tell he's mad.

Ten minutes go by before he speaks.

"Let's go." He says.

"Go where?"

"To Dylan's so I can pound his face in." He says already looking for his keys.

"No! Are you crazy? Just leave it. I just want to spend what time I have with you."

"He's not just going to say that and have nothing happen to him."

"Yeah he is we can just forget about it. Please just come sit down with me." I ask looking at him and I know I won because he put the keys down and comes sits next to me.

All I remember next is falling asleep with Jake's arms wrapped around me.

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