Here I am again thinking about what to talk about in my posts

Should it be you again?

I am still breathlessly thinking about you

Is it still worth it being hopeless for you?

Should I still be hopelessly devoted to you?

Again I fight myself to not think about you

It's an endless battle between reality and delusional thoughts

Should I continue this uncertain journey?

Should I still be hopelessly devoted to you?

I try not to beg for you

I try to ignore your every move

I try not to look your way

And yet my eyes only follow you

I end up looking like a fool all over again

I guess I am a hopeless romantic

But nothing can compare to how hopeless I am for you

I'll still be the hopeless 17 year old that once liked you

The one you took a chance on

The one you always made fun of

I'll still be the same hopeless girl that you gave dreams to reach for

The one you gave wings to fly

And the one you never failed to make smile

I'll still be hopelessly devoted to you

And I will still be the one that is hopelessly in love with you