Chapter 3

MicahStone: Brunch dates with the kid

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After spending three years bouncing between Los Angeles and New Zealand with her mother, Paloma moved into my Beverly Hills home where she has remained ever since. She owns a property in New York but when she's down in the west coast, she stays at home with me.

Kelly gave birth to Ariana in the US so our daughter currently holds dual citizenship since she's half British. All three of us were living together for the first two years but once I broke up with Kelly, she wanted to move back to the UK with our daughter which caused a lot of conflict between us.

We spent a full year battling for custody before eventually things outside of court which saw me allowing Kelly to live in my guest house for eight years. This arrangement allowed us to both be present for our daughter and we became the best of friends which made staying on the same property so much easier for us.

"This has a lot of sugar." I say while rubbing my hands together as I stare down at my waffle. "Both of your mothers would have my head if they saw what this waffle looked like and it's only noon."

The girls start laughing as I take a selfie with my plate which is almost as big as my head.

"How in the world did you find this place?" I ask while looking around. "It almost feels criminal to be selling desserts like this."

"We found it on TikTok." Ariana sweetly responds as she takes a selfie of all three of us. Only Ariana and I went for the waffles while Paloma opted for a crepe since she has never been a huge fan of waffles. I don't really care for either but my girls wanted to have these treats.

I glance up at her, "Is that the thing that has you dancing all over the house?"

"Yep." 

"You should make one." Paloma tells me as she takes a sip of her caramel latte. "Your music is always trending on the app and you could react to some of the dance or just do your own thing."

"I left the music scene behind and I think that's that." I chuckle while pouring a little bit of chocolate sauce on my waffles. "How do you guys feel about my upcoming documentary? Are you worried about the backlash or how people will treat you?"

"Your past is your past and we have nothing to be worried about." Paloma answers and I nod my head. "You have always been candid about it with us and we are aware of a lot stuff that went down. The only thing that I am concerned about is your feelings because you have never really expressed how you felt about certain so I worry for your mental health."

"I almost relapsed during the production of the documentary." I confess to my daughters and they look at me in surprise. "It was tougher than I imagined and talking about the death of my parents is what broke me which you will see in the documentary."

"Dad." Paloma wraps her arms around me. "I'm so sorry."

I don't say anything as both of my daughters embrace me in a much needed hug. You only have one set of parents in life unless you had a situation that meant that you had another set elsewhere.

When I lost my parents, I fell into a blackhole and turned to all the wrong things to numb the pain that I felt deep inside. I didn't allow myself to mourn their loss for the longest time and it took me reconnecting with my brothers to address that part of my life.

Drugs, sex and rock n' roll was my savoir when I needed it to be so unravelling the past for my documentary made me feel as if I relapsed. I don't think I could ever go through that again but therapy has allowed me to have a good cry.

"The documentary will have you looking at me differently but this is part of my journey and it would be dishonest of me not to include everything." I smile at my girls. "Just know that you guys are the best part of my lives and I'm grateful for the life that we have together."

"This is why I don't like going out with you." Paloma laughs as she dabs the napkin under her eyes. "You always say shit that makes us cry."

I shrug my shoulders, "I just want you to learn from my mistakes."

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MicahStone: My documentary 'The Micah Stone' will be arriving to your Netflix screens this Friday. It has been a hell of a trip going back in time but I'm grateful for every experience.

Btw this was my 'headshot' for adult entertainment castings 😉

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Briana Snow is a woman that I have grown to enjoy the company of. We have known eachother for a couple of years but something transpired between us last year and I began to see her in a new light. We started spending a lot more time together and I decided to make her my girlfriend this year.

Where my previous lovers have chosen to ignore my past life as a pornstar, Briana has fully embraced it and it's not something that she has judged me for. We have had a lot of meaningful conversations about my past and it feels nice to be able to open up about my experiences without censoring it.

Briana is also the first woman that I have sang to in over five years and being with her has somewhat refueled my love for music. I don't know if I will ever return to the industry but I am enjoying our moments on the balcony with my guitar in hand.

"What are you thinking about?" Briana asks as we sit in the parked car for what seems like hours and I turn to look at her.

"How much I love you."

She starts blush which makes her roll her eyes and I chuckle as she looks away.

"I hope you understand what we're getting into." I slowly say while popping a mint into my mouth. "The second that the paparazzi capture their first image of us, we're going to be all over the headlines. It's one thing to post on social media but completely different when there's so--"

Briana cuts me off, "You're rambling."

"I'm just nervous." I shrug my shoulders. "It's been a while since I've last went public with a woman and you know that the media is going to have a field day so get ready for all the comparisons."

She snickers, "Nobody told you to date the whole Hollywood."

I have definitely dated a lot of women in Hollywood but that's simply because I enjoy dating and having a companion. It may be a form of coping with the loss of my parents but I'm not somebody who wants to be alone and I'm not ashamed of my dating history.

"True." I pull her in for a small kiss. "Alright, let's get this date over with because I want some pussy."

Briana snorts, "We'll see about that."

The moment that I stepped out of my car, the paparazzi were all over me and their shouts only increased as I opened the door for Briana who instantly kept it cool under all the peering eyes. Fame can be fucking scary but it helps to be around the people who keep you grounded.

"IS SHE THE ONE?"

"WILL SHE FINALLY GET THE RING?"

The paparazzi can be pretty ruthless and when I was making pornography, the women I dated were slandered for dating somebody with more STDs than a whatever. I'll be the first to say that I didn't use a condom with every woman I fucked but I always got tested and I've only had an STD twice but the media will never believe that.

"That wasn't so bad." Briana cuddles up to me as we enter the bar and I give her waist a squeeze. "Seems as if I'm the favorite girlfriend."

"And that would make you favorite girlfriend number twenty five." I joke and she playfully rolls her eyes. "After being seen with me, your dream of being on the cover of Vogue will come to life."

"Ha ha." She pinches my side as we get ourselves seated in a booth away from people. "If anything, you'll be on Mens Health or even GQ after being spotted with the one and only Briana Snow."

"It's an honor." I tip my head in her direction as I skim through the menu. "How many drinks are we doing tonight?"

"You can do one big drink followed by four glasses of water since you're driving." Briana looks at me from under her lashes. "I'll have two shots and one cocktail to even things out."

"We need to get the BBQ wings for sure." I tell her as I feel my mouth begin to water. "Are we sharing this ti-"

Briana pulls a face, "We can share but we'll have to get the large fries and a burger to fill us up."

"You don't need to worry about getting full, I'll be filling you up."

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