Requested: TerrificallyTrans
Prompt: 140. "I thought you were dead..."
Info: Can you do a Michael from BMC x male reader? Michael fakes his suicide and then shows up at like five in the morning at the reader's house to see him, but then the reader wakes up and sees Michael and becomes convinced they're going crazy. Sorry if I did this wrong, it's my first time requesting anything.
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I hug my knees, tears still pouring down my splotchy red face. They haven't stopped. For three days they haven't stopped falling down my face.

My best friend, my boyfriend, and favorite person just killed himself, how could I?

I hug my knees tighter and let out a sob, clutching onto his signature red jacket and breathe on his still lingering, but fading, scent.

I haven't eaten or drank anything, slept or showered for three days. I've been in my room either curled up in a ball or hugging my knees like I am now.

I close my eyes for a moment, but before I realize it, I'm being lightly shaken awake. I open my heavily tired eyes, and let my vision unblurr and. I look up and see Michaels face. I rub my eyes and shake my head, trying to clear my vision.

When I look up again, he's still there.

I back away from him until my back hits the wall next to my bed. I shake my head in disbelief.

"I'm going insane..." I mumble, my voice harsh and raspy from not using it. "I.... I'm actually going insane..."

"No your not (Y/n). I'm real."

"No- no you killed your self! Your dead!"
I yell out, which makes him shush me. I run my hands through my unbrushed hair and widen with my eyes, shaking my head once again. "Your dead... your supposed to be dead..."

"But I'm not. Isn't that a good thing?.." he asks, making me jump off the bed and wrap my arms around him.

"I thought you were dead Mikey.... I though... I- I though.." I sob out, which makes him shush me.

"Shhhhh. Hey it's ok. I'm here.. I'm sorry I scared you.."

"You did more than scared me you shit!"

"Ok I'm sorry! I still love you and I always will."

"You better.. because what I just went through was the hardest thing ever... and I love you too."

"You'd better." He chuckles and hugs me tighter.

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I'm obsessed with Pokemon Quest so that's why this is out so late. Just so you know.

Also, I really love this one.

Like a lot

It came out a lot better then I thought it would have tbh.

~~Griffon~~