It was another ordinary for you
While sitting in your room
And playing on your phone
While I was getting eaten inside
You were having fun
While I was dying inside
You started to laugh
While my screams echoed
Along with the ocean waves
Why is it that the world only loves you?
Why can't I also be happy?
I'm sick of trying
And I'm tired of fighting
I just want to disappear
And hope one day
I have a happy life
I don't care about living
Nor moving forward
I just want it all to end
So the voices in my head
Stop neglecting me
I can't take this exhaustion anymore
I'm sorry
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A sneak peak of an upcoming imagine