— Comparing

Months passed and they're now back in Japan for the second time, Xiaoting never been happy, no scratch that, she's always been happy but her smile and happiness is much different now. After being at Narita International Airport, they're now heading to their hotel.

"Girls." Their manager called them and they quickly spare their glance at him. "You girls will be having a respective rooms."

"We already know that" Hiyyih mumbled but Chaehyun shush her.

"The hotel only have three slots of room" — manager

"Ow, means three people in each room?" Yeseo asked smiling, their other manager shook her head.

"Four pax, three pax and two pax in each room" — girl manager

"Ehh??" — nine of them

"Xiaoting and Yujin will be in one room." — girl manager

With that, the other members snap their heads at their manager, who also Yujin who almost choked on her own saliva with the sudden announcement.

Wait what, just the two of us in one room??And oh, not in the middle of our way to our rooms.

"Why manager-nim?" Xiaoting asked confusedly who stops on her track.

"Because you two wil be having a vlive by later." — boy manager, that gain an 'ooh' from the other members, well except for Yujin who already knew about it, because she suggested it, and she didn't know that it will be later.

"What about us manager-nim?" Hikaru asked almost pouting, their manager chuckled.

"Ofcourse the rest could do a vlive too, well after Xiaojin's vlive" their girl manager announced with a slight teasing tone.

Yujin almost bumped into a stranger upon hearing what she just said. 

What's with manager unnie?Not her saying that ship name so sudden

"Unnieeee." That's Xiaoting as she slid her hand on Yujin's left arm, clunging onto it, ofcourse Yujin won't make it obvious that she's internally squealing right now.

"Hmm?" Humming in response, not sparing a glance at the girl clinging at her.

"Can I cuddle you later?"

Xiaoting asked out of the blue, almost whispering into Yujin's ear, she immediately pull her head and looks at her for awhile.

Her warm breath tingles in my ear

Smiling warmly at Xiaoting, she slowly slid her hand into Xiaoting who's now looking at their hands as Yujin put their holding hands inside her jacket's pocket.

"Ofcourse, we will cuddle."

Xiaoting didn't respond. "Your hands are cold Xiaoting." She gently squeeze Xiaoting's hand.

The sudden gesture made Xiaoting feel a little different inside her, stopping at the mid of the hotel's hallway. Yujin diverted her attention to the one who suddenly taps her shoulder, it's their co-leader, Mashiro.

"We'll go now, you two should rest after the vlive thing."

"Yeah Shiro-yah thanks, you girls should have a rest too." Shiro nodded and smiled at both of them before tagging along with their other members to their respective shared rooms.

"See you tomorrow girls!" Xiaoting shouted, the other members just responded with 'yes' in unison, slightly shouting.

"We're here."

Yujin fished out the key on her other pocket, still not letting go of Xiaoting's hand, the latter just remained silent as she observe the girl infront of her while opening the door, not knowing what she's been suddenly feeling inside. A sudden thoughts run through her mind as they're now inside their shared room.

XT's

The warm smile

Hand putting inside her jacket's pocket

Not letting go of my hand as she open the door

Because...

Yurina never did those to me

She will smile at me but it's sweet, not that warm

She will just spare me some jacket or sweater whenever I feel cold

She will let go of my hand before opening the door

I shook my head slightly, but almost aggressively

No, I shouldn't be comparing them, what am I even thinking??

"Hey, you okay?"

She looks at my eyes, there again, those worried look on her face, I just nod and smile.

"Are you sure?" She touches my forehead using the back of her hand. "Are you not feeling well?" I gently held her hand that's placed on my forehead.

"Yeah unnie, but are you?"

She smiled showing her bunny teeth. "Ofcourse I'm okay, I'm with you" she chuckled " I'm feeling great Xiaoting, don't stare at me like that."

"Argh stop it Yujin unnie, I'm hungry already" I pout, changing the topic.

"Mmhmm, what's Xiaoting wants to eat?Let's see what we have here." She opens the fridge, luckily there's a lot of ingredients inside it.

"Come on, I'll cook."

One thing that I like about unnie are, she always put a smile on her face along with her smiley eyes which is cute, she's caring, gentle and warm. My thoughts seems to never left my mind right now.

No, I shouldn't be comparing Yujin and Yurina on their gestures and how the way they treat me.

—

And little she didn't know that Yurina already has missed calls and chats on her phone inside her bag that's been resting at the couch. Full attention is on Yujin, not to mention the weird feeling that she's been experiencing whenever she's with her.

She puts down her phone after the ringing on the other line stops, she frowns as she sighs.

"She's not even answering it."

Glancing around the parking lot, still inside her car, she starts to buckle her seatbelt.

Did she even read my messages?

Still checking up on her phone for the last time, hoping for a reply or call back, she can't help not to sigh again, because there's none.

Maybe she's tired to the point that she fell asleep right after they went inside the hotel's room

She now starts to drove away, exiting the hotel's parking lot.

I just wanted to see her or atleast hug her.

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( I didn't include the vlive thing, it will be the same as Xiaojin's recent vlive. They're being fruity there, I can't with them :>. And u guys might be somewhat confused for the sudden plots, I insisted to do it, also some of the scene here might reflect to what happend at them in real life. ) 

P.S Hi? Uhm, I guess I will be updating whenever it's night time or midnight for the next few months because I've been too busy, work and studies. Hope u guys enjoying it, thank u and be careful always, pls do study well too!