LEXI'S POV

I showered really quick before changing into a new tanktop with a different sweatshirt and some skinny jeans. I put my medium brown hair into a messy bun before doing my eyeliner and mascara.

I put on socks and pulled my uggs on before grabbing my keys for my car that have my house heys attached. I also grabbed my phone after taking a picture of the pregnancy tests incase he doesn't believe me.

I got there before him and ordered a French Vanilla Latte before sitting in one of the two leather chairs on one of the sides of the double sided glass fireplace.

I saw Jake come in and order a coffee and sit down to the side of me.

"What? Did you take me up on the offer? You want to do it again?" He said raising his eyebrows.

"No, we need to take action for the first time we did it."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm pregnant." I said watching him choke on the coffee as I said it.

"Well what if it's not mine?"

"He or she not it and if you forgot you took my virginity and your also the only guy I've ever slept with."

"Your joking right?"

"No. I'm not joking." I said typing in my password before showing him the picture.

"Shit." He said getting shushed by an old couple sitting behind us.

"Lets go out to my car I don't want to talk in here." He said before throwing his coffee away.

I got up and followed him to his car. I sat down into his car and went to pull my sweatshirt down because it raised up but Jake stopped me.

"What are those? Let me see your back." He said with his hand on one of the marks.

"No... you don't want to see them..."

"Yes I do now show me."

I slowly lifted my sweatshirt and tanktop up halfway up my back.

"What the fuck..." He said running his hand over the marks leaving tingles everywhere he touched. "What the... did your dad do this?"

He was being serious his eyes were cold as if he was about to kill someone right now.

"Yeah..."

"Those weren't there when we had sex. When did this happen?"

"Last night... when he found out I was pregnant." I said quietly.

"Fucking bastard!" He shouted banging his fists against the steering wheel.

"Why does it matter? You said your self you don't care about me. I'm fine now."

He grew quiet at this which scared me.

"I said that but I can't explain it. What I feel I mean. When ever I see you I just want to kiss you or whenever I touch you or you touch me I get these feelings in me. I don't know what it is but all I know is I want more... I want you..."

"Yeah well you should of thought of that when you fucked that one girl last week when I was at your house." I had to stay mean because if not I would melt and he would be able to walk all over me.

"That's it though. I had sex with her but it wasn't like the feeling I get just by bumping into you."

"I get that feeling too..." I whispered.

"See we're meant to be together."

"We're going to have to be at least friends by the time he or she comes out."

"You can't go back home." He said out of no where.

"What?"

"You cant go back to your house. Not the way your dad is. What if he beats you again like he did? He can kill our baby by doing that."

I never even though of that.

"Well I don't got no where else to go. Home is the only place I got."

"What if I get an apartment for us?" He offered.

"Us?"

"Don't you want to be together?"

"Yeah but I don't want to lose Morgan. Also im not letting you pay for an apartment for me."

"Well if I find out that he keeps on beating you your not staying there. We can be a couple in secret for now until you start to show and then we can tell people about you being pregnant and us together."

"Fine ill have my mom talk to my dad. Ok but until I start to show not sooner. You get that being with me means you can't be a player? You can't sleep with other girls or kiss them or anything like that right?" I said.

"Yes I get that, that's how I want it. Only you... well and our child." He said leaning over so his face was only a few inches away.

"You get that being my girlfriend means that I can kiss, compliment, and touch you all I want, right?"

"Yes I get it, that's how I want it." I said closing the space in-between us capturing his lips on mine.

The kiss unlocked so much more feelings I have for him. The way he moved his hands over my sides and pressed in closer to me causing my stomach to get all fuzzy and sparks everywhere he touched.

I pulled away needing oxygen wishing I didn't because as soon as his touch left I felt cold.

"This has to stay a secret though. I don't want to lose Morgan." I said leaning against his shoulder.

"I know... Did you get all those feelings too?" He asked.

"Yeah. I got to go back home before my parents start to worry." I said.

"Remember what I said. He cant be touching you anymore he could kill our baby."

"Yeah I know, I'll have my mom talk to him tonight."

"Ok."

"Bye." I said getting out but I was pulled back in from him holding onto my wrist.

"Bye babe." He said smirking before giving me a peck on the lips.

I got out and went home and couldn't control all the emotions I get from when he kissed or even touched me.

I got home and found my mom sitting on the couch looking rather happy.

"What's up mom?"

"Your dad, he's done with the alcohol. I had him chose and he throwing all of it away."

"Really? That's great because I actually just got done talking to the babys dad and he and I agreed it would be better if he stopped drinking."

"Whos the dad?"

"Jake, Morgan's brother."

"The player?"

"Well yeah, but we just started dating and he said hes going to stop all of that. We're keeping it a secret that im pregnant and that we're dating till I start showing. I don't want to lose Morgan. She got mad just knowing I had sex with him. She would probably stop talking to me if she found out right now."

"Oh I see. My lips are sealed." She said getting up and going in the kitchen.

I got up and follow seeing my dad and her empty and recycle every bottle containing alcohol.

I just silently cheered knowing that things are going to turn out good. Well until Morgan finds out about me and Jake.

I went unto my room and took out my phone looking up the clinics number and calling scheduling an appointment.

I scheduled it for tomorrow not having to worry about school. We don't go back for one more week.

I clicked on Jakes contact and realized I should change it from 'Jack Ass'. I typed in 'Jake'

I decided not to tell him about the doctors appointment tomorrow because I just think that would be to awkward if I had to explain anything.

I walked down stairs and stood by my mom as my dad picked up the garbage bag.

"Mom, I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. Will you go with me?"

"Sure, but isn't Jake going with you?"

"No, I don't want him to come the first time."

"Stop! I might have been drunk but I mean what I said! I didn't raise a slut! You can NOT and will not keep that baby! That is if you want to live in this house." He bellowed.

I stomped upstairs and packed a gym bag full of clothes and my laptop with some chargers and makeup.

I grabbed my backpack for school, the bag I just packed, and my comforter and pillow. I walked straight past my mom and dad and there questions and threw my stuff in the back of my of my trunk.

I walked back inside past my parents again and grabbed my phone and wallet putting them in my purse before grabbing my shoes I mainly wear which was one black pair of coach, plain white Nikes, and moccasins.

I walked back outside and put the shoes in the trunk and my purse in the passenger seat.

I stormed back inside and stood just a few yards away from my dad.

"I will not stay here. I will NOT come back until you can realize that I have to make my own decisions and this is MY life. So until you can grow the fuck up and stop being so immature to where your not even loving me because I'm pregnant. Ok." I said before stomping off ignoring there yells.

The sun had already set and it was nine so I drove to a near by park and kept my car running while I change into black sweatpants keeping my sweatshirt on. I got comfortable and went to bed shutting the car off quickly falling asleep.

I woke up two times to the cold but this time was different. I was awoken by someone knocking on my window.

I looked up and saw a cop standing there with a flashlight in one hand knocking with the other.

He motioned for me to roll down my window and I did.

"Ma'am you do know that this is Wisconsin and it gets below zero here right?"

"Yes i know its just i can got back home and i have a place to go tomorrow its just for tonight."

"Ill let you off the hook this time but i better not see you tomorrow." He said before walking off back to his police car.

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Im currently changing into some diffrent clothes in a bathroom at a rest stop to go over to Morgan's to finish our movie night.

I changed into grey sweatpants that are big on me but they got the stretchy tight elastic thing at the ankle. I also have on a black tanktop and I threw on one of my black cheerleading shirts.

I quickly went threw my hair with my brush making my natural frizzy hair show and I went to straighten it really quick.

After I was done I did my make up which was circling my eyes with black eyeliner and putting on mascara.

I walked back out of the rest stop and to my car before going over to Morgan's parking in her drive way seeing her parents were gone.

I put my phone in my left pocket of my sweatpants and got out of my car grabbing my keys and knocking on her door.

Morgan opened the door and smiled before letting me in and not wasting any time we gathered a bunch of blankets and pillows like before and made popcorn and got waters.

Morgan had her light brown hair that ws maybe just a shade or two lighter then mine up in a high ponytail and she was wearing black sweatpants like mine and a grey shirt. The only difference between us is she has light blue eyes where I have hazel.

Mine are brown around the pupil and green on the outside. That's the only difference and we still get asked if we're sisters. Which we basically are.

The thing we weren't expecting to walk in on was shocking.

I was carrying the pillows and blankets and she had the popcorn and waters.

We both dropped our stuff in front of us before the sight we saw.

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Going through to write the next chapters since I've not written this book for a while.

Xox.

- crazy_writer_2013