it's you

Zhang hao third person POV

It didn't take long until Matthew fell asleep, still laid on top of Jiwoong and Ricky, leading their oldest to dismiss himself as he tugged the half asleep Canadian to his bedroom. Quickly after Ricky glanced between Zhang hao and Hanbin, a small grin on his lips as he stood up.

"I think I'm going to go to bed too"

Zhang hao heard Ricky mumble as he stood up from the couch opposite them, folding the blanket he had used. When Ricky finished Zhang hao waved a small goodbye to the younger Chinese boy, giggling probably more than necessary when Ricky mirrored the action. He couldn't deny that the alcohol was effecting him.

Once Ricky was gone Zhang hao let go of Hanbin's hand before turning his entire body to face Hanbin, legs crossed on the sofa as he leaned his cheek onto where his back once laid. He pouted as he skimmed his eyes over Hanbin's face noticing a small frown lingering on the younger boys lips.

"Hanbinnie what's wrongg?"

He slightly slurred as he reached a hand forward to Hanbin's face, gently ruffling the other's parted bangs and causing them to fall over his forehead, reminiscent to how Hanbin had worn his hair throughout boys planet. Zhang hao laughed softly once more, taking in how cute the other looked with bangs as he slowly withdrew his hand. He watched as Hanbin shook his head but spoke anyway.

"Hao hyung why didn't you tell me you liked someone?"

His voice was warm but Zhang hao could feel the small amount of frustration in the back of the younger's voice. Zhang hao tried to redirect his focus to answer the question.

"Sorry I couldn't"

Zhang hao responded as softly as he could, a small amount of shame in his voice as he reaches for one of the bottles of juice, pouring himself a drink to try and wear off the alcohol. As he takes a sip, Hanbin shift in his seat, his body turning to properly face Zhang hao as his back leant on the arm rest, legs circled up to his chest.

"Can  you at least tell me know if I know them?"

Hanbin blurted out, the last few syllables choked out of him as his words became unstable. Without thinking, Zhang hao found himself nodding in response to the question, glancing down at his hands as he picked at the plastic cup he was holding, pretending it was the most interesting thing in the world.

"It's one of ours members, isn't it?"

Zhang hao felt his body stiffen and his heart race as he failed to respond to Hanbin. 'It's you' he wished to scream but he couldn't, instead silently moving closer to the Korean. Zhang hao placed down his drink on the table, noticing how Hanbin had finally withdrawn his knees from his chest as Zhang hao had gotten up, letting them lay in front of him on the couch where the older had sat.

Zhang hao felt his eyes scan along the Korean's body at the action, until he reached Hanbin's face, the younger clearly still presenting a pout that he had failed to suppress. Zhang Hao bit the inside of his cheek slightly nervously before moving closer to Hanbin.

The older sat closer to Hanbin than he had prior, half seated on Hanbin's thigh and half on the couch. Once he had done so Zhang hao took a shaky breath before leaning closer to the younger, his eyes landing on Hanbin's jaw.
His lips and Hanbin's jaw eventually collided, as he trailed small pecks along it and down to Hanbin's adams apple, trying to express his care for Hanbin in the only way he knew possible, intimately but without a confession.

That was until Zhang hao felt two strong hands on his chest, pushing his lips away as they brushed the Korean's Adams apple. Zhang hao halted his kisses at the action and sat back up. 

"Hyung I d-dont think we should be doing this anymore if you have a crush. He may see"

Hanbin tried to sound strong but Zhang Hao immediately noticed the hesitation in Hanbin's voice. The older stubbornly shook his head as he leaned back forward, this time to Hanbin's collarbone and his small celestial tattoos, leaving gentle pecks all over the skin. As he did so he felt Hanbin's hands loosen on his chest, opting to rest there as he titled his head to allow Zhang hao to continue.

When the older eventually stopped, he was met with Hanbin's bright red cheeks, his bottom lip now swollen from nervously bitting it, making him look only more attractive. Zhang hao found himself staring at Hanbin , his eyes glued to Hanbin's swollen lips as he gently turned his body, letting himself fully sit on Hanbin lap though still only on his lower thighs.

When his eyes eventually trailed up meet Hanbin's the two broke out into laughter, letting the alcohol take control of them. Though when Zhang hao's eyes inevitably moved back to Hanbin's lips he could only focus on one thing. Kissing Hanbin properly.

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