Hello my stars, after a long debate of thinking and wondering, I have come to the conclusion of closing my account. It was so much fun being here and interacting with many people around the world. It always fascinated me learning about everyone's opinions and thoughts and I am glad I had the opportunity to do so on this wonderful platform with every single one of you.

Just being a 15 year old at the time, I never knew I'd come this far. I always thought my efforts would go to waste, but at the end of the day, I helped some of you in some type of way. I am very thankful for everyone that stayed with me all this time, you all made these 2 years of being here wonderful.

Although it's not a complete goodbye, I will still miss you all. I will be here liking posts, sharing things on my story, and answering DMs but, I will no longer be posting for the remaining time. Although, I will probably be checking on this account once a week or less. I will be on my trading account now, if any of y'all need me @yunhotrades I will always be here for you guys! Thank you for everything.

It's just, I saw the world had many more opportunities for me, but being on social media was like an obstacle for me. I wanted to live my life outside of social media and just express how I feel to the world. I thought about deleting my account, but I have made so many wonderful memories here and met many magnificent people that I just can't. This account is very important to me and holds a special place in my heart that I just can't throw it away. Hopefully one day I come back and start posting soon for you all <3

As for my dreams, they still remain the same. I want to become a writer and inspire many people around the world. It may sound selfish, but that's also one of the reasons I am not deleting this account. Many of you have told me that I helped and inspired you and nothing makes me happier to hear that. I am very glad I helped some of you, which is why I am keeping all my posts up for you guys. I hope my thoughts help many of you along the way and on your journey to find yourself.

I am also making plans on what to do with my life. I am planning to move to New York City and hopefully publish a book one day. I want to become a journalist, but one that will show the world REAL news. One that will spit out facts not ignorance. I want to be a reporter that will show many people the different parts of the world and how many ethnicities can inspire others. Easier said than done right? But those are my big dreams and I hope one day I can reach them. Thanks to all of you I made my dreams into goals and I hope I can make you all proud one day.

I ask you to please not try to convince me to stay. This is my decision and I hope you all respect that. It took all my guts and thinking for me to decide on closing my account. I want to live my life to the fullest and supporting kpop groups without having a platform. I will still be attending concerts and collecting merch (I'll post about them if you want) but right now I want to focus on myself and maybe even find a job in what I love to do. I hope you all understand my stars.

I want to thank you all for making me and my account what we are to this day. Those of you that have been there since 2018, thank you so much for being there for me since the very beginning. Thank you for helping me stay when I received hate for being multifandom and supporting BTOB. To this day I still receive hate for being multifandom, but I have all of you to help me through it. Thank you so much. Thank you for making me realize my dreams are okay to fight for. Thank you for reaching out to me when you needed help and for letting me know that my writing is helping you. And thank you for helping me shine, I am so grateful I had you all in my life. I will forever intoxicate you with my writings.

I love you all my shining stars. Please keep making more constellations and show the world you're also a shining star. AND PLEASE never stop shining bright. I will forever love you guys and from the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best in this universe and wish for all your dreams to come true.

Thank you for reading and understanding.

Goodbye my shining constellations, hope we meet again soon in this celestial path.

I love you.

Your hopeless poet,

— yessi 

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