(Eyeth)

Eyeless x Seth


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Eyeless couldn't even look at him without his chest hurting. He should've known. Everyone warned him. But he loved him, God he loved him more than anything. And look where that landed him. Heart broken, tears, and a night full of ice cream. His friends were there for him, he knew that; he also knew this was going to happen. He should've known. He fucking should've.


"I don't like men and I especially don't like you!"


Whatever, Eyeless thought bitterly. He's not worth my time. But he was. He meant everything to Eyeless. Eyeless walked into school, his sockets looking dead. Dust walked up to him, nudging him. Eyeless scowled and looked away. Dust sighed.


"See an ass. He doesn't deserve you." Dust said, rubbing his shoulder. Eyeless shrugged him off.


"I can't act like I never loved him." Eyeless snapped before storming off. He stopped outside his classroom, taking in a deep breath; calming his nerves and entering the classroom. He quickly took his seat as soon as the other kids started filling in. Then he walked in. Seth.


With a girl hanging off his arm.


His girlfriend.


Eyeless looked away; getting everything ready to start the lesson.  Their teacher, Mr. Nightmare, walked in, smacking his hand against the board to gain the attention of the class. They all sat in their assigned sits. Which meant Seth beside him and Seth's girlfriend behind him. Lovely. He mentally groaned.


"Ok, class, today we will learn the history of-" As Mr. NM ranted on and on, Eyeless jotted down the notes. Suddenly, he felt a jolt and his chair bumped up slightly. He didn't look up, still focused on the task at hand. Seth looked back to see his girlfriend giving Eyeless to death glare. He turned back around and gently nudged Eyeless.


"Eyeless...?" He whispered when he didn't hear Eyeless's voice respond. Eyeless didn't glance at him. Suddenly, the bell rang. Eyeless shoved all his stuff into his bag and bolted out of the class. Seth got up to follow him, but his girlfriend, Alice, kept him back. When he looked back up, Eyeless was gone.


~


"What's his fucking problem, huh?!" Eyeless shouted as he walked home on his quiet street. He kicked a rock, watching it fly and strike a mailbox across the street." He says he doesn't like me, then he turns around and gets a girlfriend! Not only that, he tries to fucking talk to me!" He picked up a rock." Just who the fuck does he think he is?!" Eyeless threw rock in anger.


Seth held his breath, waiting behind the corner as he heard Eyeless rant. It was normally where they'd meet to walk home. The place they first met. The place Seth told Eyeless about his strick parents. It's also where Eyeless confessed and got rejected. Seth was waiting for him because he didn't want to leave everything they had behind. Eyeless stopped as he came upon the corner. He stared for a moment.


"I fucking hate this stupid-ass corner." Eyeless said, his voice deep with sorrow." If it hadn't been here, maybe I would've never met Seth. And then I would've never fallen in love with him. And then I'd be happy ."


Seth's shoulders shook, his head running around. Eyeless's next words broke him apart.


"I'm alone. I'm broken. And I wish, God, I wish, Seth and I never met."


Eyeless walked across the street, not even noticing Seth, who was breaking down right there. What had he done? He'd ignored his feelings towards Eyeless; then broke his heart by rejecting him. And then he got a girlfriend! All because he didn't want to disappoint his parents.


He loved Eyeless- God, he loved him more than anything. Then, why? Why break his heart? Why settle for something he doesn't want when all he ever needed stood right there in front of him? Why push what he needed away to satisfy the people who say that loving someone is wrong?


Seth stroked into his house, his parents waiting in the living room. They jumped and turned to him.


"Oh, hello hunny. I heard you got a girlfriend! I'd live to-"


"NO! SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Seth screamed. His mother looked at him in surprise. She stood up, a disappointed look on her face.


"Seth, we talked about that kind of language. You know it's the language-"


"Of the devil. Of Satan. And I'll go to hell if I don't repent for my sins." Seth hissed." Well, maybe I don't want to repent."


"What?" His father asked incredously.


"I LIKE MEN! NO- I LOVE JUST ONE MAN!" Seth screamed." Eyeless. I love him, dear lord, I would give the world away for him, and I, I rejected him to make you happy..."


"Honey. Please. You can't be-"


"I am. I love him, with everything it have." Seth's voice got really quiet." I ignored my feelings and tried my hardest to make you happy, but nothing works."


"Seth-"


"I pushed away what I needed for what you wanted." Seth said." And look where that landed me."


"Dear, this is enough! You are confused, I understand, but-"


"No, you don't." Seth snapped." If you understood, you wouldn't hate Eyeless."


"Seth!"


"I'm alone. I'm broken. And I wish, God I wish, that..."


"... Seth..."


"That Eyeless and I would stay together."

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