Ordinary day

It was another ordinary for you


While sitting in your room


And playing on your phone


While I was getting eaten inside


You were having fun


While I was dying inside


You started to laugh


While my screams echoed


Along with the ocean waves


Why is it that the world only loves you?


Why can't I also be happy?


I'm sick of trying


And I'm tired of fighting


I just want to disappear


And hope one day


I have a happy life


I don't care about living


Nor moving forward


I just want it all to end


So the voices in my head


Stop neglecting me


I can't take this exhaustion anymore


I'm sorry


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A sneak peak of an upcoming imagine

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