I Never Meant (Evan Hansen x Fem!Reader)

Requested:_AWildSuicidal_
Prompt: N/a
Info: Evan Hansen × Reader


Where during Good For You Evan tries to confront the reader (who is Connor's sibling) but they just get into an argument, then Words Fail comes into play where Evan tries to get forgiveness


It's a weird request but I thought it would be fun :)
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Tears. Pain. Suffering. Heartache.


That's all Evan caused me.


Hurt. Heartbreak. Horrifying thoughts.


That's what Connor brought me.


"I never meant to make it such a mess." Evan explains. "I never meant for it to go this far."


I stand, wide eyed and tears falling.


"So I sit here sorry, searching for something to say." He cries, making my tears fall harder. "Word fail... words fail.. there's nothing I can say.."


"Then maybe you should just leave.. apparently your mouth works better when your not face to face." I sniff, my voice dark and harsh.


"(Y/n) please."


"You never meant to cause this Evan, but you did. And you have to own up to it. We are going to pretend that you never lied and that the commotion just died down. We changed so many lives for the better, so let's keep mine the way it is. Dysfunctional."


"I guess I thought I could be apart of this. I never had that perfect girl who somehow could see the good part of me.." he explains further. "Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done."


"Evan.. just leave.. please." I ask, my voice softer now, able to break at any moment.


"I never meant-"


"Please just leave!!" I scream at him, making him go white. "Before... before its worse for everyone.. just go.."


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Idk how to end this one so I'm ending right there.


Also if the switch of moods from last chapter to his chapter isn't an accurate representation of my mental health idk wtf is.


~~Griffon~~

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