After that night Feng Jiu ask him about his feelings but Dijun told her that he don't have a love faith, he told she will find someone who she will love one day and will forget about him, he also told he do have feelings for her but they are not possible, he assure her to be her secure place for all the eternity since she is his only little fox: no matter who or when, if you need me or a place to stay safe you always can ask for me or come to me. I can't be with you but you are the only important one in my heart and mind so take me as your safe place.

Feng Jiu tried to reason with him but soon understand he will not take another pattern, he believed in his destiny of being alone so deeply that not even she could make him see things different, but since he was honest with her and even told he had feelings for her, she could accept their situation for now, of course she will find a way and change it in future.

Hundreds years after that, once Dijun was sharing some memories with her, he choose wrong memory and show a face of a goddess in his bed chamber of his very young age, it was his first battle and he choose that one to show some battlefield to her since it wasn't that bloody, but he forgot about that goddess, he even forgot what he done after seeing her in his bed, he made a mistake and broke the contact, which make Feng Jiu rose up and storm out of his palace, before he decide to follow her she was left the heaven and he found himself laughing at her react, he couldn't help it, he like her react, he liked how she got upset, with her everything was a first for him.

He wait for her to come back but she didn't, soon her 10 days was done without her return, Dijun thought she is angry and will be calm down until next year, as immortals one or two years weren't important things for them, so he decide to wait for next year while enjoying his regular days and hubbies. Next year was here but she wasn't, day one passed, day two and three too, he was getting worry, maybe he should follow her last year, what if she not come back anymore. He sighed and rose to go to her, another first thing, he was leaving heaven to seek his little fox.

Feng Jiu was in peach blossom trees, drinking wine or as she said drinking her sorrow, for past year she live well, nothing was different than other days of her life but since the time of her regular visit come, she become sad: "he never come to find me, if I'm not go there he simply forget me like that beautiful goddess." She murmured before drinking her whole bottle of wine at one shot but when bring it down he was there, in his purple rob and his indifferent eyes, feeling a little dizzy she said: good, now I'm not coming and you not coming either let be together with my head full of wine. Dijun want some?

Dijun: at least can I be hope that you are upset because of me? Or you already forget me little fox?

Feng Jiu: how rude of you, you not come for me and now ask me to drank for you?

Dijun: but you like this rude old man Feng Jiu, don't you?

Feng Jiu: why is that important? Aren't you always insist that I will find some one else? Aren't you waiting for that so you can simply forget me, like you forget that goddess?

Dijun: little fox I forget her because she wasn't the only one finding her way to my bed, but she was the first one.

Feng Jiu's face blushed in anger: good to know.

Dijun sat beside her and took the bottle: that's enough little fox, let get back

Feng Jiu: where?

Dijun: Taichen Palace, of course

Feng Jiu: but why? You will forget me, then why should I make more memories with you to suffer after?

Dijun: little fox you are not someone who can be forgotten.

Feng Jiu: and she was?

Dijun just nod, she continued: show me the rest, what did you done to her?

Dijun share the rest of memory, which he simply asked her to leave his chamber: I'm not in a good mood, before I lost control and take your head leave.

He told that in such a cold voice that the goddess couldn't argue and left as was ordered.

Feng Jiu: that was all?

Dijun node again: then why you didn't show me last year?

Dijun: because I couldn't remember the rest, after you leave I watch it

Feng Jiu: you mean it was the times that you not reject them?

Dijun: no, I always send them away, but I couldn't remember how I done that

She insist to see the worst, which he decline to share: I will not come with you until you show me.

Dijun: you will not come if I show you either

Soon he lost to her eyes and shared the memory, it was a foreign court room, more than ten girl in one line in front of Dijun and a guy behind them, he had a dagger in hand and target one of the girls neck with it, his voice echoed in room: Dong Hua take them as your woman or I kill them

Dijun: go ahead then

The guy: you let these die just like that?

Dijun: it's you who is killing them, if you thought by treating their life you can make me to take your sisters as my wives you are more stupid than I thought

He turned back to leave when one of the girls called him cowered who not show mercy toward women, he was so tired of this kind of show, since he took the throne there were so many families who want to forced a marriage to him, even if he want to accept to secure the agreement between them he couldn't he don't have a love life, he had to make a scene so no other one dare to ask the same again, he turn back and answered the girl: "you decline that you want to be my wife yet you don't know how to show respect, you dishonor me and deserve to die"

Saying these he sent his sword straight to her chest and killed her. His brother took of his sword and attacked him, only to get his sister end along with his other sisters and himself, Dijun turned and left the room without a second look.

Feng Jiu gasped and back to herself, in her eyes a flame of fear which make Dijun sad, he stand up to leave her, maybe it was for better, now that Feng Jiu saw his real and old self will forget him easier and find her happiness some other place. He was about to teleport to his palace when sensed Feng Jiu's hand on his sleeve, turning back he saw her sad eyes: Dijun if I insist on staying with you will you kill me too?

Her voice was full of hurt but not as much as he sensed in his heart. He turned to her and cupped her face with both hands: little fox I'll kill anyone who want to hurt you, even myself. Don't be afraid of me, it daggers straight in my heart.

Feng Jiu put her ear on his chest to hear his heartbeat: I know you should have your own reason for what you done back there, I also know things were much different from now, so no need to be sad about it, I just felt confuse since I'm drunk. Let get back to your palace.

Dijun kissed the top of her head before teleporting both to his palace and settling Feng Jiu in her own room, his little fox was back, everything was good.