005

— Impulsive








     It's almost six in the evening when they arrive at Yurina's condo unit, Xiaoting met Yurina's parents and they had a lunch altogether. Xiaoting was happy that finally she had the chance to met her girlfriends parents, they fully accepted her especially their relationship. They were holding hands throughout the day not until Yurina let go of her hand as she opens the door.


This somehow felt familiar


The warmth suddenly vanished. "Baobei come inside." Yurina offer as she looks at her girlfriend, caught staring at her hand.

"Hey?"

"Hmm?"

"What's wrong, does your hand hurts?"

"Ah no" she chuckled as she went inside. Yurina finds it kinda odd.


Xiaoting jumps a little when a small bark welcomed her, but then as she stares at it, it's waggling it's tail.

 

"Wait is that, Loco?"

 

Yurina nods as she smiles, Xiaoting knelt down as she pets the dog.

"Hi there little buddy" the dog hop at her arms as it lick her cheek, she can't help not to giggle.


"Seems like he's already fond of you" because it's her first time meeting Yurina's dog.


"Xiaoting" 


As she looks up, a bouquet of tulips infront of her, she putted down Loco first as she slowly grab the bouquet while stooding up. She stares at it not uttering any word, so it worries Yurina.


"Why?Didn't you like it?I'm sorry—"

Xiaoting suddenly hugs her, Yurina almost lost their balance as she held firm Xiaoting's waist


"Thank you, I love it"

"Anything for you baobei"


Xiaoting suddenly starts crying

"Why, why are you crying again?" Yurina faced her as she wipes her tears


"I just feel overwhelmed, that's why"

"Just tell me if there's something wrong, okay?I'm sorry if I won't be always by your side, I should have debuted—"

 

She held Yurina's face. "No, please don't say that, there's nothing wrong"



  There actually is, she just can't seem accept the fact that she doesn't feel anything when Yurina gave her the bouquet of tulips, where in fact it's her favorite flower. It's not also helping her still confused feelings, she hug Yurina ones again, wanting to feel something. She remembers that there's a certain someone who already gave her a tulips, a fake one with a saying "these fake tulips will last longer than the real ones, so this is the one I'm giving to you", she admit it, she expected that Yurina was the one who'll gave her that, but it's not. It's different, that certain someone gave her the fake one, Yurina gave the real ones, but Yurina didn't know that she wasn't the first one.

 

Xiaoting's hand starts to grip the bouquet as she bit her lips.

 

Why I can't feel something?


And that's the reason why she suddenly cried


"Yurina"


"Yes?"

 

"Can I stay here for tonight?"



A ding from Yujin's phone was heard, she looks at it



My Ting: Unnie, I won't be home tonight, I'm staying over Yurina's condo



"What?" She startled her co-members with her voice, she started to call Xiaoting, but it cannot be reach

"Why, is there something wrong unnie?" Youngeun asked as she looks at Yujin who's now pacing back and forth infront of her, she dials her multiple times but it seems like the phone has been turned off.

"Argh is she insane?" Yujin said frustratedly.


"Who?"

 

"Girls, Xiaoting messaged me that she won't be home for tonight, she's staying over Yurina's"

 

"Huh why so sudden?" Mashiro asked.

 

"I don't know, we still have to rehearse early in the morning, what was she thinking?" Yujin said as she caress her forehead


"Ahh, maybe they'll have a honeymoon by later" Youngeun said as she chuckles. 


"Shut it Youngeun, there's no time for your joke right now" Yujin said seriously, a moment of silence

 

"What?I'm not joking, it can really happen, besides they're girlfriends" Youngeun said shrugging

 

"That's not the matter here right now, she should be responsible as a member that—"



Youngeun stood up. "Can't she have a break unnie?It's just a one day off for goodness sake, as if she's staying someone that we doesn't know"

 

"Yah, Seo Youngeun, watch your mouth" Yujin speaks sternly



"Stop it already, both of you" Mashiro interrupted


"Youngeun unnie, enough" Yeseo said as she holds Youngeun's arm


"Why are you so worked up with that, unnie?As if I said something wrong" With that, Youngeun grab her hoodie and went outside.


"Youngeun-ah!" Chaehyun shouts. " I'll just go get her" she excuses


"Let me come with you." Dayeon speaks up as they both ran to go after Youngeun

 

  What Youngeun said sinks on Yujin. "Why are you so worked up with that?"


She don't know either, it suddenly triggers her.

 

"Hey, calm down" Mashiro said as she tap Yujin's shoulder

"Unnie you should rest for awhile, you seems stress." Yeseo utters as she gave Yujin a glass of water, while Hikaru and Hiyyih just stay silent, looking at them.

"Look girls, please don't misunderstand."

"Misunderstand what?" Hiyyih asked

"Misunderstand my point, it's just.. Crap, I'm sorry" Yujin said as she buried her face on her hands


"Come on we'll be fine, maybe she'll be here early in the morning before our rehearsal, we get it that you're just being worried, but I know Ting, she's always been responsible." Mashiro assured their leader, giving her a warm smile.

 

"Right, thank you. I'm sorry, I'm just being impulsive right now, I don't know my mind's been preoccupied lately"

 

"We understand, unnie I think you should rest." Hiyyih said

 

"Give Youngeun some time, I'm sure Chae and Yeon will handle that kid." Mashiro said as she assist Yujin to the bed.


Yujin went to the comfort room as she wash her face, staring at the mirror, she looks at her reflection.

 

What the hell is wrong with me?









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