The following weeks went on like that. I always went to Hawks' agency to keep him company and met some of his sidekicks. I developed feelings for him, but didn't tell him anything about it because I was scared that it might destroy our friendship. Bethenny was still trying to flirt with Hawks but he wasn't really interested in her. My magic circles were almost fully healed again, even if it was 3 months ago when the accident happened.
A guy called Katsuki Bakugou has been taken as a hostage by League of Villains which caused a lot of uproar through the media. It led us to the decision that we'll capture the League of Villains this week.

I was on my way to visit Hawks again just like always. We grew much closer and even went on "dates". I entered his office.
"Hey Keigo," he looked up from the papers that he was holding.
"I'm quite busy could you come later again?" He didn't look at me.
'Looks like as if he's stressed even though he's the chill guy'
"I'm sorry that I've interrupted you, I'll come again when you're dome with work." I smiled but he still held the papers and didn't care at all.
'I never saw him like this, maybe he doesn't like me...'

I walked back home did some chores. It was kinda weird to be alone again. My hero costume hasn't been touched since 3 months so I took it out and cleaned it.
Suddenly a warm tear dropped out of my eye.
'Why did it happen to me?! What the hell have I done wrong?! I have nothing to do with Shigaraki, but why was he attacking me? Damn it' I was punching my closet and fell to my bed. More tears dropped from my now red cheeks. I didn't dare to use my quirk because I was afraid to make it worse. I took my phone and listened to music. The scarlet feather from Hawk's was in my hands. I forgot to give it him back so I just kept it.

A female was screaming, blood coming out of her and a guy was hovering over her and cried standing beside her. He was coming towards me and held me up. Suddenly there were people pointing guns at us and surrounding us. A guy came over to us he had black hair and a tan overcoat. I couldn't really make out who he was. His entire body was blurry for some reason.

My earbuds fell out of my ears and I was sweating. I didn't know what that dream was about but I didn't have time to think about it, because I realized that it was dark outside and that I should be heading to Hawk's agency. A swift wind came out of my window. I looked over and saw red feathers through the moonlight, coming in my room. It's Hawks.

"What are you doing here?," I went over to him and helped him come in which made us both fall over my bed. He was above me and I could feel his lips inches away from mine. I was happy that it was dark because he can't see me blushing now.
"Well I didn't want to leave you alone in the darkness. You know what can happen..." I felt one of his gloved face touching my cheeks. My heart was beating like crazy. His other hand was playing with my hair. Hawks' face was coming closer to mine and I nervously closed my eyes. I felt my heart exploding because our lips were connected. The hand that was playing with my hair was now on my waist pushing me more into him. His tongue licked my bottom lip asking for entrance, I moaned and he slid his tongue in my mouth. I couldn't believe what was happening. We made out for a few more minutes until he stopped and pushed me lightly away.

"Sorry (Y/N) I didn't mean to do that. It was an accident." He jumped out of my bed.
"W-what do you mean with that?" I knew what he meant but couldn't believe what he just said.
"It was a mistake to kiss you. Please forgive me."
"Don't worry about it...." I've put my hand over his shoulder but he shoved it away.
"No you don't understand it. I fucked up. Damn it. Please just forget it."
He turned to my window and I saw his face through the moonlight. He looked sad for some reason. I wanted to say something but was cut off by him flying away.

'What the heck happened?'