Kim quickly brushed his tears and cleared his throat. 

"I will go now, see you soon, Chay", Kim said and left for his room to freshen up.

He took a long warm shower. 

The image of Eclipse's hand grasping his finger tightly kept on flashing in his mind. This makes Kim really want to find the truth about Eclipse's birth. He should not be doubting his Bambi but the strong pull towards Eclipse, he has never experienced such feeling before even with Venice, his nephew. He feels something is indeed off, his Bambi, his sweet Bambi, deep down he knows his sweet Bambi won't betray him like that, the selfish side of Kim really expects Chay to wait for him, still be loyal to him yet the rational side of him bugging him with the harsh truth that Kim was the one who broke his Bambi's heart, saying all that lies and hurting him that way. Kim was desperate then so the only way to keep his Bambi away from him is to break his fragile heart, it literally shattered Kim more than Chay. The thought of Eclipse really calms him down, who would have thought it takes just a baby, not any baby, Eclipse, Chay's baby to make Kim calm down, Eclipse is Kim's literal happy pill, when he looks at those Bambi eyes, all his tiredness just disappears.

Eclipse, that baby literally has Kim wrapped around his little finger, Kim will do anything to keep those Bambi eyes dry from tears, he is willing to find Eclipse's real father if that is what makes Eclipse happy even though it will break Kim completely, the reality of Chay having a kid with someone else will be more real and Kim will no longer can hide the fact that Chay has indeed moved on. Kim punched the wall out of frustration, he cannot let out his anger on himself, if he can, he will punch himself till he is knocked out. If only Kim talked to Chay, if only he told Chay the truth, he would have saved them both heart aches. Kim sighed and turned off the shower.

Kim wore a plain white sleeves shirt with black pants with his hair tied up in half and his fringe basically covering his right eye.

He quickly dressed up and descend the stairs to the dining hall.

Chay is already at the table with Eclipse on his lap, chatting happily with Macau. He can hear Eclipse's laughter as Chay plays with the baby in his lap, bouncing the giggly baby and tickling the baby.

Kim sat at his usual seat, the one opposite Chay. Chay smiled at Kim when he noticed the older's gaze on him, Kim smiled back. Tankhun who was watching the whole ordeal smiled like a Cheshire cat and looked at Pol and Arm with a knowing look. 

"So, the wedding is like a week away, Kinn said. We have already booked the wedding hall, we are almost done with food tasting, and decoration, now we have to tailor our suits, the theme is devil and angel. Porsche coughed. I meant Black and white, we are keeping it classic", Kinn corrected his sentence.

"Boringgg," Tankhun pouted.

"Chay Chay, when you get married, please make the theme colourful na", Tankhun said in a serious tone. 

Chay looked at Kim and then blushed. 

"So my best man going to be Kim", Kinn said with a soft smile on his always serious face.

Kim was taken aback. He never thought that his brother will pick him of all people to be part of his important day, they were not that close but they know they will die for each other, and take a bullet for each other. Kim is after all man of act of service, rather than saying he would rather show it. He is indeed touched for being picked as Kinn's best man. He smiled at his brother.

"My best man is of course my baby brother, Chay", Porsche said with a huge smile. 

Chay returned the smile and beamed proudly at his brother.

"The ring bearer is going to be baby Eclipse. Khun Tankhun, Pol and Arm are going to be the flower man," Porsche said. 

Tankhun loved the idea. 

"So, we are going to the tailor shop this afternoon, all be ready by 2 p.m okay," Kinn said. 

Everyone nodded their heads. 

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Everyone gathered around the entrance of the main house. Tankhun, Pol and Arm get into a car, Kinn and Porsche in a car, Chay was about to enter his car with Macau, Victor, Lisa and Eclipse when a voice stopped him.

"Uhmm, Chay, would you like to follow me, I am going alone, would be nice to have company" Kim said while rubbing his neck.

Macau was about to say something snarky but stopped when he saw the murderous look on his cousin's face.

"Yeah Chay, you should follow my cousin, he may get so lonely and it will distract his driving, we don't want the youngest heir of the main family to be sad, don't we?", Macau said with a grin.

Kim glared at Macau.

Chay looked at Lisa and Victor who just shrugged their shoulders.

Chay nodded his head and handed Eclipse to Kim.

"I will take his car seat, you wait in the car P'Kim", Chay said.

Victor helped Chay to transfer the baby bag and Eclipse's car seat out of his car and placed them in Kim's car. 

"Are you sure you want to follow him, muffin? Are you going to be alright? Victor asked while holding the younger's wrist with worry laced in his voice.

"I am going to be just fine, Tor and plus how long I can hide from him, he is going to be my brother-in-law, and we live under the same roof. So, it is better to be civil with him, don't worry okay, big bear, Chay said and smiled at Victor.

"Okay muffin, just say the word if he hurt you, I will handle him", Victor said seriously.

Victor and Chay caught Kim staring at them from the front mirror of his car.

Kim's face soured when he noticed how close Chay and Victor are to each other, his mood dampen when he caught them giggling. Kim was about to snatch the older's man grip on Chay's wrist but Eclipse's babbles stopped him and he now focused on the child that is casually sitting on his lap while clapping his hands.

"Violence is never the answer Tor, come on now, we have to go before my brother starts panicking", Chay said and pushed the older to his car.

Chay smiled when he saw the image. Kim is holding Eclipse as the baby plays with the steering wheel, it looks so domestic.

Chay sat beside Kim on the passenger seat, Kim still has Eclipse on his lap who is very much immersed staring and touching the steering wheel. 

Eclipse is interested in cars just like P'Kim, Chay thought to himself. Chay knows how much Kim loves his luxury cars, he has a collection of them, when they used to date, Kim used to pick Chay in his sports cars, and almost every day, Kim comes in a different expensive-looking car.

"Eclipse is really interested in cars just like his daddy", Chay said with a huge smile.

Kim's smile dropped which made Chay realise that he said his thought out loud.

"Uhm, I will fasten Eclipse in his car seat", Chay said while trying to lift his son from Kim's lap in order to distract Kim from the sensitive topic.

"I will do it, Kim said softly, he held Chay's hand which was wrapped around Eclipse's tiny waist while looking into Chay's brown eyes deeply. It made Chay's heartbeat quicken as he felt the familiar rough yet warm hand against his softer and smaller hand.

He slowly let go of Eclipse's waist, Kim quickly lifted the baby and got out of the car.

Chay followed Kim to the back seat and both of them fasten the baby in the baby car seat. The baby started to doze once he felt the fluffy blanket around his body.

Kim shut the door and got into his driver seat, Chay sat in the passenger seat.

Kim starts driving to the boutique.

Chay looked out his window, he occasionally glanced at the attractive man beside him, being this close to the man and literally smelling his familiar cologne and scent, pine, orange and rain. once again makes him feel many things. Chay not going to lie, seeing his man drive makes him feel so giddy, it is the way the older man manoeuvres the car with just one hand with ease and his serious face, fully concentrating on the road.

Oh, how Chay misses the old days, them being so in love, so young and pure. Kim used to run his hand on Chay's thigh just to make the younger squeal and Kim will just laugh and clasp their hands together while he drive.

Somehow it feels nice, them driving in a car, just three of them while their son is sleeping soundly in his car seat. It feels so homely, it feels so natural, so domestic, it is like where all three of them belong, together.

They finally arrived at a fancy-looking boutique.

Chay quickly exited the car and unfastened Eclipse from his car seat. Eclipse who slept through the car ride looked at his papa with his sleepy eyes. He whined a bit when his papa picked him up from the car seat and snuggled against his papa's warm chest to catch more sleep.

"Someone is a bit cranky", Kim said from behind.

"Yup, little munchkin is still sleepy, be aware, he is going to be a bit cranky till he is well rested", Chay said.

Chay quickly went to fasten the baby carrier on his torso but stopped mid-way when he noticed Kim looking at him longingly.

"P'Kim, do you want to carry Eclipse?", Chay asked.

"Can I?" Kim asked shyly.

"Of course, you can. Here, hold Eclipse, Chay handed the sleepy baby to Kim who placed the baby against his chest. Chay quickly worked on the baby carrier, Kim can smell the familiar lemon, pine and vanilla as Chay is basically just inches away from his body, the urge to hold the lean waist is so tempting but he, of course, he doesn't want to spook the poor lad away who is now fixing the baby carrier with pure attention.

Kim held his breath when he felt the familiar lean arms going around his body, he closed his eyes, just basking in the almost hug and just taking in the familiar Chay's scent. He heard a click and then the warmth disappeared.

"Done", Chay said.

Kim sighed in disappointment when he felt the familiar scent and warmth slowly fade but quickly replaced it with a smile when he heard Chay's laughter.

Chay laughed when he saw the identical Bambi eyes peeking through the baby carrier. Kim smiled when he saw Eclipse's face. 

"Look at him, wondering why we both laughing at him. Sleepy baby, catch some sleep," Chay said while touching Eclipse's nose.

Eclipse whined and turned his head to the other side and snuggled against Kim's chest.

Chay had a "are you serious look". Now is not the time to get jealous Chay, Chay said to himself. 

Is Chay jealous of Kim? Yes.

Is Chay happy for Kim for earning their son's love? Double yes.

"Carried a child for 9 months just for him to pick you over me, P'Kim. You are really good with kids, I am actually impressed," Chay said genuinely.

Kim blushed and rubbed his neck. 

"Uhm, not really, he is the first baby that is actually close to me, Venice hardly reacts to me", Kim said.

"Kinda make sense," Chay said and smiled at Kim.

"Ah?" Kim said in puzzlement. 

Is that supposed to be a compliment or insult, Kim thought to himself.

"Okay, let's go, P'Kim," Chay ushered the older one into the boutique.

It was indeed chaos at the boutique. Tankhun was yelling at Pol and Arm cause they refused to wear the blingiest suit that they have ever laid eyes on. 

"We are the flower men, we need to stand out". Tankhun said with a glare.

"Not like this", Pol and Arm whined.

"You two have no fashion sense, what to expect from you both who wear uniforms almost 24/7," Tankhun barked at the poor bodyguards.

Macau just looked at them with amusement.

"Finally, the happy family has arrived," Macau said with glee when he noticed the trio.

The whole boutique actually went silent when they noticed Eclipse snuggling comfortably against Kim in the baby carrier. They do look like a happy family indeed.

Porsche was taken aback, his little nephew is nestled against the assh*, he meant, his sweet brother-in-law's chest, as he belongs there like he feels safe. Well, Porsche not going to lie, it hurts his ego and even his pride, he is in fact Eclipse's uncle, Eclipse's papa's blood brother, they are related by blood and yet Eclipse is weirdly attached to this stranger who has no blood relation or whatsoever. Porsche has been trying his best to get his nephew's attention, Eclipse does play with him occasionally but that baby will basically whine if he sensed he is not in the same radius as his papa but Porsche has noticed countless times, Eclipse never even once whined when he is left alone with Kim. The baby prefers to even sleep on Kim's chest and loves to be close to Kim which is actually something Eclipse doesn't do with anyone except his papa and now Kim. Even Lisa and Victor cannot make Eclipse sleep on their chest, it strictly got to be Chay the one who can have Eclipse on his chest and now Kim.

There is no way Kim can be such a gentle person right, is he planning something like stealing away Porsche's nephew just to spite him because technically Porsche stole Kinn from Kim. Nah, Kim won't be that petty. Kim actually looks different when he is with Eclipse, he is more likeable and even looks human because the rumours that he heard about Kim being a killing machine and a playboy surely didn't leave such a good impression. Furthermore, Venice loves Porsche, at least one of the babies loves him.

"Uhmm, we are about to pick our suits", Porsche said.

"I will be there in a second hia", Chay said.

"P'Kim, I will go with hia, do you want me to take Eclipse with me or do you still want to carry him? Chay asked while his eyes darted from Kim's to Eclipse's face.

"We will be fine, you go and help out your brother," Kim assured the younger man.

Chay smiled and pecked his sleepy baby on his cheek, "be a good baby munchkin", Chay said and left with his brother.

Both Kinn and Porsche agreed not to reveal the suits till the wedding day, so Porsche and Porchay went to a room and Kim and Kinn were in another room.

"Uhmm, this suits you", Kinn started while looking at Kim and the sleeping Eclipse.

"The whole baby thing somehow looks good on you. It looks like you have been doing it all your life, it feels so natural, and this soft aura looks good on you. It seems Eclipse has taken a great liking towards you till Porsche is complaining to me, don't tell him that I said that. He is a bit offended that his nephew prefers you over him, saying that blood is thicker than water", Kinn laughed.  

"I am actually happy to see you like this, Kim. I have never seen you genuinely smile like this,  I can see you are truly happy, Eclipse makes you happy. You look less intimidating and more approachable, you will be a great father", Kinn said.

Kim's face soured then quickly replaced with a fond smile when the baby in the carrier shifted to get a more comfortable sleeping position.

"Yeah", Kim said with a smile while slowly brushing Eclipse's soft hair and kissing the mop of black hair.

"I guess the two women over there agree as well. They have been talking about you nonstop since your arrival", Kinn said with a grin.

"Do you want to try your luck?", Kinn wiggled his eyebrows.

"What with his brothers being so invested in his love life," Kim thought to himself.

Kim grunted and gently placed his face on Eclipse's sleeping head. The baby's scent calmed him down.

Well, who will not swoon over a man with a baby?

The staff has been swooning over Kim since his arrival, they even volunteered to wait for Kinn and Kim.

"Can we start looking for your suit?", Kim said in order to distract his older brother from talking about his love life.

"Oh right, I have my eyes on this suit", Kinn started talking about his pick.

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"Okay, what is the deal with Mr Too Cool, why the hell he is carrying my nephew and why the hell does he look like he is more than happy to fill the father role?" Porsche said with gritted teeth.

"Hia", Chay warned.

"Chay, I don't understand why are you even letting a stranger like him be close to your son", Porsche asked exasperatedly.

"He is not a stranger", Chay said in almost a whisper.

"Not a stranger, then what he is to Eclipse? Oh, another uncle for Eclipse. You know what,  starting today, Eclipse only has one uncle that is me. No one can take that place, only me,  I am Eclipse's uncle," Porsche said almost in a whine.

Porchay looked at Porsche like he has grown another head. How can he even name Kim as Eclipse's uncle when he is actually Eclipse's biological father.

"Hia, P'Kim is not Eclipse's uncle, he never be," Chay said sternly.

Porsche smiled once that sentence slipped out of his brother's mouth. He made a victory dance in his mind. 

"I want him to be far from my baby Eclipse, he is getting to attached and baby Eclipse being so dependent on a stranger, that is not good, Chay, you should know better, I hope..."Porsche blabbered.

"Hia, I think this suit will look great on you", Chay cut Porsche mid-sentence.

"Chay, it is so beautiful, let me try it on", Porsche said.

Chay sighed.

They finally picked the wedding suit for Porsche.

Chay went out of the exclusive room and was met with a very cute scene. Kim is sitting on the sofa with baby Eclipse bouncing gleefully on Kim's lap. Chay can hear his baby's giggles. He quickly took his phone out and snapped the duo's photo.

He approached them. 

"Someone is up from their nap", Chay said with a playful tone.

Eclipse let out a happy shriek.

"Papa is here munchkin", Chay said and sat beside Kim.

"Were you a good boy munchkin"? Chay asked in a baby tone while pushing his baby's hair to the side, to look better at the identical Bambi eyes.

"He slept through the whole shopping and just woke up, not cranky anymore I guess", Kim said.

Yeah, he is in a good mood, Chay said with a smile.

"Kim?", Tankhun called from the room.

 Kim sighed. He mumbled something about cutting his time short with the Bambi family under his breath. 

"I will be back, Chay", Kim said and handed the baby to Chay and went to the room where Tankhun still arguing about which suits they should pick for the wedding.

I am going to fire your asses, don't you dare think I wouldn't, Tankhun threatened.

Finally, they chose something decent enough suits for the wedding.

"Okay, you can run off to your family, jeez, you are worse than Kinn", Tankhun said and sighed dramatically.

Kim didn't pay any mind to Tankhun's words and quickly went to the Bambi family.

The scene made him freeze on his spot.

Chay is feeding Eclipse his formula and from far looks like a pretty lady swooning over him from far.

"He is so cute, I don't think that is his baby, don't you think he is too young to have a baby", the pretty lady was telling her friend.

"You should go and talk to him", the girl's friend urged her.

Kim gritted his teeth and quickly walked to his favourite duo.

He sat very close to Chay and snaked his arm around Chay's tiny waist, pulled him closer to his body and purposely pressed his face on Chay's shoulder and peeked through his shoulder to look at Eclipse who is drinking the milk without the care in the world.

Chay's body visibly tensed at the contact but soon his body relaxed under Kim's touch, he leaned in as Kim slowly rubbed his fingers around Chay's waist. Chay really missed this, having Kim this close to him, his hot breath fanning against his neck, his strong arm around his waist and that familiar warmth pressed against him, the familiar scent engulfing his body.

"Angel", Kim said against Chay's ear and tighten his hold.

Chay gasped and his eyes flutter shut.

It looks so intimate, them being this close.

"Oh dang, all the hot men are taken", the woman said with a huff and left with her friend.

"They look good together though", her friend chimed in.

"I know", the woman whined.

Kim still remained pressed against Chay even though the woman has long left the scene.

Kim just basked in Chay's warmth and smell. He missed Chay's body pressed against his, he missed holding Chay this tightly against his body, he missed the younger man more than anything, he missed having Chay this close.

Kim sighed and closed his eyes.

They are in this beautiful bubble, just three of them, Chay in Kim's hold and their son in Chay's lap. All Kim and Chay can see are each other and the sound of their son suckling his milk as the background noise. They feel so safe and warm.

"Chay, I found this awesome suit, I..."

Chay slowly opened his eyes, and the bubble finally popped.

"Cau", Chay called out in a hoarse voice.

This made Kim open his eyes and slowly let go of Chay even though he doesn't want to.

"Uhmm, I will check on Kinn", Kim said and left.

"Not another word", Chay warned.

Macau smirked and just nodded his head.

Hiii peeps, a very long chapter indeed, hope you enjoy this chapter and do leave your comment below. Stay safe and have a nice day =).