11) The Truth

*Shen Yuan P.O.V*

As Jiu-Ge got carried by his BingHe I look at BingMei and felt that I'm not really my true self as Shen Yuan but got to live in a shadow that is Shen QingQiu. I felt guilty for pretending I felt bad for lying to him and I felt terrified of what possible chance could took place. Will he blame me? Will he try to kill me? I don't know but I know that no matter wht happened Feng Liang and Jiu-Ge will got my back so here's goes nothing.

"Shenshen, you okay?" Liangliang (Feng Liang) asked me.

This questions makes BingGe put down and Jiu-Ge gives me a relieve hugs and I whispered to him what I have in minds. He looks at me and I feels like I have an angels by my sides since he said no matter what happens I will face this problems together with each Shen Jiu's.

I asked the system and this is what it's replied. [ Host, this system will not guarentee your safety if Luoi Binghe's going to kill you for that. This system hope you have a good luck surviving Luo BingHe's wraths,] before it disappearing I want to bang my head against a thick wall or fall at the deepest part of The Endless Abyss.

"BingHe, I want to discuss to you about something," I finally said and BingMei look at me with a go on stares.

"This something is the secret that I myself hid from everyone but all the Shen QIngQiu," I continues and BingGe and BingJie looks at their Shizun like there's a lot of things I don't known about you Shizun or You loves keeping secret aren't you stares.

"Shizun," BingMei said slowly.

"It's very hard to explained but I want you to not jump into conclusion. Will BingHe do that for this Laoshi?" I asked Binghe and he nods. I know for a facts that he was understand and known that what I'm about to said it's very serious.

"Well, I'm not actually Shen qingqiu as in not the real one. Remember the day of the original Shen Qingqiu's qi diviation well the original Shen QingQiu died on that day so my recently departed soul took over his body," I started after signed. All the Binghes are shocked by my sudden confession.

"I was blessed with a future knowledge which are apparently from the actual original Shen Qingqiu's story and how he treated you. I know how he treated you and I wish to do anything in my power to change it. Though, I don't want to get into anymore details it stings me like the bad things that I've did in a lifetime," I continued my confession before taking a deep breathes.

"But, still everything have a price to pay. So as the facts that for me to still exibit in this body I have to do something against my own intention. Which is to push you down the Endless Abyss. I'm sorry that I lied to you, pretending to be something I'm not," I finished my confession with my head bowed down and think that Binghe will definitely going to kill me.

Out of nowhere, BingMei gives me a tight hugs.

"Shizun will always be my intellegent, loving and kind Shizun that Binghe loves. Thank you for entrusting us with your secret," BingMei said to me with a soft giggles.

"Each Binghe have a different Shizun to make them different to the original Binghe or BingGe. Bingmei without the Shen Qingqiu that stays with you untill today. You will becomes BingGe who always craving to have a better Shizun," LiangLiang said and this makes Bingjie nods because it's the facts which he himself couldn't avoid.

"You're right, Shizun. You lied to the whole entire cultivation world about the facts that you're a god. He's still Shen Qingqiu with the same soul or not. He still the one who trains BingMei and the one who treats BingMei like his own son. The one who gives BingMei the proper cultivational skills. Not hurting him," BingJie refers to me he does make his point though.

"Also, I don't want to argues with 2 BingGe at all," Bingjie added make all of us giggles except BingGe.

"Being me isn't that bad," BingGe replied to BingJie statesment.

"You're right. It's the worst thing that could happened," BingMei get out og my hugs and yelled at BingGe. These 2 about to get into a fight.

"BingGe/BingMei stop it right now," Jiu Ge and I both said at the same time. We look at each other and let out a giggles.

BingGe and BingMei obediently obeys and Liangliang point his finger down and BingJie just sit down on the floor like he knows what Liangliang tells him to do. He look at us and smirked mischeivously. If in game terminology he is that one op character who scares everyone by only mention the name.

[Congratuation host, you are fully in controls of Shen Qingqiu personality and action from now on.] System said and close itself down. Hopefully it stays like that because I couldn't bare with any orders from the system. I know for a facts that if I'm going to get kill either Liangliang or Jiu Ge going to definitely help me and Their Binghes and with BingMei they will all going to defeat whoever dares to hurt me. I'm safe definitely safe from peoples all around the world.

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