let's stay together

The first time it happened, Scott was reasonably certain that the universe had momentarily ceased to exist, or at least, that's what it felt like. All the air had been sucked out of the room, everything went mind-numbingly silent, and out of the corner of his eye, he spotted Hank turning an alarmingly violent shade of red. Well, THAT can't be good, he thought.


"Oh!" Janet finally said after a minute too long. Hank was now purple.


So, Scott did what any reasonable person would do (that's what he told himself, anyway) and promptly stood, hauled his daughter up by the armpits before she could finish her bite of mashed potatoes, and practically carried her to the front door. "This-was-great-we-should-really-do-this-again-sometime-okay-bye!" he blurted out, tripping over his own feet in his attempt to pull on his shoes and jacket at the same time.


"Scott?" Hope was half-skeptical, half-concerned, as she often was when it came to Scott's...Scott-ness, but before she could get up and follow him, the door slammed shut. She glanced over at Hank; his knuckles were white. "...did Cassie just call you 'grandpa'?"


"Don't," Hank grouched. The color in his face was slowly returning to normal, but he was still clutching his steak knife with a worryingly vice-like grip. Janet patted his hand consolingly before resuming her dinner like nothing had happened.


Hope texted Scott the moment dinner was over, reassuring him that it wasn't as bad as he thought - Hank had only ranted for three minutes about being anyone's grandfather, then Janet interrupted to remind him of his age - but Scott's reply was an uncharacteristically curt response about arriving late at the laboratory tomorrow morning. It was only because of Hope's good memory that she remembered that it was because Maggie and Paxton were picking up Cassie from Scott's place, and not that Scott decided to preemptively berate himself at home before joining them to work on the latest iteration of suits.


Janet, who was still getting used to an adult daughter and not the child she'd unintentionally left behind, hovered in worry, fretting over Hope's shoulder at Scott's message. "Seriously, Mom, it's okay," Hope repeated for the fifth time while she put her jacket on, preparing to leave for the night. "I'm not seven or sixteen, remember? Nothing to worry about. Scott's just a little...excitable."


"That's one way of putting it," Hank grumbled from the sitting room. Despite her best efforts, Hope couldn't help but roll her eyes like a child.


"Bye, Dad," she called, kissing Janet briefly on the cheek before walking out the door.


The next morning, Scott arrived even later than he said he was going to be, looking just as agitated as he'd sounded last night. "Hope, I swear, I didn't say anything about - "


"I'm sure you didn't," she said calmly. "Besides, he's probably forgotten all about it."


"I haven't." Hank emerged from behind one of the enormous machines, startling Scott. "Did you - "


"Nope!" Scott said a little too quickly. "Hank, I would never - "


"Does she call her anything?" Hank wildly brandished his pen in Hope's direction. She fixed him with a stern expression in return, plucking the pen from his hand and neatly tucking it into the breast pocket of his sweater vest.


"Henry," Janet called from across the room.


"I already told you she doesn't," Hope said exasperatedly. "Can we focus, please?"


"Grandpa," Hank muttered under his breath as he returned to his workbench, where Janet gave him a playful poke for his troubles.


"For the record, I think Mom was secretly thrilled," Hope whispered to Scott. He snickered in relief.


After the day's work was done, Scott and Hope said their goodbyes to a cheerful Janet and a temperamental Hank (though really, when were either of them anything else) and got into Hope's car, promptly shrinking down to a more...elusive size. It was a new routine for them after Scott had completed the terms of his house arrest, and although there was still a search out for Hope and her parents, it wasn't too difficult for them to evade the authorities now that they had everything and everyone in one place. Scott spent his weekdays working at X-Con Security and Pym Tech, while he and Hope, sometimes Cassie, spent their weekends at his place. Hope had grown quite attached to Scott's house, finding it far more inviting than her own apartment, and of course, she'd adored Cassie the moment they met. After everything she and her father had been through ever since the Sokovia Accords had come into play, it was nice to have some normalcy in her life.


Scott drummed his fingers restlessly against the window. "Where do you think this whole 'grandpa' thing started?"


Hope groaned. "I thought we were going to drop this, Scott. Besides, you and Cassie have been coming to dinner for several weeks now and Dad's the right age to be her grandpa, so it just...came out. Not that big of a deal."


"Yeah, but what if it means something?" Hope's eyes briefly flickered over to his unusually serious expression. "Hank's never been a big fan of...us."


"Then it's good that what he thinks has no impact on our relationship," Hope said testily, her grip tightening on the steering wheel. Scott winced in memory of how angry she'd been when they first met, often at Scott himself for being in her life, but mostly at Hank for everything he'd done - or rather, hadn't done. "He kept me out of his life long enough. Just because we're back to being a family, it doesn't give him the right to tell me what I can and can't do."


"Of course," he said automatically. He suddenly looked very interested in the loose thread on his jacket sleeve, picking at it with a strange fixation. "Look, I just don't wanna be the reason you guys fight again, alright? And if he doesn't want me to be part of your family - "


"Oh, Scott." Hope briefly let go of the wheel to squeeze his shoulder in reassurance. "Dad's got his hangups about you, but you know him, he's like that with everyone. Doesn't mean he wants to cut you out. Besides, Mom adores you, and there's no way he'll go against her."


Scott laughed despite himself, his shoulders finally relaxing as he settled back into his seat. "Your mom's great. Perceptive, too. It's almost like she can see inside my head - "


"That joke was only funny the first time," Hope interrupted, though there was a smile in her voice as she said it. "Please stop telling people my mom was inside you without context."


Another week went by - a relatively uneventful one at that, all things considered, in which the only mishap they encountered was a couple of random thieves that tried to break into the lab and received an unpleasant surprise in return for their efforts - before Cassie was at Scott's house again. On the first morning of her return, she was chatting a mile per minute about her most recent soccer game, the last math test she'd had, and anything else that came to mind. "How come Hope isn't here?" Cassie asked once she'd taken a second to breathe between her bites of cereal.


"She doesn't live here, peanut," Scott reminded her, absent-mindedly thumbing through the newspaper.


"But why not? She stays over all the time, and she drives you places, and - "


"That doesn't mean she has to live here," Scott pointed out. He then sighed in realization, knowing they had to talk about it eventually, and now was as good a time as ever. "Hey, when you called Hank 'Grandpa'...did you mean to do that?"


"Yes," Cassie said bluntly. "Hope is kind of like my second mom, so her daddy is kind of like my grandpa."


"Okay, well, I think you scared him a little," Scott said gently. "I'm sure Hope loves the idea of being your second mom, but it's making Hank feel like me and her are getting really serious."


"Serious?" Cassie furrowed her brow in adorable confusion.


"Like we're gonna get married." Scott sat up straight as if he just realized what he'd said. "Which is...I mean, you know...wow."


"But don't you wanna marry her, Daddy?" Cassie prompted, in the sort of tone she used when she asked him to help with her science homework, like it was just another topic of conversation. "She's your partner."


"That's not - I - oh." Scott rubbed his temples, willing the conversation to go away on its own. It wasn't that he didn't like the idea; in fact, the very idea of marrying Hope was simultaneously thrilling and terrifying and very much something he'd like to do. But it was far too early in the morning to be processing anything more complex than the latest episode of Cassie's favorite morning cartoon. "Finish your breakfast, okay? We gotta head out soon."


It was only when the two of them got in Scott's car - a relatively new investment for him, though it was about as rundown as Luis's van - that he remembered they were picking up Hope on the way to Cassie's school. Usually, he enjoyed the ten minutes they had together, where he could just sit back and listen to two of his favorite people in the world chat and laugh like they'd known each other forever, but now he was rather paranoid that Cassie was going to do...something.


"Hey, you two," Hope smiled, radiant, as she got into the passenger's seat, leaning across to briefly kiss him. "You're early today."


"Daddy wanted to finish breakfast super fast," Cassie shrugged, grinning toothily. "I think he was excited to see you."


"Is that so?" Hope quirked an eyebrow in his direction before putting her seatbelt on. "Well, better early than late, right?"


"Right," Cassie chirped. Scott started the engine, crossing his fingers that she wouldn't bring it up - "Daddy thinks your daddy is scared of him." - and there she went. Fantastic.


"What?" Hope rounded on him instantly. "Scott."


"Listen...sometimes, we say things that - "


"Scott," Hope repeated. It amazed him that she was capable of saying his name so affectionately some of the time and so authoritatively, well, most of the time.


"Cassie," Scott said firmly, glancing at her through the rearview mirror.


"Daddy," Cassie said plaintively, blinking innocently in return. When that didn't work, she added, "I don't want anyone to be scared of anyone," her bottom lip wobbling in the way that they all knew would change anyone's mind no matter what.


"I didn't say Hank was scared of me," Scott finally explained with a sigh, briefly glancing over at an unimpressed Hope. "It's just what I was saying before. About him and our relationship."


"Of course you didn't let this go," Hope groaned, turning to face the window. "When it was just me and Dad on the run, he had a lot to say about you. But he never said anything about us." She turned to look at Cassie, whose nose was scrunched up in worry. "No one's scared of anyone, alright?"


"So...he doesn't think Daddy's gonna ask you to marry him?" Cassie asked. Scott felt the gas pedal slip underneath his feet, nearly flinging them all forward in the process. For the second time that week, he felt his chest seize up with one single word blaring through his head like a siren - PANIC.


"What," Hope said flatly.


"Hey, hey, no distracting the driver," he said weakly. "Besides, didn't we say we were gonna talk about the regulator in my suit before we get to the lab, something about the whatchamacallit - "


"Were you going to ask me to marry you?"


"No, I - "


"So you don't want to marry me."


Scott paused. "Hope, I gotta be honest, I don't really know what the right answer is."


Hope merely shook her head, jaw clenched tight, staring straight ahead. "Just drive, Scott."


Cassie looked at Scott in silent apology once they dropped her off, hugging Hope as she always did before running up the steps to the front door. The rest of the car ride was expectedly uncomfortable, lacking a single word out of either of them. Upon arriving at the laboratory, Hope continued on like nothing was wrong, hanging up her coat and setting down her bag, briefly hugging Hank and Janet with a warm smile. She then settled down at one of the workbenches and promptly got to work on her faulty blasters, her back pointedly turned on everything else.


Scott meandered around for a bit, picking at the wires in his suit's regulator ("You've got some nerve calling this a working suit, Hank!" he'd said pretty much every single day since he first put it on) but entirely unable to concentrate. All he could think about was how he'd managed to mess things up with Hope, again, and he didn't even have to get arrested this time for it to happen.


"Don't you look all bothered?" He looked up to see Janet smiling pityingly at him from the other side of his table. "What's troubling you, Scott?"


"Didn't sleep great," he lied. Janet quirked an eyebrow.


"It's cute how you think you can lie to me," she said not unkindly, clicking her tongue in disapproval. "Is it about the whole 'grandpa' thing? Because I can't tell who's more hung up about it, you or Henry!"


"I'm embarrassed she said it in the first place," he admitted, setting his tools down. "Cassie loves being around you guys, and I guess I should've seen it coming."


"It's okay," Janet said, squeezing his arm. "Personally, I'd love it if Cassie thought of us as her grandparents, she's one of the loveliest kids I've ever met. Reminds me a lot of Hope...before I left her." Her smile faltered somewhat. "Is it you and Hope, then?"


"You could say that," Scott said carefully. He glanced across the room to where she was sitting. She hadn't looked at him since they got out of the car.


"It's one day at a time with that one, isn't it?" Janet hummed, briefly turning on her heel to look at her daughter, too. "Always have to remind myself she's so much...more now. All the things she wants, all the things she is, I have to get used to that." She turned back to look at Scott knowingly. "That goes for you, too."


"I'm gonna fix it, Janet," he promised. "And...please don't tell Hank."


Janet laughed throatily, though Scott wasn't sure what was so funny. "Oh, honey, what makes you think he didn't already notice?"


Hank, meanwhile, sidled up to Hope's side in a way that he thought was subtle enough, but she merely gave him a look that said, "I know exactly what you're doing, and I don't like it". "What?" he barked, embarrassed. "I wanted to check your progress on the - "


"Dad," Hope said firmly. "Just spit it out, okay?"


"You've been tense," he observed, pulling up a stool so he could sit beside her. "I wanna know why."


"Because it's affecting our work?" she snorted, turning back to her blasters.


"Because you're my daughter." Her hands paused in mid-air. "I don't give a damn about the work right now. You've been all wound up lately, and it's affecting you. So what is it?"


Hope couldn't help but smile at her dad's usual gruff tone, how it completely failed to hide his concern. "It just...feels like we're in between everything right now. We're sort of on the run but we sort of aren't, we have Mom back but we're trying to figure out how to be a family again, not to mention you and Scott being weird about what Cassie said even though we're all growing closer...I'm a little stressed out, but it's nothing I can't handle. I promise."


Hank smiled ruefully. "Someday, those Sokovia Accords are going to be through, and we'll be free. Respected. And me and your mother, we're going to make sure you don't have a single thing to worry about. I'm sure Scott's on board, too."


"Surprised to hear you say that," she admitted. "You really need to stop antagonizing him, okay? I've forgiven him for Germany, and I think it's time you did, too."


"I thought I already did," he said, briefly looking to where Scott and Janet were conversing. Janet seemed to be laughing at something that Scott couldn't quite follow; the very idea that she knew something he didn't amused Hank greatly. "What, you think I'm working with him and inviting him and his daughter to our house every week because I'm angry?"


"It's hard to tell with you sometimes," she shot back without missing a beat, though her grin was widening regardless. "Be nice, Dad."


"I'll...try to say something at our next dinner," he said through gritted teeth as if the thought of expressing any emotion other than mild annoyance toward Scott was inherently painful. "But I mean it, Hope. Once this Accord nonsense is all over, we'll get my company back on track, and we'll be a family. All of us."


Hope nodded, her eyes shining, and reached out to squeeze her father's shoulder. "And I won't vote you out of our company this time."


Hank chuckled, briefly leaning in to kiss her on the forehead. "That's my girl."


Scott and Hope got into Scott's car several hours later, both still somewhat tense. The rest of their time at the lab had been quiet, with Hank and Janet doing most of the talking. Both of them clearly suspected that there was more to it than they'd discussed, but wisely decided to let it be. Or rather, Janet had caught Hank by the arm every single time he seemed like he was about to open his mouth. "We have to remember she's an adult, Henry," she had murmured. "I know we both want her to need our help, but she doesn't. Not this time."


"I'm sorry," Scott said the moment they were on the road.


"You've been apologizing a lot lately," Hope sighed. "What is it for this time?"


"Freaking out, not letting stuff go, and everything that Cassie said this morning," he replied like a child reciting the alphabet, listing his fingers off on one hand, the other drumming restlessly against the steering wheel. "I almost got over it, you know? But then when we were having breakfast this morning, Cassie said all this stuff about living together, getting married...I started overthinking it."


She nodded, sinking back into her seat. Her anger had mostly dissipated over the course of the day, evolving into something more akin to contemplation. "I know you, Scott," she said quietly. "Maybe we haven't known each other for as long as we think, but I know you. And you know me. You know that I'm not going to sit around waiting for you to tell me or ask me anything. So just...get to the point, and we can move on. For good."


Scott inhaled, then let out a short huff of an exhale, his fingers still drumming on the steering wheel, though quieter now. "You're my partner, Hope. In more ways than one. And I...do wanna marry you someday, just not yet. It's early, and there's too much going on, and it feels like - "


" - like we're in between?" Hope guessed, smiling slightly.


"Yeah, exactly." He looked away for a moment to return the smile, his eyes twinkling in the way that made her feel just a little bit more at ease about everything. "So why don't we get to the 'in between' first?"


She paused. "What do you mean?"


"Move in with me. Or, I guess we could get a different place together if you want more space, though I dunno if I can afford a house as big as your parents', but maybe you could, and - "


"Okay," she said, biting her lip to stop herself from grinning as giddily as she felt. "And for the record, I meant it when I said I'm not going to sit around and wait for you to ask." She paused, letting the smile spread across her face despite herself. "Maybe someday, I'll ask instead."


Hank and Janet arrived at the laboratory at precisely nine in the morning, chatting quietly in the elevator ride up to their floor. They hung up their jackets, changed them out for their lab coats and protective equipment, and Hank went about telling his ants their orders for the day. Janet, on the other hand, went to log in on the main computer, only to find someone was already in her seat.


"Hi Grandma," Cassie said, smiling like butter wouldn't melt in her mouth.


Not missing a beat, Janet immediately drew her into a hug, then leaned back to tuck Cassie's hair behind her ears. "Hey, sweetheart! Never seen you in here before," she fussed, beaming. "You looking for a science lesson today?"


"Yes, please," Cassie chorused. "But first, Daddy and Hope wanted to tell you something."


Janet turned to see Scott and Hope approaching from the other room, looking somewhat sheepish. Instinctively, her eyes flickered to Hope's stomach, though her daughter's immediate visceral response told her she was incorrect. Hank then came over to join them, letting out a stifled grunt when Cassie went to hug him as well, though he patted her on the back in return. "What's this all about?" he asked.


"I'm moving in with Scott," Hope announced matter-of-factly, holding up a copy of his house keys. "I've had it with hiding in my own apartment, what with technically being on the run and all, so this just made sense."


"Glad I'm the most logical choice," Scott drawled, nodding her way. "So Hank, Janet...what do you guys think?"


"Oh, we think it's wonderful! Don't we, Henry?" Janet exclaimed, briefly turning to narrow her eyes at her husband before clapping her hands together in excitement. "My precious jellybean - " She swept Hope and Scott into her arms, letting out an overwhelmed sob of elation into her daughter's shoulder. Hank, whose jaw was clenched but was also not one to be left behind, walked over to awkwardly clap his hand on Scott's shoulder; Cassie followed, nestling herself in under everyone's arms.


"Didn't realize we were gonna have a group hug today." Still, Scott tried his best to get his arms around everyone, even Hank, who merely squirmed. "If I'd known, I would've remembered deodorant - "


"Scott, I swear to god - "


"Obviously I'm wearing deodorant, Hank, what kind of guy do you think I am?"


"Okay, I think we're done here," Hope sighed, withdrawing herself from the mass of bodies. "So Cassie, you ready for my parents to show you the ropes?" She nodded, looking unusually shy, staring up at both Hank and Janet expectantly.


To everyone's surprise, it was Hank who reached for her first, gently taking her by the shoulder and guiding her over to his workbench. "Let's set you up with some protective gear. There'll be no accidents in my lab today."


"Yes, Doctor Pym," Cassie said obediently, hoisting herself up onto the bench stool. Hank paused, turning to look at her, to really look at her. Cassie's eyes were bright, wide, inquisitive, her posture both anticipatory and patient. He looked over at the others, where Janet was standing between Hope and Scott, her hand over her mouth in a poor attempt to hide her pleased smile. Hope's eyes shone back at him; he barely noticed her fingers intertwined with Scott's.


Hank turned back to Cassie. "You know what? 'Grandpa' is okay, too."

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