You're Ok (JD x Fem!Reader)

Requested: AndreaBaier
Prompt: N/n
Info: Omg could you please do a JD x (fem) reader where reader gets bullied by Kurt, RAM, & the Heathers just as she's about to do something bad JD stop her and talk her out of it IDK I'm bad at this
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"I wish you didn't treat me like shit life..." I say, loud but not loud that other people could hear it.


Or so I though.


I pick up the silver blade, positioned on my night stand next to my bed. I grab the handle of it, and look at my reflection and see the version of myself that I had been seeing for last year.


Broken.


Damaged.


Too far gone. Obviously but-


Depressed.


Not....


Myself like I remember.


I see the puffy eyelids, the red cheeks, the foggy eyes.


Everything that has been put in place instead of my past, regular, happy, self.


I twist the blade by its handle and watch the bedroom lights reflect off of the silver, which was soon to be a dark crimson color.


As I position it on the right side of my throat, ready to slide it deep and across.


Then the door opens with a bang as I start to slice. I turn and see JD at the door, making the blade go deeper.


He looks at me, then tackles me. Taking the knife from my hand and throwing it. He looks at the blood pooling from my neck and grasps in, holding it so there is enough pressure to stop the bleeding.


The whole time, my eyes wide and pain shooting through my veins.


"You're ok... you're ok... just stay with me ok??" He pleads. The calls for my parents to call 911, and soon feet can be heard through out the house. "You're ok.."


The next two days when by in a blink of an eye.


One moment, I was in my room being held down by JD and then next I'm waking up in a hospital bed, JD and my parents sitting expectantly.


Then I'm choking in a breath in cord. It gets pulled out and JD is at my side.


"Oh my god... you're ok... you're ok... that the lord..." he sobs out, clutching my hand and kissing it.


I try to talk, but my vision goes white hot with pain and I grasp my throat. He tenses at seeing me in pain and then kisses my forehead.


"Don't talk.. you'll hurt more... you're ok.. just keep your mouth closed... don't talk.. you're ok.." he murmurs into my ears, soothing me. I let my eye lids close and everything is ok.


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sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


i guess I'm updating tomorrow....


i hate my life....


~~Griffon~~

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