LEXI'S POV

Jake texted me and said he did want to see the papers and Morgan texted me to go over so I went to their house after piking up my birth control for this month.

I don't plan on having sex but I don't want to end up on this situation again.

I just put them in the glove box and grab my purse and phone and go into their house.

I walk in with the papers in my hand and set then on the counter in front of Jake not making eye contact and go upstairs to Morgan.

"What's on your mind?" Morgan asks me and I come back I to reality.

"That it was part my fault that I lost our child. I shouldn't of went back to my house I should of known that my dad would be drunk and that I would have gotten hit multiple times."

"Don't you say that. It was his fault. He abused you and killed your child. I'm sure he did it on purpose since he didn't want you pregnant. You are not at all to blame."

"Your right. Your right." I say smiling gratefully to her.

There's a knock on her door and Jake opens it quietly.

"Can I borrow her for a minute?" he asks Megan pointing to me and she nods.

I stand up and follow him. He goes downstairs and stand by the counter where I left the papers.

"It's real?" he asks skimming through the pages.

"Yeah... I'm sorry..." I say the last part looking down at the papers.

"Sorry about what? You didn't chose for the miscarriage. What does it mean 'to much damage to abdominal area'?"

"It was my dad. You saw what I looked like afterwards. He just got of control. I think he maybe did this on purpose that's where I was today and he kept saying I should thank him. he didn't want me pregnant."

"I could kill him. The fucking bastard-" he starts but I cut him off.

"I know me too. This is hurting me a lot more not just physically but emotionally." I say.

"I still want to date you. Even though your not carrying my child. I still have these feelings and there not going away there drawing me to you more."

"Good because I really need someone." I say and wrap my arms around his neck hugging him.

He wraps his arms around my waist and we just huh eachother for a while.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asks.

"Hold on." I say and run upstairs as fast as I can.

I need to make sure Morgan is okay with this I can't lose her especially not now.

"Morgan!" I say running into her room. "Answer my question honestly. Would you be mad if I date Jake? I need your blessing I'm not losing you again."

"I want you guys together if you want to be I don't want to be the reason to keep you apart." she replies.

"Your the best sister ever." I say running back downstairs.

I run to Jake and kiss him soft and first but it increases when he presses me against the fridge.

"Yes I will be your girlfriend." I say our of breath when we break apart.

"Figured that." He says smirking and kissing me again.

"I got to go." I say breaking away.

"It's not fair my sister gets to spend all the time with you."

"Life's not fair." I say before walking back upstairs.

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1 month later

I'm still staying with Morgan and Jake. Even though their parents have been back for two weeks they said Paris wasn't for them.

They don't like that Jake and I are dating and they don't like that I've been staying here.

I can tell because whenever I talk to them they don't say much and I heard them telling Jake he should be dating Amy a rich girl on the cheerleading team.

I heard Jake tell them they don't get that my money class or wealth don't bother him that he actually likes me and this is the first time he actually felt this way.

I was actually surprised he stood up for me.

"Lexi!" Morgans says breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah what?"

"I'm going to Connor's for tonight. Will you be fine here?" she asks.

"Yeah it's only Saturday I'm fine have fun." I say smiling while she grabs her purse and leaves.

After laying on her bed for an hour I get bored and I stand up stretching.

I'm wearing some regular dark jeans that get lighter in the middle and a tanktop with our school sweatshirt that has the hockey style laces and some ankle socks.

I don't have makeup on I usually only put it on when I'm going out so not on weekends when I'm just staying inside all say. I have my hair down straightened.

I put my phone into the pocket of my sweatshirt and shut the light off in Morgan's room and shut her door going next door to Jake's room.

It's six at night so it dark out and Jake don't have his light on just his tv watching Ridiculousness.

I shut his door and walk over to his bed where he's laying down.

"Hey babe." he says while I lay down and cuddle to him putting my face to his chest hugging him.

"Hey." I say somewhat muffled.

"Something wrong?" he ask playing with my hair.

"No just bored and I want to be with my boyfriend."

"Well I don't mind."

We lay for a while before my phone goes off from texts repeatedly.

"Who's texting you?" Jake asks with some jealousy in his voice.

"I haven't looked yet." I say trying not to laugh.

It was easy not to laugh when I saw the texts. It was a group message from all the cheerleaders except Morgan calling me a whore, slut, skank and so on.

I ignored the comments they made and asked why and it's because I'm dating Jake.

I just ignored my phone while it continued to go off.

"Who is it?" he asks again.

"Just cheerleading drama."

"What do you mean? let me see."

"Let me see your phone then." I say.

He unlocks his phone and hands it to me so I do the same and give him mine.

"How do you just ignore them don't that bother you? It makes me mad." he asks.

"Yeah it bothers me there just jealous though. and it's all lies." I say.

I go through his texts and every cheerleader except Morgan and I texted him the last two days trying to hookup and he said no he's happy in his relationship.

I smile seeing he said that and I can't help but kiss him.

I turn around placing his phone on his chest and I lean over and kiss him.

He puts my phone down and put his hand on my back pressing me closer to him.

He turns so he's leaning over me and straddles me pushing the hair out of my face.

He kisses me slowly with growing intensity and starts kissing my neck.

He puts his hands under my sweatshirt and tanktop drawing circles into my sides.

I run my hand through his hair while I keep one wrapped around his neck. He presses to me our body's touching and all I can feel is the sparks I get from him.

We lay there kissing and watching tv before we fall asleep.

Jake and I wake up to a knock on his door.

It's his mom Victoria.

"Jake wake up we're leaving we'll be back later tonight."

"Yeah yeah I got it." he says sitting up now.

"Are you awake?" she asks opening the door.

I quickly move to the side of the bed that's against the wall and go under the covers and Jake moves somewhat in front of me.

"Your up?" She asks.

"Yeah but why does it matter? You could just leave and lock the door."

"Morgans gone I want you to be awake watch the house for Lexi I don't want any stuff going missing."

"Mom nothing's going to go missing. How many times has she been here and nothing ever gone missing she's not like that."

"You don't know her well enough Jake-"

He cuts her off. "You don't know her at all because your so judgmental just leave already."

I know she stands there for a while because she finally huffs and walks out and I can hear her high heels click and the door shutting.

I take the blanket off me and sit up and Jake moves over.

"You didn't have to say that you know." I say leaning into his side.

"Yeah I did. They don't even know you and here they are judging you just like the cheerleaders. They got everything wrong." He says.

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Hope you enjoyed even though this chapters kind of boring.

Xox.

- crazy_writer_2013