XiaoBai

The Purple Sea was livelier than ever and everyone seemed to be in awe of the place, many of the Goddess who came here have been scowling at me. "Looks like you have enemies now." Dijiun teased and I smacked his shoulder. "It's because of you!" I fake wailed and he burst out laughing. "It's just looks XiaoBai nothing more." He kissed the top of my noise. "That doesn't mean they will hate me any less." I whispered, people came to greet us and those who have wanted a chance to speak to Dijiun but couldn't, ceased it and while he was busy with that I went to the Ice realm deities. "XiaoJiu." Yang's Godfather smiled at me. "Congratulations my child, may you be always happy." He beamed brightly at me. "Yang Yang would have been happy." He said sadly. " In my next life, I wish Yang Yang doesn't die early in my next life I hope I can keep him longer than I have." I said softly and he gave me a breathtaking smile. "XiaoJiu you need to forgive yourself, don't carry this burden in your heart." The other deities came and greeted me, gave me lots of hugs and kisses. "Godfather, I want to bring Dijiun to the Ice realm is that okay? I was hoping to have a small ceremony there too."  He smiled at me. "Of course you can." He said softly, suddenly I felt a severe pang of pain and before I could fall Dijiun held me. "We have to go." He whispered softly then he bowed in front of Yang's Godfather. "May I please steal her away." He said politely and Yang's Godfather nodded his head. "Look after her." Then he whisked me away before anybody could notice. The pain was increasing in severity and I wanted to scream but Dijiun was carrying me gently and trying his best to not hurt me more.

We arrived in heaven and I felt sick to death, and being unable to control it I threw up on Dijiun's robe. He put me on top of the bed and he got me a bucket, he removed his robe and he sat next to me and held my hair. "I'm sorry." I whispered and he shook his head. "Don't be sorry for being sick." He said gently, my stomach dropped and I heaved and I threw up again. "Don't try to hold it in XiaoBai, let it out." At hearing that I threw up again and blood come out, when I was done he cleaned me up and took the bucket away. "Lay down." He said as he entered again and I complied. "Close your eyes XiaoBai." I complied again, I felt him walk towards me then he sat down on the bed, a sweet aroma filled the room. "It will help to keep you calm." I hummed in response. He started humming a sweet soft tune and I drifted off listening to the sound of his voice.

Dijiun

Her body was starting to reject my spirit and she was succumbing to the pain, I have been watching her the whole time because I was afraid that this very thing would happen.
The reason why I decided to take to heaven was that I didn't want to worry everyone there and I didn't want anybody to know that XiaoBai is sick, as soon as she fell asleep I transferred my spiritual power to her along with my magic to help the body to stop fighting against my spirit. Everyone was startled to see the way XiaoBai looked and they didn't understand, only XiaoBai's parents understood even though they looked terrified at first but they understood why I did that because of my spirit XiaoBai's hair turned silver white and her feather phoenix flower turned purple, her eyes are also a shade of purple she looked like the white goddess in purple.

Her eyes looked like the galaxy, so beautiful and bright
There's life in her heart and she gives life to my soul 
Her eyes are the moon and her smile is the sun, her life rays give me light and her soul lives in me,
When I look at her I see my life in perfect completion, she holds me with her being she's godly in  mortal skin.

When she speaks the sun rises and never sets, I love her in sin and it's a sin to love her like that.
In sinning with her heart I have become dependent on her existence, wherever she exists I will exist too, I never want to part with her.

Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful harmony
I have been kissed with godly love and she's a goddess in love.

My wife was mentally and physically hurt and exhausted, I needed to find a way to infuse her blood with my spiritual power but I am afraid that she might change and not in a very good way but I didn't have any other choice, I am not going to let my wife die I will try with my being to keep her alive. Even if I have to give up my own life for that to be so, but I am afraid that if she lost me again she would totally lose her mind.
She has my soul in her hands and this time I think that if I took that away from her she will be broken, but nothing scars me like the recurring dreams I have about her, I don't think I have enough strength to kill her with my own hands and I am trying to separate the dreams from reality because she cannot be murdered by my hands I would die.
The constant battle I deal with and face is that losing her would kill me instantly, there's a million reasons I cannot let her go at this moment cause in my life she's king.

So how can I let my king die? Just like that? She got sick because of my selfish reasons, I will do all I can for her...