LEXI'S POV

Jake texted me back in the middle of the night but i was sleeping and i didnt reply so he blew up my phone worried even though it said 'all is good' so i dont know why hes so worried but hes coming over now because he just has to see me.

Im not complaining but i feel so guilty for taking him away from his family and friends.

I look in the mirror and make sure i look good enough but hes seen me at my worst so i dont really got to worry.

Im in a grey PINK sweater, jeans, and my hair is up in a messy bun. I have on my regualar mkaeup of black liquid eyeliner on my top lid and mascara.

Jake comes in and my mom asks to talk to him alone and i just nod curiously and leave them.

i cant help but easvdrop a little.

"Thank you so much for saving my baby i dont know what it would be if you werent here for her when i was and i cant thank you enough for that." She says.

"It was no problem really." He says and i go and sit down i dont need to easvdrop.

He comes out and nods to the stairs and i get up so we can talk in private.

He goes to go into my room but i grab his hand and pull him into my parents room- well my room now.

"Why are we going to your parent room?" He asks when i shut the door and sit on there bed.

"My room now well itll be after we're done switching it over."

"You swiched with your mom?"

"Yeah i dont like sleeping in there." I say.

He nods and takes out his phone and shows me the text from last night.

"All is good?" He asks.

I nod while i feel warmth threw me just from seeing my name in his contacts even though its just 'love' and a heart it still makes me happy.

I didnt even notice i was wondering off until he smirks at me and repeates himself.

"Right, okay well your not going to like the first part." I say.

He tenses immeadetly and i put my hand on his arm and he relaxes.

"It's okay it's just... he was here last night." I say and i feel the anger radiate off Jake. "So i explained everything to my mom and then he came into my room after i told her everytihing and my mom said he was her 'friend' and i told her it was him and she called the cops and hes in jail hence the 'all is good'."

I see anger, hapinees, but mostly releif in his eyes and he smiles.

"All is good?" He asks.

"All is good." I say and he presses his lips to mine and we lay back and just lay there.

"I missed you." he says.

"It was only a day." I say laughing a little.

"So you didnt miss me?"

"No i did its just i dont get how'd you miss me i mean i get sick of myself and you miss me."

"Please." He syas putting his hands on my shoulders looking me in the eye. "Please start liking yourself again, your still you."

"I know, i know it's just going to take a while,"

He wraps his arm around me and i put my head in his chest and immedeitly relax.

What feels like a few minutes that pass is a hour and i tell Jake he needs to go and he just gives me a weird look.

"You want me to leave?" He asks cocking his eyebrow.

"It's not like that, you need to go home or go to your friends or something i've been taking away the time you spend with them so go spend it with then i'll me fine,"

"No you not it's fine they dont care i can be with them later,"

"No please just go be with them,"

"Call me later then alright,"

"Yeah," I reply.

He kisses me putting his arms on either side of me and i sit up and he does too and we continue kissing.

"I love you," I breath out.

He smiles and kisses me again quick this time.

"I love you too," He says and gets up.

I walk him downstairs and hug him at the door before he leaves.

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My mom and I have finished changing rooms since i cant sleep in mine all i have is flashbacks to that night.

i've managed to finsih my seeming like never-ending pile of homework and explain to Morgan everything that happened and why i havent talked to her lately.

Theres school tomorrow and i cant fall asleep I'm to nervous but more afraid I'm going to run into Dylan and have an anxiety attack from him.

I finally manage to fall asleep and it feels like right away my alarm goes of and I have to get up.

I go and do my makeup then go over my straightened hair with my flat iron before getting dressed.

I put on jeans and a sweatshirt and some socks before grabbing my backpack, purse, and keys and going to my car.

I drive past my school and park down the street and go into my purse and take out a joint I already rolled earlier.

I know I'm probably going to smell like smoke but my nerves are so bad I need to smoke.

I smoke it and put the windows so the smoke gets out and I spray some perfume so i don't smell so much like weed and I hope it helps.

I drive to school and go to my locker and this kid that ms known for smoking comes up to me.

"You smell like weed," he says.

"Yeah it's my perfume," I say.

"Uh hu that's why your eyes are really red too. I was just gonna say come to this party Friday its on 12th street you'll know where when you drive by,"

"Um ok what time?"

"Get there by ten," he says walking away. "I'll see you there!" he yells half way down the hallway already.

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Hope this was a long enough chapter, the next chapter will be exciting and I'm updating it soon hopefully this weekend!

Xox.

- crazy_writer_2013