Kanaonokūmāwalu

We all sat around the table finishing up dinner all conversing with eachother when I could feel myself zone out and just stare at my hands. I didn't even know what I was thinking about at that moment.


"Yah, Cheollie!" Jeonghan's voice snapped me back to attention as my eyes lock with his. "Hi, welcome back silly." Jeonghan giggles as he interlocked his hands with mine.


"Sorry, just tired. I didn't get much sleep last night." I say, it wasn't a complete lie but I was not about to say that my grandmother died less than 24 hours ago.


"Well do you want me to drive you home after this, or do you want to spend the night here?" Jeonghan asked softly.


"Can I spend the night here?" I ask and Jeonghan nodds. "Ofcourse you can Cheollie. You know your always welcome here." Jeonghan said.


"Awwe I wish Wonho was that nice." Hyungwon said as Hoseok scoffs. "HEY! I am nice!" He said as it was Hyungwon turn to scoff.


"You shoved me into the abyss at 100 mile per hour. When will remember you can't push me like a rag doll. I WILL FLY AWAY LIKE A NAPKIN! I am a Twink! Your bicep probably weighs more!" Hyungwon rambled on and on.


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Once the others guest left, expect Hyungwon because he was staying the week with Hoseok. Seungcheol and Jeonghan left to up to Jeonghan's room.


"Ugh why are you so comfy." Jeonghan sighed happily as he buried his face into the crook of Seungcheol's neck.


"Love you too." Seungcheol laughed as he traced circles along Jeonghan's back as he started up at the ceiling fan spin.


Jeonghan knew something was up with his boyfriend. He wasn't going to push Seungcheol, he just wanted him to know Jeonghan was there for him, and that he could tell him anything.


"Hey Cheollie." Jeonghan called out as he turned Seungcheol's face lightly to face his. "Is everything okay? You seem like something is bothering you?" Jeonghan asked.


"I don't want to pressure you into telling me, but I just want you to know I'm here for you no matter what?" Jeonghan added quickly.


"Thank you, so much." Seungcheol whispered as tears spilled down his face as Jeonghan was quick to wipe them away. "Its just some family that went down last night and I didn't get much sleep because of it." Seungcheol said as Jeonghan ran a hand through his hair.


"Oh baby, here let me get you some water." Jeonghan said swinging his legs off the bed as he made his way downstairs to grab a cup of water.


Seungcheol knew he should tell Jeonghan about his grandmother eventually, but he didn't want to bother anyone with his problems, he rather keep to himself.


"I'm sorry about your family." Jeonghan said sitting down next to Seungcheol as he handed him the glass of water.


"It's okay, it's not your fault." Seungcheol said as Jeonghan leaned in and connected their lips in a short kiss. "I love you." Jeonghan whispered as he rested his forehead against Seungcheol's.


"I love you more." Seungcheol whispered back.

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