It Holds Me Back (Rich Goranski x Sick!Fem!Reader)

Requested: pastelgothpancake
Prompt: 94 "I don't know what I did to deserve you."
Info: musical: be more chill
character: rich goranski
reader type: sick!female
prompt: 94 "i don't know what i did to deserve you."
plot: y/n has trouble breathing on her own, and has to where a cannula (oxygen tube). she has been hesitant to kiss her boyfriend rich because of this, though of course she wants to. rich is thinking he did something wrong and y/n finally kisses him, which turn into a series of small gentle kisses (which turns into something more if you want lol).
additional info: nothing just remember the kisses need more breaks for air in between.


(i hope this is ok???)
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As I watch Rich's face, I can tell his mind is racing at a thousand miles per hour, which gives me more anxiety than he currently has.


"Richie what's wrong?" I ask, placing a hand on his sleeveless arm.


"Am I what's wrong?"


"What?" I ask. "That doesn't make sense love. Calm down."


"Am I what's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"


"No!! Oh my god no!! Where would you get that idea?!" I ask, my emotions spiking rapidly.


"It's a super petty reason."


"What?- Rich just tell me."


"Because you don't want to kiss me! Alright? I think I did something wrong because you don't want to kiss you." He says, his voice raising and making me frown.


"No. That's not the issue. Believe me, I whole heartedly want to kiss you Richie. My issue is, is that you won't want to be with me after you kiss me for the first time." I explain, making his eyebrow raise in confusion. "My oxygen holds my back, and I hate it. It holds me back from you and I hate it even more."


He places a hand on my cheek and smiles slightly. I lean in rapidly, placing a small kiss on his lips. I pull away after and then rapidly go in for another, and then more and more. After not even a minute, I'm winded, so I pull back a catch my breath.


"Well it's not holding you back now, is it?" He smiles and chuckles.


"I guess not." I giggle, my breath still catching itself.


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I'm gonna go to bed now before I literally cannot open my eyes in the morning.


Night y'all.


~~Griffon~~

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