Why do you always have to linger inside my head?

All these toxic thoughts are eating me up.

Can't I just rest in peace for once without you?

Seeing you all worried the other day really fucked me up.

How are you doing?

Are you okay?

Is there any way I can help you?

Maybe we didn't end on a good note

But why can't we start over?

I didn't mean to hurt your feelings

Yet you never let me finish my sentence.

Maybe leaving was a way for me to escape.

Maybe it was a way for me to forget you.

But what can I do now if all I ever see is you?

Do you still wonder what could've happened between us?

Do you still wonder what would've become of us if we were still together?

Do you still wonder what my feelings were back then?

Am I still the only one caught up in the past?

Or are you still wondering about the small us that was once our source of happiness?

Those countless phone calls we had,

And sweet texts we once sent,

Do you still think about them?

Do you ever wonder why I am the person I am now?

Why I am always closed and not wanting to speak?

Why I always try to avoid you? If I still think about you?

Do you ever just stop and think if you changed my life?

If you still make me smile?

If your presences matters to me?

If your feelings matter to me?

Do you ever?

Do you ever sometimes think about me the way I do?

Do you ever think about what I sacrificed to be with you?

Do you ever wonder what I think about you?

Do you ever just wonder why you despise me so much?

Why you hate me?

Why you send mix signals to me?

Why you're so confusing?

Do you ever think about me the way I think about you?

Do you ever wonder why we started talking?

Do you ever wonder if I liked you the same way you did?

Do you ever wonder how much I cared about you?

Do you ever wonder about us?

Do you ever wonder?