This endless journey

Is what I fear the most

Walking along the unknown path

My nightmares rise above

Making me sink in deeper

I can't take this anymore

Negativity is all around me

From one corner to another

All I see is toxicity surrounding me

I can't see the stars above me

Sinking into this black hole

Is what I feared the most

Coming to a dead end

Is what I tried to avoid

But what can I do now

When the voices in my head

Are eating me alive

And screaming to end it all

Telling me to stop everything

And to no longer play this fun game

Of being alive and happy

Is this what my life has come to?

Am I really this intoxicated?