It's been 100 years since I regressed in time. It's my mistake to involve in that mortal but I will never forgive that plane walker.

I, Yun xun swear to the heavens that I will avenge my past self and become God-king once more.

I become celestial emperor in this mortal realm. Heading towards my new wife and current empress room. I heard something that broke my heart

"Ah~, yes my darling~, that's amazing~, ahn~, that idiot emperor can never compare TO YOU~ He's such an idiot that we've been fucking behind his back for decades~ahhnnnn~, I'M CUMMING~"

My heart broke and I burst into the room and there I saw the face of my nightmares, that plane walker pleasuring my wif-no, that slut.

I was about to attack but then, I felt weaker instantly..

"P..po..ison"

I say my wife that betrayed me killing herself while mumbling
"Ah~, Yun Xun~, I finally killed you~bye bye. Your wife will also come with you to the afterlife"

The plane walker walked over her corpse as she stepped on me

"my my~, it's such a pity she died~, did you think you went back in time, 'heavenly god'~. No, This is just a unique punishment that let you keep your 1st life's memory, to be honest, this is the 817363td time you are facing your death....you should be remembering anytime now"

I didn't believe her but then....the memories flooded into my being. The way she tortured me making me eat my children and wives, the way she made insects eat my flesh, cutting me into pieces, getting my skin peeled off, I got raped by alien tentacles, my wives cheating behind my back for thousands of years showing me everything before my death....various lifetimes dying, returning from my death, only to die even more gruesome death.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!PLEASSSEEE STOP!!!! I BEG YOU!!! *HIC* P...PLE...PLEZEE...I A..AHM S....SH..OR.L..."

I couldn't speak as the devil in front of me laughed

"HAHAHAHAHA! Do you think it's the first time you begged me like this? I broke your spirit in the first try itself but it's not enough~. That's why I decided to do the next best thing. You would die in the most horrible and brutal ways for 1 million times in different worlds in different but disgusting ways but...just before you die, you will remember the truth"

I lost most of my feelings after hearing that but...the feeling that there is an end to it, gave me hope.

....
899081th time
....
"WHY!!!!"

I saw my wife being f*cked by my best friend as she is recording it on live stream. In a rage, I was about to kill her but then, she shot me below my stomach. I watched her sadistic smile while she watched me fall on blood.

"Oh~, I'm sorry you had to see such an unsightly man, Darlin-ahn~"

"It's okay, baby~, let's f*ck in front of him"

"No, I have an even better idea"

She tied me to bed in all kinds of locks while she made me watch her drowning in carnal pleasure while stabbing me occasionally with knives and hitting me with a spiked whip. I begged and cried

"PLEASEE!!STOP THIS!!"
 
I roared one last time as life began to leave my body however just then, a new set of memories poured into my mind

"ARGHHHH!!!! GOD!!! SAVE ME!!!"

....
912922th time
....

"No! Please....I will do my best, just recognise me! Please!!!"

I cried as my parents, the S-ranked adventurers of the guild and my genius sister who is soon going to become an A-rank adventurer this year enjoying the party thrown by the royal family while they are avoiding me....like always...even in my childhood, they refuse to acknowledge my existence....always starving me...just keeping me barely alive...

I just completed my first mission after working so hard....but they just looked down on the achievement, not even giving me a glance...

I can't...

I just...

"ARGHH!!GOD!! WHY IS IT THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY TALENT!! AM I CURSED! ARGH AHA ARGHHH!WHY!!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!!! "

I cried my eyes out, why is the world so unfair...I can't take it anymore...I can feel my body and mind giving out slowly.... every day...I'm just one step closer to death...

Even now...

Is it death...

Am I going to die...

Just then new memories entered my memories as death is laying its hands on me...

"PLEASEE STOP THIS!! SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASEE!! WAKE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMA-"

....
999999th time
....

I watched my friends clawing my every body part to prove themselves worthy of the tribe, while I the average man is used as the guinea pig. They already cut out most of my body parts including my arms, legs, skin, nose, and ears.... All I have are mouth and eyes to see and shout at the pain they inflict on me..

I can see death approaching me...just then....

"ARGHG!!!! NO!!NO!!!! DON'T! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!! PLEASE!! SOMEone!!!*huc* anyone *huc*!"

I cried as my never-ending hopeless torment...

The time stopped as the devil that cursed me appeared.

"Hmm, the next life is your last life, with that, you would have lived 1,000,000 lives. I wonder how will you react to your last death. I made a good decision to keep you sane even with all those memories"

I see, so I still have hope. Just one more life.... I can finally rest....

...
1,000,000 time
...

Memories once again flooded me at my certain death but unlike before. I'm finally going to be released from this curse....

My salvation....

I have hope....

"Congratulations, you made it~. Now, that you have lived your lives just remembering them before you die until now. I have a surprise for you"

Finally, death....

...
1,000,001st time
...

What!? This feeling.... I saw a slimy disgusting thing bringing something like a pin with spikes, and I remember everything until my last life but I'm completely sane.....

The devil manifested beside the ugly thing

"This is my surprise to you.. Do you think you will just get away after you get in my way! From now on, you will be suffering, dying and reincarnating with complete memory intact without ever going insane for the rest of the ETERNITY"

My hopes that have been accumulated for so long.......shattered as despair began to consume me but....I can't feel my emotions dying

"no..NO! PLEASE!! I BEG YOU!! JUST KILL ME ALREADY!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE*hic*"

"This is the new technique I created, it's called 'Hell's paradise'. Cool name don't you think"

The disgusting thing pierced the spiky thing into my orifices while the devil spoke not bothering by anything. Many alien-like beings ate my body... The pain... I want to die...I want tO DIE

"I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!"

....

"Haha, his reaction is really funny ah~, the euphoria of watching as his rising hopes getting crushed like that...the despair....such a wonderful toy!"

I am extremely happy watching such an extreme torturing of God. Seriously, 'Hell's paradise' is such an excellent technique, I created. But....the credit goes to Giorno's Gold experience requiem for giving me the idea.

It is a technique that traps an opponent in a pocket dimension where anyone will suffer for eternity and die infinitely. I can even interfere however I like.

"It is amazing, I didn't feel bored watching all his lives. If I was a human, I would have left him after some 1000 deaths but even as a god... It is getting boring now. I guess, now I can finally revive my daughter and lover"