27. Remember that

I have been talking a lot with Riley's family today and tomorrow it's Christmas. The last couple of days went fast. Might be because I like it so much here.


I like Lindsay and Autumn, they are fun. Lindsey goes to college, studying to be a lawyer just like her father. Which is not really a surprise.
She is very good when it comes to talking.


Autumn, she is at my age and want's to study economics. Apparently, she is very good with numbers. Something I suck at. I really like talking to them and begin around them, but now I have completely forgotten all about my girl. How could I do that? I haven't seen her for a little while .


"Have you seen Riley?" I ask Nathan, but he shakes his head with a sorry smile. I get out of the couch and look in the bathroom, but no one there. Then I open the bedroom door to finding her lying on her stomach with her arms under her.


"Babe?" I whisper worried as I sit down on the mattress behind her. Laying my hand on her back.


"Are you okay?" I ask, since she does not answer me, stroking her. She shakes her head this time as an answer.


"What's wrong?" I wonder as I lean down to kiss her cheek.


"Nothing." She answers.


"Riley, don't lie to me. If I did something..."


"You didn't do anything." She breathes annoyed.


"Then tell me, you can tell me anything." I say and put my lips on her cheek again, meaning I am serious. Riley just shakes her head once more.


"Does your stomach hurt?" I ask since she is laying the way she is. She doesn't answer.


"Babe, come on." I beg.


"Yes." She finally answers and it makes me breath out.


"Okay, good," She snorts of my words.


"Not that it's good, but I'm glad you told me." I smile. Riley does not move, just laying like that.


"So, why do this beautiful have a stomach ache?" I wonder, but she just shrugs. Which causes me to raise my eyebrow, but then I grin.


"Once a month?" I ask her and watching her cheeks turn to a red color. She turns to bury her face down in our bed to hide her face.


"No, no, no, it's okay." I chuckle and drag her into my arms on my lap. Holding her around the stomach from behind as I kiss her on the top of her head. She still tries to avoid me.


"It's okay, Riley. You don't have to be so shy." I laugh lightly, watching my girl wrinkle her nose. I bite my lower lip, smiling brightly before I fall back down in the bed with my girl over me.


"Riley, you are my world and I would do anything for you," I move my hands under her T-shirt and start stroking her abdomen.


"Remember that." I smile as she turn to me and kiss my cheek. I move my hands further down her stomach, but she stops me.


"Not so far." She crinkles her nose.


"Okay." I smile and bury my face on the side of her head, feeling how soft and how good her hair smell like.


It's not often I get to touch her like this. She do not really like it, but I think it is because she is a little scared that I would go too far. Which I want, but I care about her so much that I don't ever want to lose her. I know she has never been with anyone before, and that all of this is new for her.


Sometimes I forget that she is younger, inexperienced and the fact that she can't see, but that do not matter to me. I'm glad I am her first, because it makes me feel that this is the first for me too. I never got the chance to feel confident and comfortable in the other 'relationships' I had. They weren't real, like this one.


This feels amazing. Riley is amazing. She has brought my whole life on the right line. Don't think any other girl could do that. I haven't liked anyone as much as I like this angel right here.


"Babe?" I whisper, but she do not answer. She has probably fallen asleep. I just keep on lying here with her over me. There is nothing else I want, then to be around her. 

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