Oh How Time Flies

This story is nearing it's 9th birthday, and to everyone who has taken the time out of the day to read it, I want to say: Thank you.

Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine this story to become such a sensation. I'm deeply humbled to be #1 in the #trigger warning tag.

I started this series of one-shots when I was 12 years old. I am now 21 and view it as a secret pride of mine. I am deeply humbled by the amount of praise I've received for it, despite some chapters being less than satisfactory to my standards as an adult. I do not look upon these errors as such terrible things. I have become a more skilled writer now because of it. Many attempts of mine to restart this fic have failed, because I suffer from bipolar disorder. Many restless nights I poured my all into releasing content without much thought about the quality.

Also, part of the truth is I often lose/break my phone, which has been my primary writing utensil since I began this journey, and also have a horrible habit of not remembering passwords and losing documents where I keep records of these said passwords. (It's a horrible curse.) As well, as an adult now, I have difficulty finding the time and inspiration to write. I am depressed, I have been for a long time, and when I am manic, I go on wild escapades that I can barely recollect due to various bouts of substance abuse. After 4 toxic or abusive relationships, I laugh at these stories because they barely depict real horror. I now know what real horror is. I know what it's like to live the nightmare. I suppose I did find yanderes in real life but have come to find that yanderes just happen to be most men. Or is it perhaps, the yanderes found me?

I hope you will be patient with me, for I intend to refurbish these stories to something more substantial to readers. As a child, I grew up in a rather sheltered and conservative environment, so I wrote things from a white, middle class perspective. So aside from overhauling some of these works, to become more bloodcurdling, I intend to fix the following within these stories: typos; continuity issues; grammatical errors; inaccurate or juvenile depictions of abuse, BDSM, and murder; as well as, racial and class ambiguity.

I still intend to keep reader fics primarily female oriented unless requested to modify them to gender neutral simply because I recognize in our current world gender presents many ways but I would have to greatly upheave many works to accomplish this. Eventually gender will be changed to ambiguous, except for certain fiction works requesting specific male/female, male/male, and female/female relationships. I also am open to hearing trans oriented requests, but will not be modifying my, uh, spicier works. If you request a republish with a different gender presentation, I will do that. But some have very specific descriptions of anatomy that I will try my best to make directly indiscernible.

So with that, I leave you for now. No more empty promises, I plan to edit a story every 2-3 days from now on until there is nothing left to edit. Then after a week or so, I will scour the comments and order the requests by date. You may request but be aware, it may take a long while before you may be able to read it.

I will see you all soon, My Beautiful Parasites~

Sybil

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