Singing

A/N there well be smut and umm the lyrics I did write when I was feeling sad and uhh there kinda suicidal songs I would sing but I can't sing and umm my throat at the moment isn't working great where I will be talking and my voice just softens where you can't hear it and I cough almost every time I speak


Deku POV


When I got home I went and changed then hawks came in and layed In my bed and told me to go and lay down with so I did he then started to cuddle meh


( a/n I bet you thought they we're gonna fuck)


he put his head on my chest wrapped an arm around my waist I put one hand on his head and started to play with his hair and went on my phone to look at the news when the group chat started to text. Hawks slowly fall asleep and checked the chat.


                                  Pro chat
Loud blonde changed pro chat to ******* (a/n can't think of a name so help me out please)


Loud blonde: hello everybody


             Everyone but hawks are online


Protect the green bean: hello


       Everyone else said hi/ helllo/what's up


Evil parasite: do you need something mic


Sleeping hubbo: I have to agree do you need something or want something


Loud blonde: welllllllllll youuuuuu seeeee I need someone to come and sing a song and help write 3 songs Heheheh


Sleeping hubbo: nope....


Abusive trash: ^


Show your skin : can't sorry


Everyone else: ^


Loud blonde: damm it well where's hawks


Protect the green bean: hes sleeping....


Rabbit girl: how do you know that 😏


Protect the green bean: because he stopped by at my house out of boredom and he is sleeping


Loud blonde: you never responded listener


Protect the green bean: ehh sure why not when is it


Loud blonde: yesssssss tomorrow at 5 in the afternoon


Protect the green bean: so after school


Loud blonde: basically and just wear something confortable and I'll pick you up at 4:30


Protect the green bean: ok I'll just write the songs is there a theme


Loud blonde: yes sad because it is the most popular right now


Protect the green bean: ok then


Sleeping hubbo: you could have private message


Loud blonde: ohh sorry


Protect the green bean:^


Sleeping hubbo: it's fine


Evil parasite: well get off line someone is busy today and tomorrow


Protect the green bean: Okay welp goodbye


Everyone: good bye


Deku POV


I got off my phone and started to write down a song for tomorrow but next thing I know it 3 am and I have to wake up in 2 hours so I put my stuff away and cuddle hawks then went to sleep


2 hours later


I woke up to the smell of chicken and I'm gonna guess some bird brain is cooking them so I just get out of bed and head to the kitchen to only see hawks making chicken nuggets " hey hawks" he quickly turned and was blushing " aww are you blushing" I say teasing him " umm heyyyyy izuku how are you" he said putting his hands on his face I walk up to him with him slowly backing away up to the wall I then grabbed his hands moving them out of the way and pinning them above his head with one hand


( a/n ohh top deku or are they switches)


" I'm doing good birdie/doll/pup now tell me why your blushing" I then grabbed his chin and made him look at me in the eyes " w-well y-you h-have a-a n-nice v-voice a-and I-is h-hot a-and c-cute" he said then I realize I have a kinda deep voice " so you think I'm hot and cute" he slowly tried to nod I then went down to his ear " so may I kiss you" I say then I nibble his ear he let a small moan and then I kissed him I then bite his lip asking for entrance and started to explore his mouth with him slightly moaning it went on like that for another 20 minutes before the alarm for the chicken nuggets went off I then get up from the floor and put the nuggets on the plate and placed them on the counter in the living room and went back to the kitchen a red winded hawks on the floor still do I pick him up putting my hands around his waist his legs wrapped around my waist I then walk to the living room grabbed the chicken nuggets and sat down on the table hawks facing me and then we started to eat


We got ready and went to to school sadly we don't go to the same school but when I got there people were just looking at me and I hate it cause then they started to whisper school was okay until the end of the day when everyone in my class walked up to me " so you were hanging out with the pros" the nerd said " uhhhh y'a why" " we want to be your friend" so glad bakuhoe ain't in this class " how about no I don't want friends especially plastic brats hoe so do me a favor and fuck off" I then left got home and got ready



Then president mic came and knocked on my door


( a/n shit I I got super tired where I'm pretty sure I made mistakes and just passed out)


I opened the door " hey mic" " hey there listener are you ready to go" " y'a just let me grab my stuff" " ok" I then grabbed my phone,wallet, and keys then go back with mic I then locked the door and we left


" heyyyy listeners how are? I bet you you good but uhh we have a guess today why don't you intoduce your self" mic said yelling without his quirk " hello I'm izuku midorya I'm 14 and thanks for having me here" I say smiling " well I'm happy you where able to help me out last minute izu" " am help to help anytime you can always count on me" I say he just nodded " well you might be wounding why izu is here well like we mentioned that he came here to help? Well he wrote three songs that he is gonna sing and the theme is sad song" he said he sniffed at the end and wrapped fake tears away " well I should warn you before hand that the 1st one I wore isn't as bad compared to the last two" I say he nodded " well are you ready to start" " uh y'a I'll start with the first one float " I then let out a breath


(A/N name is Float by me I made this when I was sad and stress this is somewhat real )


Close your eyes
Leaning back slowly
Taking your final breath Into the sea
Letting the current take you away
Leaving you floating alone In the river
Wave keep crashing up against me


The Air is starting to pick up
Letting my hair flow through the wind
It's getting hard to breathe
It feels like an floating away from reality
I try to calm my breath
To only find out
I forgot what it feels like to breath


I'm always worried about something
My Anxiety keeps getting worse by the day
The pills aren't working
My doctors keep saying that I'm ok
That I just need to take my pills
Getting rid of my trama, fear and hope
When in reality I'm not ok


Staying up till it's time for school
My social anxiety isn't helping
Feeling the pressure from the looks I keep on getting
My brain is going crazy little by little
Having nightmares every fuckn night
All this stress keeps piling up
When can I get a break
Why can't I cry when I'm sad
But soon you reach the floor
With your favorite fake smile
Only to be happy again


When I finished I look at mic who just looked shocked but you can see sadness in his eyes " well I guess I should move on to the next song called medicine" I take another deep breath


(A/N it's called medicine and I was sad and I got inspired by the song lyrics in stutter island, rat)


They tell me take your medicine to feel better
We are trying to make sure you aren't crazy
But I'm already fucking crazy
And you can't make me take medicine to make me feel better
Cause I rather much go behind a building and get high
Cause that actually helps me relax unlike medicine


Oh what's this a gun to my head
Just laugh it off and they'll leave you alone
And you decide to put me in a mental hospital
I'll go even more crazy liquids going in my blood system
The tast of medicine in the food and water
Why can't I escape the doctors


It's always white everything is white
Endless white why can't there be color
Of wait nevermind there is
Red on the floor and sink
Why am I light headed oh never mind it's black


What is that beeping sound it's really annoying
Why dose my head and arms hurt
Ehh here comes the flashback of what happened
Ohh I see I tried to kill myself again
Oh well I just need to try again


I'm back to where I was the blank white walls
Oh hey there's a rope this time
And perfect a chair to top it all off
I mean I'd prefer to jump of a roof
But that's-
Oops guess I'm dead now
I guess it's the end of the medicine


Once I finish I seee everyone look at me with worried look and I hate it so I nodded that I'm good I now I have the last one " ok now the last one and mic I have a question to ask you after this if it's fine" " y'a it is" I just nodded " ok then I guess final song called dead family"


( A/N now for the last one dead family Again I was sad and when I was 8 or 9 I always had nightmares and it was about my family dieing so now that I'm 14 I then started to think about how they will die I mean they aren't dead and I'm glad)


Don't you think it's funny how people die
Everyday
I think about how everyone gonna die
Leaving me alone in a white room
With new and dried up blood on the floor
Barely getting sleep now in days
Why can't I cry
Laying on my bed
Plop on my headphones
And play my playlist on shuffle


I start to think of how everyone slowly drifted away
We were just a family of 6 before
My mother got killed
My father had a bunch of medical issues
The oldest brother died in a car accident
My sister died giving birth
And my brother didn't make it to 50
Now how will I die
Will I end up getting hit by a car or jump


I'm stil stairing at the white ceiling
Time has slown down
Clock is just ticking
What is this coming down my face
Oh how can I forget I don't cry normal tears
There red and black blood and ink
Oh I should probably take my pills
Antideprsion,isonma, anxiety and can't forget my happy pills


Y'a i might look happy when I'm smiling
but when I stop
You can see my pain
My dead look on my face
The dark eye bags
And the blank stare
And once I talk in my normal voice and not the happy one
Now you can hear the pain in my voice
Welp I better start getting ready for school next year
That's right ima be a freshman
I didn't turn 14 not to long ago on may 7th


Oh hey Luci how are you
Hi lily I'm doing good how about you
Well luci why are you lieing
We both know I feel like shit
So why bother asking luci
Well jezz no need to be rude
I get we share the same mind but that was harsh
Your the same as me so stop pretending to be happy
Omg stop ruining my fun plus it's funny to see people think your happy when you not
Oh just shut up and stop talking


Oh now you show up ray
Now I feel like playing with fire and watching anime
You know it is fun to play with fire
Speaking of witch let's set are self on fire
Ok sounds like fun but let's do it later


Dazai how are you oh wait a minute that's a dumb question but do you still love the idea of suicidal
I'm good but do you want to jump off the roof it seems like fun
Y'a your right jumping of the roof dose seem like fun
But you know what is better
Uh y'a i do i have many more ideas
Well that's good I guess
But why don't we set myself on fire and the jump of the roof together
Omg double suicid love the idea
Yup I have to go-


Oh hi himiko you still feeling crazy as ever
You bet hey why don't you lick the blood
Well because it's on the floor
Not the one on your floor silly the ones on your leg, wrist and eye
Shh we don't talk about the eye
Oh right sorry
Hey it's fine I'll see you later
Ok but what are you gonna do
Oh you know the usual
Oh so not getting sleep and read till you have to work on homework
Yup so bye himiko


Yup now all alone again
I should probably read some mangas and read or maybe I can cosplay as monokuma or toga or maybe hinata
I'll decide when I get the chance
Right now I don't need to think of the future


( A/N illl explain the songs when I feel better and feel like it )


I look up to see mic crying along with some other people " well I'm finished any questions" " umm wow you have a great voice listener" " thank you but could I ask you a question " " go right ahead" " ok um if you cover your mouth with something and use your quirk would your quirk then work close range or just not work" " um idk"


After we where done mic decide to drop me off and left when I went to unlock the door I noticed someone used the spare key cause the paper I put at the bottom of the door is out so I unlocked the door and walked in and went into my room to change into a hoodie and sweatpants when I noticed hawks sleeping in my bed how cut I then grabbed a towel and went to the shower


I came out with the towel then went into my room and then saw that hawks was awake and on his phone the noticed me and went bright red while having a nosebleed and swear he took a picture but I then grabbed a rag from my drawer next to my bed and sat down next to hawks and put the rag up to his nose to stop it from bleeding " am I really that hot that you have a nose bleed" I said smirking he then tried to avoid eye contact when his nose stopped bleeding I put the rag on the nightstand and kissed him he slowly wrapped his arms around my neck and I bet his bottom lip for entrance we started to make out for thirty minutes before I pulled away allowing him to breathe I then got up and went to my closet and got ready and went to bed but noticed something off " aww~ dose someone want kisses" "y-yes" he said blushing I then get on top of him and started to kiss him again slowly getting on top of him


We kissed for a another 30 minutes before we decided to go to sleep hawks sleeping on my chest



Flashback when hawks was on his phone


Hawks POV


I was texting the chat apparently they is a missing child with blue white hair with a horn and red eyes apparently she was kidnapped by overhaul and we need to save her


                             In the **********


Big bird: okay so go ahead and spy on the place


Abusvie trash: no to dangerous do r you kid


Sleeping hubbo: hate to agree with him but he is right


Everyone else:^


Big bird: but... someone has to get information


Nezu: that is true butt.... Midorya dose have a good villain expression so maybe he can be the spy... but he is the same age as hawks......


Sleeping hubbo: that is true.....


Abusive trash:wait what dose he sound like


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Why are you here: welp his laugh is creepy and he sounds creepy and insane


Abusvie trash: ^


Boo boo girl:^


Make us food: ^


See your future: ^


Space: ^


Food is amazing: ^


Laughter queen: ^


Big bird: but his laugh is actactive


Show your skin: ^


Big bird: anyway ahhheiwndbdnxnj dnndndjdjxk fuck he's hot


Show your skin: who is


Everyone agreeing because they are suspicious of who hawks is talking about


Big bird: izuku


Big bird went offline


Show your skin: uhhh hawks


Loud blonde: umm I don't think he'll respond


Show your skin: your right


Show your skin: bets/vote on who you think is top or are they switch's views


Life's Mistakes: stop breaking the forth wall


Show your skin: or what are you gonna do about it author


Life's Mistakes : trust me you don't wanna know so this is you 1 warning


Life's Mistakes has left


Hawks POV


I had went offline to go to my camera and took a couple of pictures before he came this way and grabbed a rag in the nightstands drawer before putting it to my nose......





That's the end ummm wrote more then 3,000 words I'm tired doing a little bit better uhhhh but uhh tell me what should there pet name be for hawks I'm deciding on doll/pup/birdie and then for deku uhh I'm not good with pet names so uhhh y'a but I'll go with Wolfe for a tiny spoiler for a future chapter but credit to the ones the drew the picture and the videos

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