TW Panic attack

Pov Wilbur

"... made we feel safe..." She said while still staring at the counter. I couldn't help but smile a little, I was really glad that I could help her and make her feel better even if it was just in her dreams.

I laid my hand on her shoulder this made her look away from the counter and instead look at me. "I hope you know that I'll always be there for you." She gave me a little smile before pulling me into a hug. "I really appreciate it." She tightened the hug. "I mean everything. I hope that you know that you don't have to do all that." I shook my head a little. "Y/n I really don't mind it. Its actually really nice having some here with me. This place felt quite lonely after my roommate moved out. Besides I'm happy to see you happy." Y/N stayed silent but i could tell that she was blushing. "Please don't take it as me wanting to get rid of you, but how long are you planning to stay? I think we never really talked about that. " I said while slowly pulling away from the hug, I didn't really wanted to but my back stared to hurt a little because I had to bend down.

Pov y/n

TW start

I thought about it for a moment. "Mhm...I don't know... I mean I don't want to be a burden and annoy you..." He let out a small sigh to shoe me that he really didn't mind me saying here. I continued talking. "...But with the whole Jared thing, I'm still afraid that he mind find me and..." I was interrupted by Wilbur. "y/n you're shaking..." He looked at me with concern. I didn't even notice that my hole body was trembling. I felt my breath getting faster and my heart beating faster. I was having a panic attack. I felt like everything was closing in on me. I felt my eyes getting filled up with tears.

Then I felt Wilbur laying his arm around me pulling me close to his chest. We just stayed like that for some time. He was slowly petting my head. I tried to focus on his heart beat as it help me to calm down. I finally my breathing was somehow normal again. "I'm sorry for that..." I pulled away for a second to look at his face but quickly pressed my head onto his chest again. He gave me a soft look. He rubbed my back. "You should stop apologizing for stuff that isn't in your control." He rested his chin on top of head. "You can stay here as long as you want and if He, who shall not be named, tried to do you any harm, I'll kill him." "Thanks but what has Voldemort to do with my shitty ex?" We both laught at my stupid joke.

We just stood there for a while. It felt so nice and warm and gosh he smelled really good. Oh what what was I thinking... I felt my face heating up a little. i hope he didn't noticed that.

Wilbur looked down at me. "As much as I enjoy this... I think we should get some breakfast." I nodded and pulled away from the hug.

We made some pancakes talked about what we would do today.

a/n

I hope y'all have a great day and remember that you're vailed and loved <3.

Be proud for what you do and what you are. Don't let anyone tell you who you can or can't love. No one has the right to make you feel bad about yourself or not the things you like/do.

Remember that there are people who love you.

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