"Did you fuck up?" Hannah asks as I just fall face down in her bed. With my face buried on her duvet. I hear Becca and Olivia chuckle of me.

"I don't know." I mumble.

"What happened?" She asks and I look up to watch her.

"I-I kind of," I sigh, wondering how to put this.

"She was sitting on my lap while driving, and kisses her neck, which seemed to be kind of okay," I shrug.

"But then I kissed her cheek, which made everything just stop. I made her uncomfortable." I hit my head back down in the bed of my stupidity.

"You probably made a move to soon." Hannah tells me. I watch the brunette as I nod lightly.

"Yeah, probably." I breathe and just stare down. Thinking how to apologize and change it all back the way it was with Riley. I need her, her smile, her soft voice, and her beautifulness.

"You are losing." Becca laughs and I lean on the edge of the bed to look at her. She is sitting on the floor next to Olivia.

"Losing what?" I ask confused, and she rolls her eyes.

"The game, have you forgot?" She asks with a raised eyebrow.

"Oh," I say, taken aback. I have totally forgotten about it.

"Well, fuck the game." I say, because I could care less about it now. They all watch me with widen, surprised eyes.

"Riley is not a piece in the game. She is... everything." I say lost in my thoughts, just thinking about how much I want her. To make her mine.

I want to look at her and just tell myself that this beautiful girl is all mine and only mine. I want to find out how her lips taste like. I want to touch her soft skin. I want to make her laugh, smile and simply just happy.

And I hate the fact that I can't, because I think I ruined it all.

I look at Hannah as she just laid her hand on my arm.

"You should unfuck it." She says, making all of us laugh.

"Of course I am going to unfuck it." God, it sounds so weird. I shake my head with a smile.

"I told you," I look at Becca.

"You like this one." She smiles and I smile back to her. Of course I like this girl, liked her since I put my eyes on her.

When I heard her cane behind me, and turned to look at that angel. My angel. With blond hair and the cutest dimples.

*** Dreamondreamer96***

I'm standing with my friends, hearing them talk, but I don't listen. I am too busy waiting for Riley to show up. I have been waiting since Saturday to tell her I am sorry.

"Hello?" Olivia wave her hand in front of my face.

"What?" I ask annoyed, looking at her for a short moment, before my eyes look back down the hallway.

"I was asking if you were coming to my party on Friday."

"Yeah, sure." I answer, impatient. Then I see the familiar blond hair. I rush down the hall on the way to her.

"Riley?" I say unsure and she stops in front of me.

"Yes?" She answers, but there is no smile as she starts walking again. I move out of the way and follow her down to the locker.

"I just want to say I'm sorry, if I made you feel uneasy or any kind of..."

"It's okay." She tells me as she seeks through her locker for her book.

"It is obviously not okay." I say, noticing that she is trying to avoid me. She sighs as she closes the locker, then turn to me. Finally giving me her full attention.

"Drew, I know what you want. You are older," I shake my head even though she can't see.

"And you want..."

"You. I want you." I interrupted her. Taking a step towards her, to hold her hands in mine. Her mouth is moving, but no words come out.

"The only thing I want is you." I admit to her, and try to swallow my heart back down to my chest, but it falls down to hell as she shakes her head and take her hands out of mine.

"I don't want you." She says. I watch her leaving me, speechless and with no heart to pump blood through my veins.
I am cold, and the only thing I feel now is hallow. I itch my neck in frustration as I feel the tears want to come out of my eyes.

"How did it go?" Hannah asks from behind with a hand on my shoulder. I turn to her and the smile on her face fades.

"Oh god, Drew." The next thing I know is being held in her embrace. Feeling the tears go down my cheeks. I can't move, just breath and listen to the words she said, repeating in my head. I know for sure it is not true.

"HELL NO!" I shout making Hannah jump away from me with widened eyes. I turn away from her on my way to look after Riley as I dry my cheeks.

The school hasn't started yet, so I have some time left. I step around a corner and see her walking with her cane in her hand. Oh god, how much I want her.

I have never craved for someone so much and I am never going to let her go. I rush after her, and then lay my hand on her shoulder.

"Dre..." I cup her cheeks and then lay my lips on hers.

I suck on her lower lip, tasting her, finally. I hear things drop on the floor. Then feel arms around my waist, I smile in the kiss as she welcomes it.

I move my hand to the back of her head, holding onto her hair lightly, feeling my legs weaken under me. I push her back to reach for air.

I let go of her hair to cup her cheek again as I lean my forehead on hers. Riley seems to not know what to say right now.

I kissed this girl for the first time, and I want more. I feel her grab my sweater in her hands, holding me tighter as she lean her cheek onto my shoulder. I hold her in my arms and I want her here as long as she wants me.

"Please," I whisper.

"Tell me you want me, because I am all yours." I say, waiting for her to say something, anything. I kiss the top of her head.

"I-I don't know what to say." She tells me, making me swallow hard, but I accept it.

"Okay." I breathe. The bell rings, but I just keep on holding onto her. I don't want her to go.

"Drew?"

"No." I say holding her even tighter as I bury my face on the top of her head, breathing in her amazing scent.

"I have a class." She chuckles; trying to get free.

"No you don't." I smile.

"Yeah, I do." Riley tells me, but still I can't let her go. I'm scared if I do, she will just act as if it never happened.

"Only if you kiss me." I say. Riley leans back, not sure how to respond, but then she moves her hands from my back, laying them on my collarbones and trace the way up to my cheeks.

I smile with closed eyes of her warm hands on my face. Then I kiss her palm, before she lean me down to her soft lips.