"valerie, hurry up!"

i groaned, tying my shoe and rushing down the hall. "do i really have to rush?"

she rolled her eyes playfully, "yes, cmon."

i threw my head back, but nonetheless i followed behind her. i was more than glad she was driving to the party and we weren't going with nate, i hate going anywhere with the two of them, together.

i sat in the backseat, knowing one of her friends would want the front seat and she'd just tell me to move anyway.

speaking of her friends... we pulled up to kats house, her running out to the car and getting in the front seat. "hey, maddy!" and then she turned around, "valerie! hey."

i nodded, "hey, kat."

and then maddy drove off, and we ended at bb's house, who was already waiting outside. "what's up, bitches!" she got in next to me, and opened her mouth wide once she saw me. "oh shit! you're coming too?!"

i gave her a nervous smile, nodding while maddy laughed.

i laid my head on the seat as they all played music and sung to it, bb's obnoxious vape smell filling my nose every couple seconds.

"is that.." made my raise my head, and seen we were slowing pulling into a corner store.

"oh shit, slow down." bb told her, all three of them eyeing rue. "yo, that's rue! oh my god." she finally realized.

"didn't rue like.. die?" maddy said, making me shake my head.

"oh my god, i hate ghosts." bb said, causing me to snicker.

"yo, casper!" i watched kat leaned her head out the window, rue turning around. "wanna ride?"

she walked over and looked at kat for a couple seconds before smiling, "why thank you." with a nod.

i scooted over, now sitting in the middle of bb and rue, awkwardly listening to the music maddy played, before kat rolled a blunt and passed it around the car.

eventually, we arrived and i got out of the car with a huge headache. maddy left with kat and bb, so me and rue stood next to each other awkwardly.

i turned on my heels in her direction, "uh.. hey, rue."

she looked over at me, nodding. "valerie, hey. how are you?"

it was awkward between me and rue because we didn't talk much, before she went to rehab she didn't hang out with maddy much, which meant i didn't see her. and even when she did hangout with maddy, we barely talked.

"i'm okay, how are you? how was rehab?" i asked.

she pursed her lips, "uh, you know.. it was fine."

i slowly nodded, "well.. i'm gonna go try to find maddy." and pointed towards the house, which she quickly nodded and walked away to.

as i walked in after rue, i saw her going upstairs, while i went to the living room and stood around looking fro anyone i knew. i was probably the youngest one here, and for that.. i was uncomfortable, being looked at by the older guys.

"val!" my shoulders were roughly grabbed, and i turned around to see my best friend. i let out a sigh of relief, "vic."

she smiled, giving me a quick side hug and then pulling me away from the wall i had previously leaned on. "did you come with maddy?"

that reminded me of who i had actually been looking for all this time, "maddy! yes, can you help me look for her?"

she laughed a little, but nodded and walked behind me as i pushed my way through all the people here. the loud music and flashing lights was making me dizzy, and i was about to give up looking for maddy until i saw her dancing with some guy, and finally stopped.

"she's over there." i leaned over to tell victoria, she furrowed her eyebrows at the sight of maddy, "where's nate?" and of course, nate was right across from her, making out with some girl.

i pointed to him, and she slowly nodded. "well, wanna go outside?" and i quickly followed behind her, grabbing onto her hand so i didn't loose her in the process.

we both sat down on some chairs near the pool, getting whistled at, making me want to leave more than i already did.

but, i quickly forgot about that and sat up at the sight of my sister in her bra and underwear, getting in the pool with that same guy she was making out with a couple minutes ago.

"val... maddys-." victoria tapped me, but i nodded and cut her off, "yeah, i know."

i leaned up more, deciding wether or not i wanted to say something to her, but as she whispered something in his ear i decided to stay sat.

i took my eyes off her when they started making out again, and turned to see rue sitting on a couch next to fezco. most people knew fezco, because he's a drug dealer. i know him because, well not only that, but rue. he's actually a nice guy.

and.. my attention went back on maddy, and it was just then that i realized i was seeing my sister fuck a random guy in pool.

my eyes widened and i turned to victoria, who was looking around and didn't notice, so i quickly stood up and walked closer to the pool. "maddy! what are you doing?!"

she pulled away from the guy, and waved her hand as a sign for me to go away, so i scoffed and did just that, pulling victoria up and walked back in the house. just as i did nate passed me, so i froze, not knowing how he'd go about the situation, and decided it was best to turn around and follow him.

he walked closer, nodding. "yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore."

i furrowed my eyebrows, "what the fu-." but i was cut off as victoria's hand flew over my mouth.

"suck my dick!" maddy responded, as everyone 'oo'ed and maddy laughed, nate throwing down the beer he had in his hand and passed me again, glaring at me and victoria as he walked back in the house.

i, obviously didn't want to watch my sister fuck someone, so me and vic went back in the house, and stood around awkwardly as we watched people dance, make out and drink.

and the sound of a banging noise made me turn to the kitchen, i seen nate pouring himself a shot and then drinking it, before he pushed things off the table and the people around him gasped.

"well.. he's not taking it well." i mumbled to myself, me and vic inching closer to watch him.

"get the fuck outta here! get the fuck out of the kitchen! fuck!" he shouted, and people instantly walked out.. except for a blonde that stayed put.

"get outta here. get the fuck outta here." he repeated, leaned back on the cabinets, and the blonde came to his attention, making him raise up again. "the fuck are you looking at?"

i rolled my eyes, "god, is he just an asshole to everyone?" i said, and vic elbowed me, "val! he could hear you."

she stood there nervously, as he walked closer. "who are you?" she awkwardly smiled, "i'm jules.. i'm a friend of-."

"you're a friend of.. a friend of who's? cause you're not my fucking friend. who the fuck are you friends with, jules?" he asked, and she looked around, "hm?"

he then pointed to the people by them, "do you guys know who the fuck this is?" and they stayed silent, so he turned to where i was, "does anybody know who this is?" but again, silence. "does anybody know who the fuck jules is? anyone at all?"

he pointed to someone next to me, "you, do you know who jules is?"

he then dramatically winced, "so.. who are you?"

"i'm just minding my own business.. i'm not trying to start anything." she said, and the painful silence was making me want to throw up.

"no, no, no you're not.. nobody that.. looks like you is minding their own fucking business." he leaned close to her face. "i know what you are." "yeah, yeah, i see you." "so what do you want? huh?"

i rubbed my head, hoping that would make the headache he was giving me go away. "you want some.. some fucking attention? cause i'll give you some fucking attention."

she moved her face away, as he again repeated, "yo, is anybody here friends with jules?"

the right thing for me to do would probably be to raise my hand, or speak up, but quite frankly, i was sacred to. nate was drunk.. and i wasn't exactly sure what he would do to me.

so i stayed silent. "anyone? does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? somebody better speak up or this bitch is gonna get fucked up!"

victoria gasped and covered her eyes as jules grabbed a knife, "yo.. yo.." nate backed up. "you wanna fucking hurt me?!"

i raised my eyebrows, okay then..
"back the fuck up! what the fuck is your problem?!"

i smiled at the sight of nate jacobs in fear. "put the fucking knife down.. okay? it was a joke!"

"you wanna fucking hurt me?! you have no fucking idea." everyone gasped as she cut her arm, and my stomach started to hurt a little.

"jesus! you're psycho!"
"i'm fucking invincible!"
"you fucking freak. what the fuck?!"
"by the way, i'm jules. i just moved here."
i watched the two go back and forth, and then jules walk away, and turned to vic.

"alright.. well, wanna leave now?"

AUTHORS NOTES:
so long so it could all fit in the first chapter 😭 but anywayyyy hi again

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